When I was a child, I had a very active imagination. Though my bedtime was around 8:30pm, I wouldn't fall asleep until around 11:00pm, as I would be engaging my imagination living out all of my "Jungle Book" like adventure-fantasies. I guess that's why I chose the form Shiva as my main male archetype guide, as I wasn't interested in Krishna's golden crown (though now I under it as Kether or the peacock third-eye), and though Jesus was a fantastic character and a continuing guide, I just could not relate to other Christians. Nonetheless, this use of imagination would be a key to astral projection, channeling, etc., but is only a stepping stone as the adept moves through numerous higher aspects of themselves, known as higher selves, until they have reached the unity of Self, and thereafter realized the delusion of Self as one moves their consciousness to further investigate the formless Shiva (aspects above Kether).
Another simple game I would play as a child, was that I would close my eyes and relax as much as possible by moving my breath around my body to wherever it was required. I would relax so much, and as a child most likely on a bored summer day with nothing better to do, I would have nothing to think about and be quite clear-headed. Children under summer vacation don't have to worry about what they are going to do the following day, they don't have to plan their life, and their probably just looking for the most exciting thing to do in the moment. The same applies to romantic interests, though I see this as easily programmable in children, but I don't think children grown up thinking about engaging romantic interests and formalities. In other words, all theses worries, belief-systems, emotional crap we throw to the back of the mind (subconscious) when we choose to not self-reflect (Self-inquiry, bring light to subconscious, enlightenment) and fully en/lighten up our psychological baggage for the brilliance of the virginal moment, hold each individual back from truly living their true signature. Nonetheless, the unprogrammed child has the ability to clear his head rather quickly, easily, and effortlessly. In addition, it is said by the Taoists that breath-work is simply breathing techniques to help the adept return to normal breathing patterns which we experienced around birth (to be able to breath fully down to the lower dantien).
In doing this simple relaxing game as a child, bringing me to a blank slate consciousness, I would return with eyes-open with such pristine clarity and calm. I would raise my hands to my eyes and watch how I, as simply awareness, held the ability to consciously move the digits of my fingers. The inner feeling that would develop is akin to the character in James Cameron's "Avatar", who switched his awareness from the human-vessel to the avatar-vessel. After the switch, there was that initial reaction of "cool, look what I can do", but then there was also that adjustment period, where Spirit (Psyche) aka Atma (Consciousness) must mold itself with the animal vessel and its numerous senses. Not only must the Spirit engage the animal-vessels interests such as security, sustenance, carnal, etc., but like in "Avatar", the thought-patterns and emotional-energies that complement such belief-systems held by the character are also transferred from one vessel to the other showing karma. Again like in "Avatar", the character was then forced to begin psychological de-conditioning in order to regain unity-consciousness. As an adult practicing Advaita, yes, Oneness is a legitimate experience as the Avatar is the human multidimensional, and beyond all-dimensions, Self. Simply put, as Shiva has taught, the Avatar is the ability to yoke the animal vessel with the higher consciousness, Yoga.
Hence, true-spirituality, are those moments that we are able to let go and be (sat) psychologically in the pristine virginal moment. A few years back, a buddy of mine took me to the shooting range with a 12gauge and 9mm. It was my first time shooting, so I was hoping my buddy would be give me better instruction, nonetheless, what poured out of his mouth was so much more important than properly instructing me on how to hold a gun. As I held that 12gauge shooting these clay discs, essentially my buddy stated, "isn't this great, like time stands still, there's nothing else but you, that gun, the target, like nothing else matters". My buddies words were reminiscent of Rollin's "Harley Davidson and Philosophy". Though I have yet to be on a bike, a childhood dream, my imagination and what I can gather from riding a non-motor bicycle, is that feeling that there is no separation between the spirit-human vessel and the surrounding flowing environment. There are many opportunities for moments as such to arise, but they usually arise when we are fulfilling something that deeply touches the adept.
The practice of stillness, is like bringing a magnifying glass to the moment, and being able to perceive with heightened clarity. Particularly when the adept has done significant deconstruction of limiting-beliefs freeing up the emotional body as felt through the central-nervous system, the moment glows with beauty, where the slightest enjoyments will release the most pleasing hormonal cocktails felt within sensory animal-vessel, leading the adept to realize that not much is required to experience ananda (bliss), and further as such, all is actually sourced from within as the adept gives these moments to themselves, "as within, so without".
That stillness that brings us to presence is the true-art of spirituality, in each and ever pristine virginal moment. The presence brings Spirit to properly align (law of attraction) with the human-vessel, where the human is no longer a product of the monkey-mind dualistic interpreter mechanism (ego), creating divine presence or "as above, so below".
Stillness brings us to, The Avatar Self.
It's amazing how quickly people show up to "slap you on the ass". It's more amazing how quickly they run when you "call them out" on their bullshit. It takes much more than becoming a "doctor" to become a "master", only to be humbled by "malpractice". -Black Swan, Fuck "Hallmark" Spirituality !
Combining my Love of PhiloSophy, MytholoGy, and the Occult in pushing my AbilitiesToWork with such "Permission Slips" for my own Ascension. As I have discovered, true power is found in the ability to Walk each other Home. This is where the inner stairwell Becomes the inner sanctuary.
"But who prays for Satan? Who in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most, our one fellow and brother who most needed a friend yet had not a single one, the one sinner among us all who had the highest and clearest right to every Christian's daily and nightly prayers, for the plain and unassailable reason that his was the first and greatest need, he being among sinners the supremest?"
-Mark Twain, Autobiography*
Do What Thou Wilt Shall Be The Whole Of The Law. Love Is The Law, Love Under Will."
The true sorcerer knows that non-ordinary experience leads to expanded perception, which in turn leads to expanded capabilities for the sorcerer."
How can I be substantial if I do not cast a shadow? I must have a dark side also If I am to be whole."
Yoga Is Restraining The Mind Stuff (Citta) From Taking Various Forms (Vritta)."
You are Kali, the Origin of all things. After Dissolution, You alone remain!"
A person who worship the Kalika, worships in person as it were all the Gods like Visnu, Brahma, Siva, Gauri, Laksmi, Ganapati, Sun and all the other Deities."
When Trungpa Rinpoche was asked whether the deities evoked in tantra were real, he responded, 'no more real than you are'."
If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite."
Look, you have been informed of everything. Lift up your eyes and behold the cloud and the light that is within it and the stars that are circling it. And the star that leads the way is your star."
"We know and understand ideas such as underworld and heaven, earth and humans and animals. Yet, when we project our consciousness beyond the limiting confines of these human constructs we come to the realization that the roots find their sustenance and cause within the luminous darkness. For many, we witness for the first time, that all is a manifestation of the beautiful and terrifying
nothing: that vast and awe-inspiring eternal cosmic night. The chaos of the beginning, that black and abyssal sea of naught - from which has sprung the Tree of Life and Being and Wisdom; and whose roots suckle upon the nourishing substance that is the foundation of the very stars ... a tree stretching up to heaven from the very depths of the abyss itself!"
-Patrick J. Larabee,
The Vulvic Trans-Missionary
"...I think it is a mistake to regard ego as entity when it is merely the mistaken identification of the body-mind complex with the Self, which in itself is NOT. The Chinese Sage sums the situation succinctly: 'The being of true being is non-being'. All our troubles arise from mistaken identity...there are no 'others' - they are as phantasmal as the ego itself. With the dissolution of the I-concept the true "I" is laid bare; the concept of an ego is likewise dissolved by constant enquiry into its apparent source. More than this is hardly capable of verbalization because the subject pertains noumentality, whereas ego, gods, goddess, and 'others', are rigorously phenomenal - mere appearances, products of the delusive dreams of Maya - a Magic Show."
-Jan Fries citing K. Grant,
Nightshades: (A Tourist Guide)
(Ego: the sense of identification
with the body-mind complex)
1. Dr. Lauren Cielo (1)
2. Indigo Light
3. Baal Kadmon
4. Mooji (1)
5. Bentinho Massaro
6. Crystal Heinemann
7. Andrew Martin
8. Noam Chomsky
9. Story Waters
10. Smallpox Blankets*
1. Bentinho (1)
2. Dr. Lauren Cielo
-Lightworkers Guide (#173)
(Free Link On Email Signup)
3. Rutherford Institute*
4. George Carlin
5. Cons. Rights (Activists)
6. Indigo Light
8. Master Co
9. Eckhart Tolle
10. Nithyananda (2:38:30)
-Don't Be Distracted
15. Bridget Nielson
-People Simply Matching
Each Others' Delusional
ConditioningS ( . ) ( ! )( ? )
-Being Alone Has Been My
Psychological Health And
Happiness, While Others
Judge Appearances And
Want You To Fit Their
-Adepts Must Bring
Themselves To Self By Their
Own Conviction To Hold
The Door (Memory
Installation) Opened By A
Legitimate Guru Whose
Been To The Absolute.
17. Jesus / Christ
-A Shepherds Greatest
-Testify( ! )(That, I Am)
18. "Living" Bible Study
-Dead Sea Scrolls
-H. Spencer Lewis
ExodoS / AmenRa !
Brave New World
Franklin D. Roosevelt*
-Nature of the Beast
-Civil Discourse *
-Civil Governance *
-Civil Finances (1)(2)
-Civil Society (1)(2)
-Civil Welfare (1)(2)
-Civil Care (1)(2)(3)
-Civil Liberties (1)(2)(3)
-Civil Costs (1)(2)(3)(?)
-Civil Pride (1)(2)(3)(?)(4)
-Civil Leadership (1)(2)
-Civil Disturbances (1)
-Civil Order (1)(2)(3)(4)
-Civil Authority (1)(2)(3)
* ( D . i .Y . ! ) *
( ! F . B . o/r T ! )
* ( R & D ! ) *
( ! B . L . M ! )
( *?* CheckMate *!* )
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Since WWII, the U.S. has been a War-Arms based economy. With a trend towards "conscious investing", such may be a "lovey dovey" response to cause an economic collapse and often ignores the standard-of-living increase that has been brought about from "factions" society often shuns. In other words, the world isn't "black and white", but those that perceive it as such are easily manipulatable. Sheep need to be flogged from both sides in order to stay-in-line . -a wolf
In My extensive Studies from 2014-current, I've looked at Many teachers/healers via differ topics. I would Study astrology, tarot, energy healers, channelers, and would cross-match to assess Credibility, Efficiency, and attempt to create an evidentiary Standard somewhat akin to "Peer-Review" material, In a Budding Field that Has not Received much Respect in the Professional Community.
I've Personally sought Self-Mastery, which I would currently De-fine( * ) as Self-Realization (Spirituality) and Self Actualization (Materiality) for which I Have Found Left Hand Path ("L . H . P .") Practices to be Superior, but Dangerous without Light Worker Chakra Clearing material. Those on the L . H . P . study Everything where Their work-product is By Far the most well-researched and Collaborative Efforts have created incredible "peer review" like Work-Product.
As such, I tried to leave a "Paper-Trail" of my path for others similarly situated, as I was continuously directed by Kali Ma since 2015, a difficulty as I have been disclosing occult and potentially dangerous secrets, where the audience appears to be "Lovey Dovey" Lite Workers/Wisdomless-Nondual Conversionists who had no problem utilizing My Work Product for their Businesses, but would then Talk Trash (bring out the White Paint) as they are Clueless about my Practices.
In including numerous citations and naming individuals who were the best in my path, I was expecting to hold a group of individuals that I felt could help different adepts with different parts of their journey and will have a better understanding of what is in the spiritual market. Allow people to choose the tools on their path, be personally empowered on their journey, but also understand Advaita as the intended goal when ready, as not everyone desires the last push into the Absolute.
Nonetheless, I realized something else was at play, "Spiritual Capitalism". In the above-listed name-group, I had strategically placed terms such as "Guru" or "Best" not necessarily to place a "Rank", but to see Who would throw the Tantrums and Weed Out the Haters. Let's just say as a Business Litigation Attorney, I am absolutely Shocked* at Numerous spiritual Businesses, each attempting to Glorify Themselves by essentially generically talking shit about other people's modalities. I would Welcome informed critique that assists in growth, but such Arguments have not been Presented. In addition, I'm absolutely Aware that People are Clueless about the LHP and Gnosis, but Yet I have to sit Through generic, and contradictory Mouths of Businesses attempting to Keep their Clientele, where I've realized Who is more Awake does Matter where the Adepts time and resources are Valuable in the Business Market.
In other words, I was provided a huge lesson in Spiritual Capitalism, and actually learned a lot of "What-Not-To-Do", from a Professional / Standard. Many of the individuals that I have grown up around, Indians (dot and feather) held abilities and teachings, but were/are not allowed to sell, videotape, or brag, as also true of mystery school initiates. Moreover, I'm consistently seeing "Lovey Dovey" "White-Washing" meaningless marketing Language which Includes all sorts of cultural appropriation, meant to target those attempting to manage certain emotions. (Ambulance Chasing)
Again, my attempt was to create the widest Blanket possible to help as many people as I possibly could, based on the information, techniques, and individuals I discovered. It has been difficult to see that people have not been on the same page of wanting to share and assist with each other, in a professional dignified manner.
Seriously, we are in times where everyone wants to be a Guru, Goddess, Awake, King etc., where I Hoped that we should At Least Try to help each other lessen our Suffering in our Journey to find our own Empowerment. Seriously, with all the abundance, the crowns, luxurious high vibrational manifestations, etc., if you can't clean your own toilet, I'm not sure what you Mastered?
"My Guru TOLD ME that CONSCIOUSNESS (A)lone IS the GURU, all other DEVELOPMENTS sprouted WITHIN me. The FRUIT should GROW on YOUR own PLANT. I SHOULD not
SOW MY UNDERSTANDINGS in YOU ( . )"
(aka: Fuck The Authority
"It is in a SENSE like an empty body is walking around in an empty universe. It is like a transparency to it. And it is like the "LIGHT" of "FORMLESS AWARENESS" just shines through it. And also that is empty and transparent to THE FACT that EVEN THAT LIGHT is not SUBSTANTIAL. Has no substance. Even that LIGHT IS AN ILLUSION. So it is VERY much like LUCID DREAMING, KNOWING that you are dreaming, while you're dreaming. KNOWING that you are not in any way, shape, or form this UNIVERSE. And yet here YOU are, Or here YOU are not, but PLAY iS HAPPENING ( . )"
- B . Massaro ,
TheAbsolute(GuidedMed); Asheville, N C .
"ThE DARK motHER is the most PRIMAL FORCE in the UNIVERSE ( . ) ThiS FORCE cAn be UseD fOr TRANSFORMATION and SELF-EMPOWERMENT
( , ) bUt it is diffiCULT to HARNESS and often MISUNDERSTOOD ( . ) To even glimpse INTO HER complexity and POWER can be THE WORK of a LIFETIME ( . )
If YOU invoke HER into YOUR LIFE,
SHE will DISSOLVE all yoUr BOUNDARIES, LIMITATIONS and PERSONAL INHIBITIONS ( . ) SHE will CONFRONT YOU with ALL your FEARS and CAUSE all ISSUES, struGGles, DOUBTS, and WEAKNESSES to come up to THE SURFACE. SHE will ruthlessly CUT THE TIES that BIND YOU with what is not NECESSARY to walk her path, LIBERATING YOU from attachments and OPENING way to COMPLETE RECONSTRUCTION of your PERSONAL UNIVERSE. S.H.E. WILL make you REEVALUATE YOUR BELIEFS, question yoUr goals and TRANSFORM YOUR PERSPECTIVES ( . ) Once YOU step INTO the WOMB of the UNIVERSE yOu will neveR be the S.A.M.E ( . ) YoUr VIEWS will cHANGe ( . ) YoUr FEELINGS will be DIFFERENT
( . ) Your AMBITIONS and GoalS WILL be TRANSFORMED ( . ) YOU wilL NeVer look At THE WORLD
ArOuNd yOu THE WAY you SAW it BEFORE ( . ) THERE is NO TURNING BACK fr(O/m) t.h.i.s. PROCESS ( . /. )"
- Mason, Asenath ,
"IN the THEOLOGY of
SHAIVA SIDDHANTA, the CONTRADICTION between A transcendent AND an immanent DEITY is RESOLVED by DIVIDING REALITY into three parts: pati (GOD), pacu (SOUL), and paca (WORLDLY BONDS). PATI is TRANSCENDENT. Pacu, like pati, is FORMLESS and ALL-PERVASIVE, but it never STANDS alone; PACU is IMMANENT, a MANIFESTATION of the DIVINE in CONCRete FORM. Pati and pacu both POSSESS icca (emotion),
jnana (intellect), AND kriya
(will), but PACU is also TAINTED by PACA ( . ) With THE HELP of the DIVINE ENERGY (SHAKTI), the SOUL may be LIBERATED from PACA and LED to PATI. SHAKTI, the DIVINE ENERGY of a DEITY, FURNISHES (t)HE
TRANSCENDENT deity SHIVA with FORM(s) - that IS, makes HIM concrete AND iMManENT ( . )"
-Collins, Elizabeth F.,
: CRAFTWORK :
"The "ONE" of Parmenides, the Spinoza's pantheism, and the UNIVERSAL SOUL or Brahman are VARIANT EXPRESSIONS of the same universe OR space-time. In this CONTEXT, quantum mechanics MAY have JURISDICTION over THEM, BECAUSE "it WORKS in ALL
POSSIble EXPERI/MENTAL situations"( . ) That STATE OF AFFAIRS will FORCE US to REDEFINE our CONCEPT of "SPIRITUALITY" by ACKNOWLEDGING the PHYSICAL or SPACE-TIME nature of MANY so-called SPIRIT manifestations. The "ONENESS" with the universal soul REVEALS ITSELF to be "ONENESS" with SPACE-TIME, the physical COSMOS with all its AVATARS or MANIFESTATIONS. By the same TOKEN, MATTER is no longer SEEN as the VILE, the inferior MANIFESTATION
of EXISTENCE, the NONCONSCIOUS element of THE UNIVERSE, but as an entity that is INTRINSICALLY, ESSENTIALLY psychic or spiritual, sharing that SAME pan-psychic field with ALL HIGHER beings in the EVOLUTIONARY ladder of SPACE-TIME. Furthermore, the terms shadow matter, dark matter, and invisble matter convey A NEW concept OR a VARIANT OF MATTER not MADE of ATOMS and MOLECULES, but RATHER a PHYSICALITY comPARABLE to THAT OF LIGHT
in its PARTICULate FORM OR PHOTON and its WAVE FUNCTION or PURE ENERGY. ThUs, SHADOW MATTER known as AXION and WIMPs is a PHYSICALITY, a FORCE that CAN manifest itSELF as particle OR wave ( . ) IT is IMMATERIAL in essence WHILE BEING
ALL ENERGY FIELDS ( . )"
-Reginald Crosley , M.D.
"The QUALITY OF POSSESSION is in my OPINION directly dependent ON THE tronco or the SOLIDITY of the HOUSE. The more STEADY the GOOD tronco is, the more RELIABLE the
is, and THE NEED FOR total possession is lessened. When the TRONCO IS GOOD, it appears as if THE WHOLE ROOM is SATURATED IN SPIRIT and it is often sufficient to place ONESELF under the INSPIRATION of this CLOUD of SPIRITUAL FIRE flowing around the SACRED SPACE. A good TRONCO serves as a steady FOUNDATION for the cult that SHEDS it skin in CELEBRATING
each NEW NIGHT upon
PombaGira & theQuimbanda
"She is Divine Wisdom forged in Hellfire" ( . )
-Exu Maioral via N. Frisvold
PombaGira & theQuimbanda
"Every SPIRITUAL PATH makes use of SPECIFIC, exact, and functional SYMBOLS which ACT not on the MIND and imagination ALONE, but RADIATE A POWER
that CAUSES atmospheric, PERSONAL, and ENVIRONMENTAL CHANGE
... The exact EFFECTS of these SYMBOLS are often UNNOTICED, EVEN by THE BEARERS of the SIGNS. Their energy STEWS WITHIN THEM and DRIFTS from their CENTER, affecting a RADIUS OF INFLUENCE
around THEM. SOME are MADE to CALM while OTHERS will CONTROL( . )The RARER, and THE more POTENT ONES are THOSE which LEAD TO automatic ASCENT,
imparting ON ALL WITHIN their sway THE FORCE and THE intuition TO BEGIN rising
HIGHER states OF being AND
UNDERSTANDING ( . )"
Spider & Green Buttterfly
"Human BEINGS in a mob.
What's a MOB to a king?
What's a KING to a GOD?
What's a GOD to a non-believer,
Who don't BELIEVE in AnyTHING?
Will he MAKE IT OUT alive ?
Alright, ALRIGHT . . . "
"This is Asmodeus' Greatest teaching: Find it first Within Yourself, and Then the Outside World will Appear as A+ better Reflection of a Better Person !"
Asmodeus :--> TheLordofLust
(! Yajna !)
1. Technique (1/1)(2/2/2)
2. Bind (1)(2)(3)(4)(5/5)
3. Open/Know Thyself
4. Integrate (1)(2)
5. Ascend (1)(2)(3)
6. Be (1)(2)
9. E = m (c ^ 2)
11. Gu-Ru !
12. All That Is
In Summation :
HEAVEN / HEL(L)!
"Be.come the Observer of the observer of reality" ( . )
- E.A. Koetting ,
Lucifer, The Enlightener !
(God is the Satan to the Devil)
I Support Intelligence, Freedom, Liberty, and Personal Sovereignty. As Such, I Retract Any And All Support Of Spiritual Teachers Named Above, As I Have Found Such To Be Intellectually and Gnostically, Limited Stepping Stones, Continuously Vomiting Self-Righteous Conditioning With Cultish Attitudes And A Mesmerizing Transmission. Master Your Self, Not Your Teachers-Teachings.