When you interact with a nonphysical entity, the information you receive is filtered through the structures of your mind. These structures, in turn, depend on the imagery and concepts of the cultural mythologies you have inherited." -Crowley, Rose, Satan Beginner Warning: Most beginner texts on chakras or mantras, held significant provisions against proceeding with such practices if one was not ready to shift perspectives, and hence possibly the direction of their life. However, these texts failed to provide detailed analysis of the psychological process discussing mostly procedural-process. In doing such practices, you are essentially purging the light-body of dense perspectives that limit/direct the flow of consciousness, and hence, the flow of vital-life-essence (manipulatable prana). Conscious focus on each area of a designated chakra tends to release conditioning/programming associated with such chakra, leading to dark night psychological processing. By focusing on the light body aspects, or rather not focusing (neti, neti) to cause an intense flush, causes the physical body to react due to prior issues, traumas, and mental patterns embedded in muscle-memory giving the psychological adage of "bottled-up" emotions. Just as one shouldn't make decisions when suffering from the emotion of "anger", like radio flipping through stations, the mind tends to gravitate towards "thoughts" at an "emotional" frequency, where the typical human mind-set is often governed/dictated by the individuals sway of emotions. Moreover, should one "clutch" in anger, such should give the feeling of how the muscles would be embedded by memory, particularly if an emotion or mental-habit is continuously repeated. Hence, with cleanse of dense "beliefs" that distort perception at the light-body level, the physical body will react with muscular tension release which may show "dense" memories, all the while bringing the adept closer to clarity of perception, undistorted awareness, and the "bliss" of dropping one's psychological baggage (a relaxation to the central nervous system, a break from chasing heaven/hell) known as "Ananda" in Self-Realization circles. Nonetheless, the drastic shift in perspective causes tangible changes not just physically, but like peeling back the layers of an onion, the adept may not find themselves as the same person as they were before. Enochian Calls: The Enochian Calls relate to the Biblical "Enoch" only by name, hence the two (2) should not be confused. Rather, the name "Enochian Calls" relates to "Angelic" Magick, a divination system channeled from the works of the pious-religious John Dee (007) and the crooked-scryer Edward Kelly. The essential aim of the calls is using the Angels for "Enlightenment", or to return humanity before the "fall of man". As occultists Jason Louv describes, as a representation of the entire universe, the effects of the practice are not solely for the individual adept, but holds the potential for mass change, or rather the "revelation" of divine information defined as "apocalypse". Prior to such rituals, or "calls" (total of 30), the adept is asked to build furniture and complex occult symbols such as the Sigillum Dei Aemeth. As has been my practice, such externalities are mainly a way to "court" with such energies to be conjured, where the adept builds the psychological-momentum to "commune" with such energies. Hence, practices such as the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram come in handy in building a rapport, or the use of psychic techniques such as that of Dr. Lauren Cielo (Golden Rose Psychic), to begin an experiential-feeling-understanding of Angelic energies. Such energies appear to transform the astral body, creating a trickle-down-effect towards the physical. Nonetheless, I've taken note that without any prior experience, Jason Louv's audience all had vision-type experiences, as Mr. Louv provided one (1) meditative "Call" for his audience through his course-work. The authors experience will be described below. Jason Louv provides the clearest explanation of what is required under his course-work and book "John Dee and the Empire of Angels", having synthesized the prior work material on said subject from occult greats including Lon Milo Duquette. Just as the gnostic works of Carl Jung have been "shunned" by society for later print during more "progressive" time-periods, including others with far-stretching ideologies including Wilhelm Reich, Bruno and Tesla, John Dee is another genius whose occultism is often downplayed to stress his numerous other accomplishments. Such shows the societal-communal-programming that pervades society, creating a rather ignorant/uninformed "reasonable person standard", sheep-mentality which occult practices seek to undo. After John Dee and Edward Kelly, it was Aleister Crowley and Victor Benjamin Neuburg who provided us with "The Vision and The Voice" addressing his visionary experiences from ritually expressing the Enochian Calls. Thereafter, we have the brilliant Jack Parsons work product he compiled, with the devious L. Ron Hubbard, which paved the way for his "Babalon Working". Left Hand Path: There are occultists-authors who have swapped the El/Yahweh (Judeo-Christian) themes for Heylal (Lucifer) not only as a means of deconditioning and removing oneself from the limitations of religion, but it becomes quite political between the ancient Canaanites and the adoptive-Semites. In addition, John Dee was a pious Christian, where ancient grimoires are done from a Judeo-Christian perspective of dominating under "El/Yahweh's" authority as opposed to recognizing one's own Will. From the tantrik perspective, mantras are to be done as "Shiva" as one's own "God-Authority-Perspective" as the human/will/ego tends to distort/limit potential. Those on the western LHP tend to adopt such attitudes choosing to be sovereign, viewing deities/guides as energetic potential for personal empowerment. Nonetheless, I would recommend the Angelic form of Enochian, at least to begin and should be enough to move an adept forward in doing practices relatable to both Right and Left Hand Paths. Particularly the infusion of the "Enochian Language" with other systems, where I have discovered and used Enochian "mantras" for Left Hand Path rituals as described under the Temple of Ascending Flame. Therefore, the Enochian Calls will move you forward in working with occult practices generally, where in effect as an aftermath, my own sensitivities had significantly ripened making the practice of Shakti-mantra thereafter significantly more energetically "boastful". In addition, for western occultists, the work product of John Dee is where we are offered the name of the feminine half of the "the Beast" who resides in the qabalist abyss (Daath), "Choronzon". While modern-day Abrahamic complexities seek to establish anything "not them" as "evil, devil, dark, etc.", where the Old Testament appears to be more so propaganda-type politics of the "chosen ones" in opposition (satan; adversary) to other groups thereafter being demonized, the Enochian Calls point to a clear-cut archetype for adepts to understand/comprehend/experience the "Beast" or what John Dee referred to as "that Mighty Devil". Provided that Daath is the gateway to the dark tree, Enochian "mantras" are also quite beneficial in opening particular sefirot/qliphot for experiential-exploration. As Daath stands between the top three sefirot (supernal triad) leading towards Self Realization and the bottom seven sefirot representing the "fall of man", Choronzon challenges identities, concepts, mental-constructs, as an ego-death purity process before the adept proceeds to the ordeals of Binah (Saturn). Such "trials and tribulations" can be found/experienced through the workings of Asenath Mason on the Qliphoth. Do note, the deconditioning of the Left Hand Path, is adversarial-antinomian, and quite energetically-powerful in the path of Self-Deification. This ain't your momma's nonduality, unless your momma is a badass. In addition, nondual perspective moves well-beyond a "merge" or "lack of differentiation" between the perceiver (subject) and the perceived (object) as "awareness" grasps "awareness", where sattvic, raja, and tamas modes of personality, all appear to be conditioned requiring an adversarial truth seeking modality to break away from herd-mentality and establish sovereignty. In summation, I found the Enochian Calls to be extremely rewarding in developing psychic sensitivities and gaining recognition/authority in the Angelic realms. Moreover, I've taken note that Angels in these practices are not exactly in opposition to Demons, but rather "stop being distracted" as Angels may take on more vicious teacher like standards. In addition, like Jack Parsons who chased after Babalon, my initial experience in beginning with the 30th Call raised visions of Goddess Parvati. As with my prior description, please relate to Jason Louv's course-work in proceeding with the Enochian Calls, where he makes the calls quite easy for adepts to immediately utilize, with an overall better understanding of the system and its history.
The Vision and The Voice (Innerstairwell): -The Vision and The Voice (Visionary Comparison) -John Dee and The Empire of Angels (Jason Louv) -Liber Chanokh I'm providing my visionary notation for comparison with other adepts. Each of the 30 calls (done in reverse order) were conducted rather quickly to fit within my work schedule. Such should be done timely for psychological and physical adjustments and whatever external changes may occur as a result thereof (as within, so without). Do understand the "tower" card of the tarot as required before meeting the "star". Personally, after each call, I would feel a significant energy drain requiring sleep soon thereafter, not longer than three (3) hours, so prepare accordingly. Moreover, do not become fanatical about visions or experiences, but question everything down to its core and continue to collect seeds of evidence to flower into something more. Avoid conditioning yourself and limiting yourself into not just the dogma of others, but your own personal beliefs.
The 30th Aethyr: 5-19-2018 (12:30pm) -More sensation than vision, lots of inner shifts with a "lightening up" feeling. -Meditative Black Mirror (portal); caused intense internal cranial stretches (created fear of hurting myself due to intensity) . -Names of "Governors" were extremely powerful, creating more stretching -Envisioned a "Gargoyle", then a thought of Babalon became Parvati sitting in my high chest/heart area (left me with the strong impression of being more Hindu than Western Angelic) -Afterwards, had strong spinal stretches, cracks at lower back area. Took roughly 10 minutes to consciously return to body (ground). (Done under a video group teaching with Jason Louv, where audience members all had their own experiences. I had taken note that at the beginning, it was like the body was turning off while a higher vibration was taking over. I did see other "light" beings, whereas I noted, such may be audience members under the collective meditation). 8-13-2018 (4:00pm) -Significantly more intense than prior calling (5-19-2018). Kundalini shook the vessel the whole time. -Saw Rabbit, symbol for Easter, symbol for Istarte, Symbol of Inanna (Goddess raised from the dead) -Brought about Christmas ideology, the need to pass (Kali/Binah/Saturnalia) for resurrection. -Images fade for increasing light, too bright to handle. (eyelids shut tight). -More stretches in lower back, spinal area cracks with lots of headspace clearing -Head didn't fully ground until after closing banishing. The 29th Aethyr: 2-25-2019 (12:30pm-1:00pm) -Not much visions, but mostly intense motions. -Lower back and upper back/neck held lots of convulsions and cracks. -Governor names were not as potent as 30th. -Was easily distracted, but there was a sobering feel coming over. -If I got lazy with pronunciation, I would feel corrective pulses. The 28th Aethyr: 2-27-2019 -Not much vision, mostly calm -Some minor spinal shifts The 27th Aethyr: 2-28-2019 (a.m.) -Lots of convulsions while reading Call. -Lower back and back of heart (lots of spinal crack). -Lower belly (pubic) relaxation, deeper breaths. -Saw a Blonde "Thor" on a chariot pulled by a black dragon, around a black/smoky/cloudy skies -I thought dragon could either be "Toothless" (cartoon) or Tiamat. -Lots of energy within the Third Eye area, more space in head-center as crown felt like it was opening. -Felt like cranium was stretched. The 26th Aethyr: 2-28-2019 (6:00pm-6:30pm) -The Call was "Sung". -Not much vision or convulsions. -Extremely calming and relaxing, head clearing, high shoulders and neck stress release. -Spinal cracks below high heart area. -Saw a lady in white at first. -Took 10 minutes afterwards to ground. The 25th Aethyr: 3-1-2019 (6:00am-6:30am) -Sung half the Call, with incredible word-articulation. -Before ritual, had lots of spinal cracks/stretch (back/neck), not much during. -Meditative black mirror appeared like a witches cauldron, with black water. -Kept seeing black dragon during Call and afterwards -During Call (I was chaining up the dragon); Middle of Call (I made the dragon my pet); End of Call (I rode the dragon). -The black dragon befriended me as I was being trained to ride her, she would take me places others "fear to tread". Dragon told me was my "protector". -Ended with lots of relaxing and head clearing. The 24th Aethyr: 3-1-2019 (11:00pm-11:15pm) -There was not much shifts -Vision of being a "black void person" The 23th Aethyr: 3-2-2019 (7:00am-7:30am) -Not much in motion -Meditative Black Mirror caused slight head shifts at first -Created extreme calming sensation (mental clearing, wakeful, better than coffee) -Felt mostly in head (melting) -Took few minutes to ground back The 22nd Aethyr: 3-2-2019 (6:00pm-6:15pm) -Sung most of the Call. -Visions of Angels with trumpets, dark clouds opening up to Golden Heavens. -Angels told me that I'm done, further guidance every step of the way. -Massive head clearing, can hear and talk to the Angels (Michael). -Closing banishing, I saw a "celebration cake". The 21st Aethyr: 3-3-2019 (a.m.) -Beginning and closing banishings were intense, Jesus appears to assist. -Spinal cracks below high heart. -Seen an Eye (Dragon?) The 20th Aethyr: 3-3-2019 (6:30pm-6:51pm) -Lower neck cracks. -Tension in head clearing, deeper breaths -Vision of an Eye and Dragon (maybe strengthening prior Call) -There were two Earths: 1. Party - playing Boney M - Ma Baker; 2. Dark Cloudy - Grim Reaper (Boney M may have been in the 21st Call as well, I think relatable more to party atmosphere as opposed to lyrics?) -Took note that banishing rituals have been becoming more intense in working with Angels. The 19th Aethyr: 3-4-2019 (9:30am-9:45am) -Call was incredibly calming/sobering feel -Black Mirror Meditation created incredible head cranium push -Song played in head, Metallica's "enter sandman". (Sleep with one eye open) The 18th Aethyr: 3-6-2019 (1:00pm-1:18pm) -Vision of Dragons eating my third eye through meditative black mirror, I go in mirror, I am Dragon meaning "Stand in my own Truth". -Interpretation is that I do not need to "call out" for external (others are conditioned to reach out externally) (Self-Fulfillment) The 17th Aethyr: 3-6-2019 (11:00pm-11:30pm) -Hard to get through Call, was too distracted, but felt it was necessary -Saw dragon at beginning -This particular Call made me more loopy than prior Calls -Moved between being the "Observer" and being the "Playing Field" -Philosophy: feelings of feeling bad for going back to being a doormat (servitude) because of being conditioned into thinking that is the right thing to do -Closed with an envisioning of the High Priestess (tarot) and an intense banishing The 16th Aethyr: 3-7-2019 (9:43am) -Longer session, but had trouble staying in it. -Looked through meditative Black Mirror, to enter doorway, void space, but to keep getting thrown out. -Mental distractions, but I would discover solutions to certain problems was having. -Mind wanted to philosophize as opposed to meditate. The 15th Aethyr: 3-7-2019 (7:05pm) -Lots of spinal thrusts, lower belly (pubic) clearing during Call. -Envisioned the muldhara chakra opening like a flower, light-tube grow upwards towards a crown sprinkling with flowers. -Saw dragons and black dog (Labrador). The 14th Aethyr: 3-7-2019 (11:27pm) -Banishing had lots of visions and spinal thrusts. I was a lion (Sekhmet?). -Closing banishing difficult, felt that "something" got upset over the banishing being done correctly. -Spinal cracks around the higher solar plexus area. Neck cracks and tension release as day-events mentally played out. Muscular pressure release at head. -Felt a "twin" connection The 13th Aethyr: 3-9-2019 (1:00pm) -Lots of intense visuals for banishing. Torus field of energy push around the body. -Mostly calm clearing, felt mostly in lower gut and top cranial. The 12th Aethyr: 3-10-2019 (1:17pm) -Trouble with banishing, but was powerful nonetheless. -Call intensely reverberated into "Void" -Envisioned a pink flower drop into my third eye, create a powerful calm "presence", and continued to move downwards to each chakra. The 11th Aethyr: 3-11-2019 (10:49am) -Call was done almost perfectly, ever word hit intensely. -Felt strong tension in body, like something trying to "screw me up". Understood this as just consciousness, explore it, then transcend. -Meditative Black Mirror released incredible neck tension, then imagined diving into mirror where sacral area was then cleansed creating a tension release sensation. -Mahavidya Tara's mantra crept in. -Incredible calming experience. The 10th Aethyr: 3-13-2019 (2:34pm) -Was worried that I was too distracted, but Call created an incredibly-noticeable calm. -Envisioned a lady in white (wedding gown) who gave me flowers and a stuffed-animal. -Distractions came back. The 9th Aethyr: 3-14-2019 (10:44am) -Spine shaking during banishing. -Envisioned Lion cub and Lioness (No Karma, but retain Predatory Instinct); clean up reptilian cortex -Back of heart push and lots of cranial stretches (sideways) -Lots of spine shaking during closing banishing (huge spinal cracks afterwards) The 8th Aethyr: 3-15-2019 (12:15pm) -Spinal cracks before banishing, but banishing was EXTREMELY clearing -Envisioned place of work and how much senior professionals inappropriately rely on me, but felt like this was distraction. -Entered a black door, with a cat then a crow. Saw the moon and communicated with "creatures of the night". -Extremely calming, back of upper head. Was able to discern both hemispheres of the brain. -Closing banishing showed the angels as "Ninja Turtles". The 7th Aethyr: 3-16-2019 -Felt powerful but private, with crown opening. -"Return of Joy" and Silliness as a message. -"Congratulations, you are well". The 6th Aethyr: 3-17-2019 (7:17:07sec a.m.) -Banishing held incredible sensations and visuals. Skeleton was glowing with an incredible stillness. -Call held lasting spinal shaking, lower gut tension clearing and upper chest. -Felt lighter and calmer. The 5th Aethyr: 3-18-2019 (8:51 am) -Banishing was redone due to distraction, but was then incredibly calm. -Call was invigorating, but exhausting to get through -Not much vision, but created calm The 4th Aethyr: 3-19-2019 (6:09 pm) -Was mostly distracted, but Call was spine shaking when ended. -Calm, envisioned an Angel (HGA; Holy Guardian Angel) from Void, stated would care for me. The 3rd Aethyr: 3-20-2019 (10:08 am) (spring equinox) -Prebanishing, was told "I am Shiva", and saw Tree of Life, Shiva/Shakti as Chokmah/Binah. -Envisioned Jesus meditating in nature, with white doves circling him (peace, peace, peace, shanti, shanti, shanti .... presence). -Lots of spinal cracks. The 2nd Aethyr: 3-20-2019 (10:41 pm) -Distracted, but Call was spine shaking. -Envisioned black cat, yellow eyes, detailed. -Saw Kali Ma at end of Call, her tongue protruding with a growl. -Sacral area clearing -Made a mistake on banishing at 10:44pm (look at clock). The 1st Aethyr: 3-21-2019 (9:24 am) -Text message disturbance (picture of newborn niece). -Envisioned Jesus? Shroud of Turin. -Void/calm/spaciousness. -Felt "Completion". Conclude:
The Enochian Calls have significantly pushed my psychic-sensitivities, and as I have felt, created a "standing" or a "signature" in the multidimensional universe recognizable by other astral entities. As such, working with Angels had intensified, mantras are more boisterous, and the Enochian language is further used in other occult practices, including Asenath Mason's Qliphothic workbooks. Such practices help the adept not only push towards the "empty" of "enlightenment" (deconditioning all identities and constructs), but work with archetypal energies to help adepts stand on their own feet in getting the most out of their lives. When it comes to Occult practices, find teachers who have been there and done that, as opposed to the ignorant competitors plaguing mainstream spiritual markets (including the ones listed on my blog), who hide behind terms such as "the highest", or "authentic", "soul", "true self", etc., spiritual teachers rip each other off, including marketing gimmicks and narcissist-type expressive style, and brush off legitimate competitors in favor of culling kiss-ass sheep. As I have found, Occultist are the only ones doing their homework properly, scientifically (Psychology meets Physics), when it comes to spirituality (and well-beyond to be a well-rounded individual). I also do not trust a teacher who is afraid of the dark, as they can only perceive half the picture, or will portray a distorted/biased surface-based perspective, something I've continuously seen among agenda-type spiritual teachers. I hope my "vision and voice" has been helpful and an ode to sincere seekers, as the torch of those occultists before us is handed to a new generation.
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Enlightenment & MessiahWith psychic-animist interpretation predating yogic-ideology, India represents humanity as pre-fallen with "God" interpretation subject to the most subtle analysis of the material worlds known as "Samkhya". As yogic-psychic schools developed, the "Enlightened" not only had the undistorted link towards the "Absolute", but such was utilized to present the most subtle understanding of the universe through the Saiva "Tattvas". With the subtle aspects of material nature, we are presented with the "Gunas" separated into "Sattvic, Raja, Tamas" akin towards "Heaven, Earth, and Underworld" with the title "Sri" being the "Supreme Personality" personifying the gnosis of the "Sri Yantra" or "Tripura", she who is most beautiful in the three-worlds represented by Naga Cults. Nonetheless, with the link towards the "Absolute" broken, we have post-fallen humanity losing it's "Siddha" psychic-abilities due to the conditioning of belief-distortions creating mental-pattern karmic downward spirals as evidenced by religious history of anti-Naga Cults. As opposed to subtle-psychic interpretation and Daoist "natural" morality, we have Greco morals and ethics permeating Semitic appropriation and ethnocentric history where such schools are subject to "Savior" mentality looking for Messianic "rectification" utilizing the occulted "theta-brainwave" to harness the gnostic-currents presented when meditating on the Tikuna HaZohar or the Bismillah, to enact miracles such as "prana-pratistha" raising the dead similar to ancient animist practices these traditions label as "sorcery". Tzoah RotachatIt may be best to deal with one's own bullshit as a mirror reflection of "Purusha" before attempting To Build a Temple of "God", to truly understand what "Prana Pratistha" is being infused into the "Baetylus". Lord of the FliesWhat would the historical-religious scenarios look like, should the elite no longer have a "scapegoat". The "elite" who get to define "good and evil" using the "obscure" presenting aftermath rewards of "hallmark cards" as peace-offering payments for having blindly built the "elitist" empires. From being "Lord of the Most High" to "Lord of the Flies", what is the difference? TophetGenerational tax-tithers from the empire building humiliated Children of God King James VersionWhen does one drop the "crown" of thorns for an Knights TemplarSolve et coagula. MissionariesShould the conquerors of the conquered colonized colonies who continue to support such legacies in building conquerors empires, complain about immigration, let alone ascent, thereafter? MILaH (Deut. 30:12)From the endless cause of everything (Ein Sof) do we have the concealed worlds (supernal) flowing towards revealed worlds (below supernal) presenting meditative (Qabalists) arts allowing the Righteous (Yesod) to provide Seers and Prophets (Netzach & Hod) in giving toward the lower world (Malkuth). In practicing such middle-pillar practices (Torah), the Righteous (Tzadik) utilizes the Name (Tif'eret) empowered by subjugation (Gevurah) and mercy (Hesed) to establish the Patriarchs who are enwombed (Binah) and birthed (Malkuth) in the Matriarch (Shekinah). The Patriarch headfigure (Hesed) provides "Grace" in preparing a "Lodge" for the Matriarch (Shekinah) in establishing a foundation (Yesod) permitting God's (Kether) inheritance in the lower world (Malkuth) where "the ruling is set by the majority" (10 Sefirot). Nonetheless for ascent (Chokmah), "do not take the mother, with the young". AwakeWith three principal overlapping portions, Neshamah, Ruach, and the Nephesh, the human soul holds dictates ranging from base primal instincts of Nephesh to its highest aspirations of the Neshamah. Representing the Supernal Triad, the Neshamah is separated into Yechida of pure undifferentiated quality of consciousness of Self Realization and Chia (Divine Will) or drive to become more "human" being fed into the seat Neshamah (Binah) representing the "intuitive soul" (Awakening) dictating higher aspirations and perception being the instinct and blueprint for self realization where the Triad is superconscious. Such overlaps with the second portion Ruach, being the abode of the ego-persona. The Ruach (Tifereth) provides conscious-awareness with reasoning power, where observer self is aware of thought images. Such reflective nature includes memory, will, and imagination under an obstructive Veil of Paroketh sharpening emotion and intellect. Such conscious-awareness overlaps with the third portion Nephesh (Yesod), being base primal instincts, sex, survival, reptilian complex, personal unconscious, and the dark unconscious of repressed or denied impulses known as the shadow resulting in scapegoat dilemmas of phobias, obsessions, compulsions. etc. Nonetheless, such impulses presents vital primal raw vital energy, where once integrated, can be used by the conscious-awareness of the Ruach, under the guidance of the Neshamah. Such are the divisions of the soul subject to the psycho-physical functions of the body-brain complexity, and the awakening of the dormant "intuitive mind" known as superconscious. MirroringDzogchen. or "total perfection," is a teaching that reveals the original state of every individual, a condition that is presented as "perfect" because of its infinite potentiality to manifest in the variety of all phenomena of existence. This perfection, once it has been directly introduced by the master, is experienced as one's innermost nature. Continuous awareness of this nature, then, is the fundamental practice that leads to the unveiling or manifestation of one's primordial potentiality. The rainbow body is the transmutation of the physical constituents of the body into the essence of the five elements of which it is composed: the five lights. ProphetsAssessing Eastern "Mystics" with Western Aryan-Semitic "Prophets" including Western "Occultists", it serves the adept best to adopt Eastern modalities as did the Aryan-Semitic ancestors, lest you end up in a fanatical "belief system" under the guidance of significant "white washing" pushing nationalist-religious "propaganda" under elitist "militant" guidance of misunderstood "occult" ancient "languages" not properly historically rooted. As such, the adept should know the difference between "Empty" of "Self Realization", "Possession" of "Gnostic Trance States", "Personalization" of thoughts creating "Persona-Ego", and simple "Analysis" emotionally untouched by the "Bliss of Self". With "Empty" being the "Highest", such allows the adept to understand the difference of "Frequency" in "Possession", including "Mind Molds" and interdimensional-djinn type "Masquerades and Informants" attempting to control the adept. The best a Western "Seer" can accomplish, is to be an Eastern "Siddha". The true "Messiah" will simply teach humanity how to breathe correctly, provided that humanity can't sit still and "Know Thyself" beyond desire, to no-desire of the "Absolute". MonotheismHistorically, due to doctrinal "dominion" over material creation, such has been used to rape the planet of its resources and human dignity relegated to human capital, based on hierarchal elitist nationalist mentality still heavily indoctrinated and propaganda utilized to this day. Philosophically, monotheists worship "Santa Clause", while polytheists are animist-pantheist giving "value" to the void-reflected delusion (Zeir Anpin) known as samsara (Arich Anpin). Most monotheists, as opposed to recognizing "monism", "oneness" or the "one-intelligent field" (Atik Yomin), recognize elitists prophets utilizing occulted ancient language at best with failure to properly root such practices and disclose the truth of their deity or racially inclined white-washed The Poison Of GodAs Mark Twain brilliantly expressed in his splendor holding to the firmament, "But who prays for Satan? Who in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most, our one fellow and brother who most needed a friend yet had not a single one, the one sinner among us all who had the highest and clearest right to every Christian's daily and nightly prayers, for the plain and unassailable reason that his was the first and greatest need, he being among sinners the supremest?". How does one enact "Rectification" through "Tikkun olam" should they fail "Nitzotzot" in acknowledging the "Qliphotic" shells comprising one's psyche manifesting material sheaths of atomic reality disguising and furthering "The Fall" away from one's "Mochin" evolution back into the Sea of Oneness of the original cause "Arich Anpin". Peacock Angel"Only his enemies see him as negative, because they have failed as mystics". IdolatryWho is the actual idolater? The one taking commands from an egregore, or the guy attempting to resolve karma which are mental-patterns in recognition of the "spaciousness" of "Self". Asended MastersIn dancing with wolves, remember to be as wise as serpents and innocent as doves. In need of guidance, seek benediction with her on your shoulders, baptized into the deep seas. Book of RevelationsThank God for Lawyers. AdviceOne can be filled with a "whole lotta love" climbing their "stairway to heaven", but be forewarned in "casting pearls before swine". The HighestAll nondual teachers appear to have the same technique of placing one's delusional galactic-story within a "snowglobe" with the adept viewing such "sim's character" from a "spacious" distance to allow the "mental-emotional" body to "rebalance". However, not all nondual teachers share the same teacher-student "transmission" permitting a "blissful" to "lost in meditation" experience to nonexperience. Such teachers preach to be the highest but maintain an ignorant "average joe" experience, nothing like a psychic "siddha" who uses such gifts for traditional arts. Such is the capitalist market, where those who "chop wood" prior to awakening, return to "chopping wood" post awakening. Or rather, those who "act white" prior to awakening, return to "acting white" post awakening. Fuck "all lives matter", when it is truly evident that "we're not all the same". Siddha practices have taken me much further, than conversionist nondual pointings and pointers, to anything but "average". Oversoul SignatureTake a look at the glittery ambush of "sex sells" being sold to the emotionally glittery The SatanistThe original word "Satan" rooted in Canaanite language originally meant "adversary", for which at a subtle-layer gnostically is an archetypal opposing energetic force one uses towards reaching self-mastery. Nonetheless, at a historical-level, the word "Satan" was the political opponents and their deities in establishing a Nation-Creed for Israel. In oneness, these deities become psychological "powers" buried at the "back of the mind" where use thereof is known as "occult". In separation, these deities may be difficult to manage and are often opposed in a "reptilian cortex" fashion. Nonetheless, these are still aspects of oneself that can be denied or utilized, but are often "libertine" in viewing "the matrix" under the demiurge. Therefore, prayers within certain cultures utilizing "occulted languages", actually become "energetic curses" in dualist opposition altering the "collective consciousness", where reversing "The Name" may be antinomian required for "Clarity" beyond entity-annoyances and indoctrinated-conditioning. These ancient "languages" or particular "use thereof" were not only forbidden to the masses kept in priestly castes, but like Sanskrit, may have been only used for intended "spellwork" making even writing forbidden. Gateway to AtlantisAryan (Asuras & Devas): Cultural AppropriationThe psychic needs to be aware of numerous traditions working with numerous energies in an animist fashion, where matters of a certain archetype are best settled using such archetype's belief system. Hence, the utility of all deities, spirits, energies, practices, are universally valuable for all, hopefully with the direction towards the "Tao" of "Empty" allowing "Inspiration" in such conscious exploration. They are also necessary in helping manage subtle-energies adding tools towards one's psychic repertoire, noticing the difference between each "current". Nonetheless, politically it may serve best to begin balancing the imbalances between cultural appropriation particularly one's subject to racial barriers in a heavily conditioned world, as a matter of service, whatever that may be for the appropriator. Like how one would make a pact you would say. Legal FeesSpiritual teachers and the bullshit irresponsible "hallmark" philosophy have been guiding humanity since the beginning of fear-induced moral-seeking "light worship". Nonetheless, while theologians sought deeper truths within their belief parameters all the while engaging in social efforts for societal benefit, acknowledging such beneficial measures society exempt such business ventures from taxes. However, such measures remained limited, subject to doctrine, which paved the way for the spiritual capitalist generation to capitalize thereof. Currently, most spiritual teachers are a sad remnant of "light worship" selling such bullshit as "truth" and "enlightenment", for which I have spent plenty of dollars and time, thankfully leading me towards other teachers with peer-reviewable and comparable efforts. Nonetheless, very few have considered the occult and or initiated shamanic, outside of minimalist comprehension and small-dose energy work sold as drug-dealers. Provided the lack of intelligence, insight, it becomes quickly evident that education is useless in this industry preferring "hallmark" cards and "bon bons" to any deeper meaning whatsoever, which will only be found in the "dark". As such, such fucking teachers who come to my blog to find info for which to "white wash" for their "light worship" sells, can suck the devils dick for their continuous fraudulent activity. Provided the research and analytical assessment where most spiritual books subject to mass-sales can be bullet-pointed on one sheet, these mother fuckers should be paying me top-notch legal fees. ProfessionalismAfter passing the bar-exam on my first job, I remember sitting in the office trying to maintain a positive demeanor to provide a good "first impression". I spoke to everyone with kindness, answered the phone with some smooth talk, only to find that the character-presented was akin to the first year law students who are dressed to impress compared to the third year law students who barely showered, shaved, and are coming to class in their pajamas. And, that is just describing the women, where the men are literally going bald, and everyone is showing off their grey hairs. On the job, it was a professional "meet and confer" letter directed towards opposing counsel and possibly used in courtroom motion-papers that redefined "professionalism" for me, and what it means in the "real world" with "real problems" and "real people". As signed off by co-counsel, my fellow colleague told opposing counsel that he needed a "rectal broomstick extraction procedure" within a four-page single-spaced written "beatdown". As a budding "shark", we were trained to oppose every written document, propound the maximum amount of discovery, request more deposition hours, redact as much as "border-line" legally possible, and to always make sure we had the last word. Some get to live in "glitter", while others "protect" them. But of course, sex sells. Divine FeminineBar review is quite possibly one of the most stressful times in an attorney's life, particularly due to the content intensity and endurance duration of the exam, depending on the competitiveness of the State. Nonetheless, the key during that review time post graduation but pre-license requires that one's "cup" be empty of academic coursework to focus solely on review material, due to the vast nature for which law covers. Like starting law school over again, to ensure future counselors a bar success rate, the examinee cannot waste their time, as more hurdles are to be crossed in the process of forging oneself as an "adversary". Do take note, there is good reason as to why an unlicensed individual cannot call themselves an attorney, and not all attorneys can call themselves "professional" in a highly regulated industry that can easily take advantage of those being counseled. A profession where lying will destroy your reputation, but such "professionals" are defamed in being called liars due to ignorance and emotions of the legal process. Those with the most difficult jobs, cannot always cover it up in "glitter", like the lying liars who call them liars, especially when the professionals license is on the line. As such, respect the due diligence that is placed in the due process. Real counselors tell you what you need to hear over what you want to hear, which can often lead to "processing" known as Carthaginian PeaceAncient Greece brilliantly showed an intelligent equitable model of sophisticated debate to attain the best result, and as such, the best government to assist the masses, democracy. Ancient Rome brilliantly showed a powerful evolutionarily model of group efforts in forging forward and building a society increasing the standard of living, where the best government to assist in developing an empire is close to a monarch, or a republic. In between Greece and the Roman Empires, we have the Democractic-Republic model of electing republic-representatives in forging our empire infused with democratic-representatives to assist the masses, where it becomes the balance between the two that fosters "peace" with the developing "standard of living" and negotiation among the "masses". Nonetheless, such requires synergy among the friction with intelligent navigation, with an understanding of short-term versus long-term investments and the need to sacrifice from selfish to selfless, a difficulty among the anti-intellectual sugar-coated candyass masses. Second Coming"Savior" mentality indoctrinated and heavily ingrained in herding "Flock" from conceptualized ideations of "Life" and the worship of "Grass" allows herding to be simple. What isn't simple is knowing who the "Savior" is, the intent behind thereof, and how much they hunger. Davidic MessiahPost the one-deity attempt of Akhenaten and the Semitic exploits of Egypt at Hyksos, it becomes readily evident that the Semitic groups adopted heavily from Phoenician, Sumerian (Babylonian), W. Mediterranean, and Egyptian metaphysics, history, and occultism. Post Hyksos, we have King Saul of the first United Monarch of Israel under biblical "divine right" who deals with the savvy David whose militant exploits range significantly further than simply Goliath. With personal sins ranging from sexual to militant exploits along with his son Solomon in forging an empire, they were nonetheless known for their leadership and attempts to follow "divine guidance", as discussed in the propaganda-material crafted during such time in forging a national-creed. With King David having a bastard son with Agrat Bat Mahlat named Sidonay, we have King Solomon's Temple built with the help of "Daemons", along with King Hiram of the pagan Phoenician Tyre associated with Sidon. Such of course required the conquest of the Jebusite village known as "Uru-salim" or "foundation cornerstone of Shalim" a Phoenician deity of "Peace", with continuous epithets such as "El" or "Adonai", archetypes which have become concepts of the unspeakable "Ineffable Name". Nonetheless, due to King Solomon's paganism, denied by future political-religious usurpers attempting to maintain David's and Solomon's religious-integrity and prophetic-monopoly, it is through son Jacob (Gevurah) that is to maintain "Righteousness" with Abraham (Chesed) as "Preparer" and Isaac (Tifereth) as "Righteous" in a Qabalist sense. On the contraire, Jacob competes with twin-brother Esau also known as Edom, or the King of the Edomite, an epithet given to Hadad the Edomite with "Hadad" being another name for the the bastard son Sidonay. Anti-SemitismAs a youth in forging my political headset, I would read counter authors to ruminate my own ideology having known the limitations of both my parents and teachers during the pre-internet days. History and politics were of interest, as authors such as Howard Zinn portrayed, though the same history, but different perspective showing the utility of "public education" propaganda. Nonetheless, it was Noam Chomsky who caught my interest, full of historical facts to present his arguments like a lawyer, where his opponents agendas were mainly to attack his linguist background and character like a journalist. Such was really "revolutionary" in the sense that one is going "against the grain", particularly since this Jewish character was often labelled as an Anti-Semite. Labelling such was confusing, prior to learning of the power of "poison the well" arguments that are highly effective among heavily conditioned "flock", many of which will suffer under proper deductive reasoning, looking for an intellectual "scapegoat". It's easier to white wash, and live in a false "thought-matrix" many call "culture", where the dominate "cult" creates the rights for the nondominant, requiring an "equal protection clause". Such is proven by assessing symbolism such as the Sanskrit "Swastika" holding actual spiritual meaning usurped by the occulted Thule-Nazi's, versus the "Star of David" merkavah from a culture that heavily-ripped every neighboring tribe in forging their nationalist monarch political creed of the "chosen ones". From terms such as "goyim", "gentile", "satan", and assessing Rabbinic literature by what many would consider "prophets" creating the duress of "gehenna" further abused by derivative cults, and assessing Phoenician-Semitic history from the consistent need to "separate" as well as the introduction of the gentile "interest rate" promoting capital inheritance, who was the first "anti" everyone else in their "scattering and gathering" to build their Monarch Kingdom among the Nations, in fulfilling their pact-covenant with the "Ineffable Name"? IndiaAll "religions" are rooted in their ancestral "shamanic" practices subject to "prophetic" interpretation and thereafter "elitist" organization. As "seers" begin to lose "sight" being replaced either by "faith" or "rationality", do we have conditioning develop subjecting the matrix to a new way of conscious-evolving. Nonetheless, certain traditions maintain practices to undo conditioning while cultivating vital-life energy, some using archetypes from celestial and underworld with the in- between, to maintain the "spaciousness" of Self and navigate the "material" realms of Other. Taken from the Indian "Tantras", the Thai-Animist Buddhist provide the best example of proper "Yogic" practices with using Gautama buddha for "Empty" while exploring multiple dimensions via "Frequency" as found in the Ruesi Lersi tradition. Adepts can similarly explore such "frequencies" using traditionally crafted amulets, The Black DragonLike creator gods, many choose to create something substantial in walking the straight and narrow, to hopefully leave a legacy to further build upon itself, with a name lasting within the embellished records. Tower of BabelIt is desire that propels us. Process alone has significance. You are one when the question is its own answer, when the answer is the quest. Breezes below. The ball of dung turns gold. In the light of day, the ball breaks; beetles fly into the sun. That is Khephra. That is one way of becoming. There is no creation without destruction. To make the pot to carry the water, river must give up its clay. To make the child, the father must give up his seed. To make love, one gives up the self. Creation is death. Sex is death. All the ways of making are sacrifice. So bit by bit those who create murder themselves, use themselves up, give labor their love. [As] it is darkness that makes a man shine brightest. It is the destiny of things in the land of Osiris. Do you know magic? Can you utter the name of your soul and bring yourself back to light? Can you speak your destiny, create life for yourself from yourself as Temu created Ra? From the light of your works do you know who you are? I am the lightning bolt, the erection, the resurrection and the power of regeneration. Creator of the GodsCanaan: Free BuildersAs continuously attested in yogic schools, "Divine Providence" is found through negation, requiring the removal of conceptual-ideations that only limit the "Truth", whereas access to the "Theta-Brainwave" allows otherwordly "Visions". Through negation, one's conditioning is released arriving at "Purity" allowing "Inspiration" most label "Holy". As such, the opposite of "Spirituality" is "Materiality" with "Sin" being conditioning keeping one bound like a "Lunar-cycle" to "Materiality" reincarnating to continue building the "Archonic" videogame of the "Demiurge". Such is built through "Sound" often through esoteric alphabets often provided to humanity by "Visions" of otherworldly. Such is evidenced by both Sanskrit and Phoenician, where rooting such "Visions" is required to assess the "Truth" as to what otherworldly is calling itself "Divine Providence" hopefully taking you to "Samadhi". Some look to exit the videogame in moving towards Self such as Nondual-Pointing's or Vedic- Nihilism to include the assistance of egregores, others seek to build a powerful "Adam" sold as "Maturity" in the videogame such as the Desert Religions or Elus Coens rooted in hidden egregores of the Phoenician deities known as Shedim or Djinn. Nonetheless, "In The Name", some are "Free" to build on their own accord, whether it be an internal or external "Temple" such as King Hiram, whereas some need to "Bind" others to build such as King Solomon, to provide "Divine Presence". Trident of Lucifer!-Shalim -Hayyot Free Will
(Predetermination vs. Prayer) AghoraThe right hand path often takes a hierarchal humility approach in creating a humiliating structure often creating babbling pitfalls to ascent. Where the height of such “mountain” is not the yogic stripping of the “koshas” or Qabalist “four worlds” moving conscious-awareness away from the material, emotional, and mental bodies, but the production of psychological time or “Beresheet”. Spelled differently “Yare Boshet” means “fear of shame” or synonyms of the different shades of “fear” and “shame”. To rearrange “Boshet” is to find the term “Sabbath”. Such alludes to time as in “In the beginning”, where the pre-apple psychologically content ignoramus “Adam” is crafted his “matrix” for a Babylonian livestock “Garden”, by a “mirror image” reflection that instills “awe” in the fear-shame ridden ignoramus. Such leads to the left hand path to accept the outcaste and counter the cultured in creating a liberating structure often opposed by babbling pitfalls to ascent. To face the terrifying apocalyptic revelation of the delusion of time in its relevance to the holographic nature of atoms, is to have dropped the mind-emotion complexity of character to harness the infinite potential of space, or “Kalabhairava”. Such also includes the primal aspects of one without fear attempting to harness the powers of “Kalabhairava”, such as “Ravana” of non-renunciate transcendental schools who are not journeying based on “humility” but on “power”, which nonetheless produced the greatest devotee of Shiva worthy of the title “Baal”, shown in facing vengeance for his sister’s suffrage. Post chasing “Kamakhya”, both paths end with the satisfied self-contentment of “Kubjika”, as a “Siddhanth”. The Good SamaritanRaised in a Hindu "cultish" family who stupidly sent me to a fanatical Christian education, when panic is subdued the survivalist must thrive. Such is mandatory for the generation raised by the internet, where parents preached blind-fanaticism and emotional desires falling between indoctrinated "culture" and "heaven", education collides with parental authority. Raised not "sheltered", but "locked" around psychotic mentalities requiring "walking on eggshells" to maintain atmospheric "peace" over emotional tantrums, it was the nighttime sleep that provided the only real "peace". However, both Christians and Hindus at least try to maintain "kind" behavior or demeanor having Christ like or Sattvic sources of inspiration, where at least the Christian tries to own their bullshit labelled "sin". Such brings me to my Jewish brother-in-law, older than me who I've known for more than half my life, who just happened to have eloped with my sister, who only went with him post breakup from her long-term but "secret" boyfriend needing a savior from the "cultish" family. Post her Jewish marriage without an invite to her side of the family, on her return post drama her family expected us to raise her babies and give them a nice Christmas. A family with tribal roots and family "socialist" camaraderie is now used and abused by an intellect that can only be labelled as "white boy" bringing a hierarchal Conservative "Trumpism" with all of its shadows to the table, keeping the sister as a thoughtless "First Lady" including hierarchal benefits. Though it is unclear if such attitude is "Jewish" with flavors of "chosen one" indoctrination, or "Freemasonic" with elitist-annoyances but failure to answer questions, especially regarding the occult. On investigation, their ideas, doctrines, and kindness appear to be as fake as their biblical history but as real as how they perceive their "gentile" opponents. One group goes to the party, the other group cleans up after them, and then babysits and raises the kids. All religions and groups are case studies on the effects of indoctrination and social behavior, lest you fall for the religious-political propaganda addicted to hierarchal "sugar". Suicidal TendenciesWith a mother who did nothing but throw irrational emotional anger tantrums in between her phone gossip and a mentally absent enabling father who simply attempted to stay out of her fire, the kids were forced to pay homage to the family "cult" elders well beyond the religious into home maintenance and business presenting lifelong lessons of "do not do business with family", to include "religion" as well. As such, the children of the intelligent and honest cult "elders" drastically benefit at the expense of those sacrificing for those elders. With an older brother full of perverted jokes who can't keep his hands to himself, a middle brother playing the family role of drunken parasite calling himself a "master" despite the inability to feed, shelter, legally protect, and educate his children without drastic family assistance, and a younger brother who simply responds to the conduct of the other two through racial terrorist outbursts most likely due to the near lifelong stereotypical Jewish friend who obviously looks at the world with hierarchal eyes geared towards self interests who eloped with my brain-dead sister attempting to find a "white knight" to save her from such "cultish mentalities". As this mentally-fucked generation has and is now raising kids, it's interesting to note how much this generation gloats with narcissisms, but need a dictionary to understand their own mouths as they continue to sell-themselves irresponsibly using jargon and buzzwords to elevate one's marketing-persona. Provided that I grew up "sheltered" with such abuse, where my efforts are still requested well-beyond the next family member, including the perverted older who thinks he's an elder, I'm looking at the next generation like their completely fucked. From Socrates to Jesus, what happens to those who bring you the best, altering between those who have a love of knowledge and those who have a love of sugar. PeaceThe peace of dropping the mental-emotional body for the "bliss" of Self and inspiration of "intuition" is typically not found in mass-religious indoctrinated theology or banned due to prophetic-god monopoly in monarch tax-tithing establishments. The peace of flat-level calm playing field regarding the mental-emotional body induced by mental fabrications of imprisoned "beliefs" and prejudicial social-contracts based on social-legal "commands" is what is prayed for, sought after, and sold. Objective RepresentationIn order to wipe your ass after shitting oneself, it is best to pull you head out of your ass first. Such oscillation is representative of one's selfish sugary-addictions versus selfless intelligent-decisions. Therefore, I have continuously found people incapable of accepting sound legal advice under the gun of Socratic assessment and authoritative guidance. Hence, the need for lawyers in a world of self-loathing "narcissist" characters incapable of understanding the responsibility of liberty, so long as "sheep" get their "grass". LoveFrom "cookie cutter" dating profiles with "identity-group" conditioned biases and prejudices rendering "serotonin-dopamine" addicts looking for "hallmark" elation, to empire building "estate planning" of slightly larger bloodline identity-group of "family" attempting to culturally mimic television sitcoms to produce a "church" reality, love is best found in dropping one's mental-emotional distortions allowing vital-life essence to settle the heart after clearing one's headspace. In other words, death is true love. Apocalypse Now"For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror, which we are still just able to endure." Guru of GurusWith Kriya Yoga running my channels of earth and cosmic energy, storing vital life essence in the lower dantien awakening psychic sensitivities, to nondual pointings with transmissions placing me out of mental-emotions and into awareness of being aware until awareness dissolves bringing intelligence, I cannot listen to most, if not all, "spiritual teachers" full of hedonist dreams and childish philosophy hinting towards significant continued arrogant-ignorant inflation of character. Compared to Ramakrishna, modern Gurus sound like shady "car" salesman, kissing up to the watered down derivates of 9th grade level mainstream bon-bon cults, with energy workers sounding like they themselves need to go back to the gym, and divine feminine chasing after sugar daddy big dick to sugar daddy big government, while religion continues the charade of the falsehood of hope to continue indoctrinating tax-tithing generations incapable of evolving out of Plato's cave, all of which are subject to buzzword egoic-inflation theology akin to a "hallmark" card. As such, compared to the prior masters as natural law givers such as Lao Tzu, the integrity of wisdom is at stake. RebuttalThis has been true for years already, and I've only evolved, become more sensitive, and insightful through conscious-awareness. I knew to move-beyond a teacher, when they sounded more like bullshit sales than prophetic worthy wisdom, never settling for energy work or mass sales. I never requested a refund as a settlement may require a nondisclosure agreement, as most spiritual teachers often put the blame on their students while they lack any formal education whatsoever suitable and settle for average joe wisdom labelled the highest despite the evidence of prior cases of enlightenment. Nonetheless, even letting the wise reign, the world will still look like Lord of the Flies. Natural WondersRemember when you had that "Mexican Elder" in your home, bragging that he trusts the "homies" more than the "Krishnamurtis", and you just laughed congratulating him, while you had the lawyer in the family behind the camera filming his arrogant stupid ass never once providing an ounce of intelligence or integrity. Your father taught you and your brothers not to get caught-up in "Nigger Mentality" for which you are now a case study for social conditioning and indoctrination. Nonetheless, we all understand that "once you go black, you never go back" as we continue to support "black lives matter" well beyond affirmative action. Thank you Louis Farrakhan for your integrity and being the only leader people of color, in general, can trust. AuthenticBeing "authentic" doesn't get you on bitch-ass "Oprah", as evidenced by Black People. Seriously, these brain-dead fucks are better studying the law suits around "The Secret" instead of using it as scripture, which has yet to beat "Victoria". Women are the biggest sales demographic, that's why men act like little bitches in this industry. Not an ounce of integrity, not an ounce of dignity, not an ounce of intelligence, respect follows the dollar of mass appeal like a drug addiction. Like Farrakhan expressed, these Uncle Tom ass mother fuckers need to get the white vote. Science of NondualityIndian people have associated enlightenment with "superconscious" with Qabalist associating enlightenment as "awakened intuition" with Taoist associating enlightenment with "natural law". Along the way, siddha abilities ensue with teachers like Nithyananda hitting peak energy work having not only negated distortions for clarity via neti, neti unclutching, but invoking the potential for the most powerful shaktis in the universe. As proper for a siddha, the science of Samkhya is what results. In other words, fuck kracker-ass "awakeness" sold as commercialized yoga or enlightenment by mainstream appropriators. As his former counsel, none have ever attacked his teachings or his gnosis, but simply hate his appeal. Such is how it works in the white man's world, who are absolutely clueless about gnostic Shaivism settling for blind-belief Judeo-Christian "Vaishnavism", and using shady manipulative tactics to take down the very much "real" teachers for the white-washed ignorant derivates. While most support the Dalai Lama, they fail in recognizing where Tibet got the tantras let alone their Guru. Co-CounselIn remembering my first day, first law job, awaiting my senior counsel who I would grow to both love and hate, like Laksmana learning from Ravana, I met would I would consider one of the last of a generation of true gentleman. Not just cheerful, but willing to take the time to forge both a professional and personal relationship, I had one of the best yet worst conversations of my life. In beginning my journey into civil litigation, at a small firm with big firm "name-brand" cases, I discussed my desire to help small business meet their dreams, only to be met with the practical logical response through a delicate smile of "oh, so you want to help people who don't have money". Though I may have passed the bar, that was the moment I became a real lawyer. Probably one of the most courteous and kind individuals, who also helped me see through the numerous disguises of individuality taking place in the business world. Thank you for the insight, the assistance, the team work, and the breath of fresh air in the "fire" driven environment. Muses ThrenodieQuite possibly the most pertinent case study from political chivalry to masculine identity, to assess pyramid hierarchal structures of secretive and esoteric pursuits, none can top the business-political charts as the Freemason Dick Cheney. Add the powerful lineage of the Bush Dynasty with the "Thulish" Skull and Bones recruit of Truman's "MJ-12" CIA seed of George Bush, we have the Bush/Dick leadership ticket of the millenniums. As a proper case study would require, not only would a financial-audit be necessitated to "follow the trail of money", but a cultural audit as to other countries involved in a globalist "colonial" sense, as builders seek to build their temple for their hierarchal "King". Where indoctrination is "key" to understanding ceremonial subconscious effects through use of "will" and "influence" leaving conditioned imprints, products-service providers of materials subject to "nondisclosure agreements" are subject to National Treason supporting organizations using subtle means of psychological "occulted" arts to promote and/or negate "pyramid" ascent creating prejudicial elitists environments racially rooted where the "house always wins". Apprentice PillarForte est vinum MokshaLiberation means freeing yourself from your ego, which means not sucking the egos dick. Siddha (Seer):This blog is for "psychics" or those who would like to develop certain subtle "senses" while "deconditioning" for the "fullness" of the "empty" of Enlightenment. Read in such Light, under The US 1st Amend. Psychic:
(Warning: Expensive- Uneducated "Coaching" Is Distraction; Lovey-Dovey Sells And Rips Each Other Off; Pre-2020) 1. Embryonic Breathing -Lower Dantien -Energy Storage 2. Run Channels (Kriya) -Dr. Cielo (See Below) (Psychic Training) -Develop "Subtle" (Develop Craft) -Spirit Guides (Healing Master) -Creepy Hollows (Online Shop; Best Prices) (Coaches: Out of Business) -Match With Ritual (Yoga, Puja, etc.) -Other Psychics (Personal Blind Spots) 3. DECONDITION -Theta Healers (Contact Anything; Best!) -Nithyananda (Real Saiva Tantras) -Energy Healers -Ego Death (Mandatory!) -New "Vocabulary" (Peel Back Layers!) 4. Archetypal Gnosis -LHP: Malevolent (Harness "Will") -RHP: Benevolent (Begin "Explore") 5. Channelers -Law of One -Seth Materials -Grimoires (Sigil) (Possession; Power) (Taste Being Unlimited) -Others (Transmission) 6. Pathworking -Kali/Lalita Nityas -Enochian Calls -Shemhamphorash -RHP: Higher Chakras -LHP: Lower Chakras -Qliphoth -Tunnels 7. Transcend (Self Realize!) -Nondual Teachers (Observer Self) -Sat Gurus (Sat, Chit, Ananda) -Rapid Decondition (Real Guru Transmissions) (Maintain "Will" For Psychic Exploring, Holding "Observer Self", to Keep "Emotions" Aligned-Balanced.) Post 2022:Sri (Merkaba): Nightside:
Family ("Well" Wishers?):It's amazing how quickly people show up to "slap you on the ass" It's more amazing how quickly they run when you "call them out" on their bullshit. It takes much more than becoming a "doctor" to become a "master", only to be humbled by "malpractice" ! -Black Swan, Fuck "Hallmark" Spirituality ! Intent (2021 - ? )1. Enlightenment: Empty of Capitalism:Traditionally, many are not allowed to charge "money", for what cultural-appropriative "spiritual" salesman irresponsibly peddle as uneducated "coaches", competing with legitimate gurus and philosophers equipped to properly counsel, with outrageous pricing and lovey dovey marketing attempting to create business "cults" using scriptures inappropriately as a marketing gimmick. -Unregulated Industry, How Do You Think Statutes Are Made? Spiritual Business:
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