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"Publishing obscene odes on the windows of the skull"
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ALLEN GINSBERG  

"Honor Thy Father And Mother"

11/21/2021

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Email Sent Nov. 10, 2021
Dumbfuck "Daddy":

I would like to remind you, once again, about the shitty childhood you put me through. Because your stupidass has no fucking brain, and the bitch you married has always ran her lying-political mouth to get what she wants or throws a violent angry tantrum, I want to make it loud and clear to both of you dumbfucks, I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD THAN YOUR CHILD. Fuck you, fuck your family, fuck your traditions, fuck your religion, everything you have forced on me is either bullshit or molesting me, and is simply a way for you to control me. 

It's obvious why that bitch you married is making you come over to my residence, after I threatened her twice with suicide, and I had to beg your selfish self-righteous narcissist bitch-daughter to stay away, WHY THE FUCK ELSE WOULD YOU INVITE YOUR STUPID BRAINDEAD-ASS OVER TO MY RESIDENCE, WHEN I'M TELLING THE REST OF YOU TO STAY THE FUCK AWAY? I wish your stupidass would figure it out already, but that's how fucking retarded you are, and have always been. The word "NO", MEANS "NO"!!! If you don't understand the word "NO", then I'm going to take a fucking hammer to your head to protect myself from the lifelong abuse you and yours have constantly put me through. And, you put me through fanatical christian education, did you seriously think that was a good idea? Fanatical daily anger at home, fanatical indignation at school, fanatical narcissism at the N__________, this is the life you gave me, and have trapped me into. 

With the holidays approaching, and the need for your bitch-wife, who spent my childhood on the phone stupidly-gossiping causing generational-drama that is affecting the grandkids generation, I wish your bitch-wife listened when Daada begged her and Auntie to get the fuck-off the phones when I was a child. Did you help at all to stop this serious problem, with the bitch-wife that you decided to marry and have your prison-family? You kept us locked in that house, no friends, just molesting narcissist family-members and your angry-wife to deal with. Were you ever protective as a father? Have you ever done your actual duties as a father? Or did you just ignore everything, playing the "silent" role of the braindead idiot my whole life? With the holidays, she's back on her political motivation, attempting to plan her stupid ass vacations like the narcissist control freak that she is, wanting to show me off to her fucking relatives so she can use me to hide behind her lifelong bullshit. That lying bitch doesn't want to speak the truth, because it will cause her to own her bullshit. 

For the last couple of years, you have forced and begged me to take you on vacations (most of which I had stated "NO"), and I am constantly forced to spend "holidays" with people who have constantly fucked my life over, especially your bitch-wife. She is lucky she is in a female body, or else I would have "properly" dealt with her anger a long time ago. In case you have no memory, as to be expected, EXPLAIN TO ME WHY YOUR BITCH WIFE TOOK CHRISTMAS AWAY FROM HER CHILDREN BACK WHEN WE LIVED IN THAT HOUSE, BECAUSE SHE IS IGNORANTLY "HINDU", BUT YET I'M HARASSED AND FORCED TO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS not with, but FOR THE T_________ AND N_________, people who have shown us to be completely selfish and self centered? 

You brought me into a home with an angry-spouse who daily threw anger-tantrums, expressing her love the only way she knows how telling her children "Jao Tatti Khao", and you didn't do shit about it. To this day, I still can't have your bitch-wife standing behind me, because I grew up with her slapping me on the back of the head for no apparent reason. Again, she is very lucky she is in a female body. Again, she did this on a daily basis, as "angry-bitch" is her normal setting. The rest of my life is spent prancing around her insanity, hoping not to trigger her bullshit, that includes her control-freak nature including "stalking", hence, your stupidass requesting to visit this weekend, after all my emails and messages to you. Seriously, IS THERE A BRAIN IN YOUR FUCKING HEAD? You married a psychotic-bitch who has made our lives hell, and you have never done anything about it, other than support her abuse, and yes, that is legal abuse. 

Need I remind you, your bitch-wife is terrible in communicating in both English and/or Hindi, where she just points and yells like a raving self-righteous gossipy drama-filled lunatic. Everyone in the family has a fanatical story about her, even Uncle had to talk to (Ex-Gf) about her insanity years ago. Everyone knows she's sick, and before Daada passed he had stated that you are a weak man as you have never done a damn thing about your wife. 

SO, before I am forced to look at your fucking face again or listen to your retarded mouth, GIVE ME ONE FUCKING REASON WHY I SHOULD PAY ANY ATTENTION TO YOU. Given how you have been responding to me, EXPLAIN TO ME HOW YOUR ALSO NOT A SELFISH ASSHOLE LIKE YOUR BITCH WIFE. The only kindness from her, is her "favor bank", for future selfish manipulation, which I call "bribery attitude". 

Moreover, (Social "Counselors) were absolutely-correct about that bitch-wife, that she has no "heart" for her kids where she has the inability to "listen". WHAT DID YOUR BITCH WIFE DO, WHEN SHE WAS CONFRONTED WITH THE TRUTH. Did she attempt to change and be a better person, or did the narcissist throw a tantrum and run away, using the next decade to badmouth (Social "Counselors"). EXPLAIN TO ME WHY YOU MARRIED THAT BITCH, especially since I've barely seen you "talk" to her, if you consider uneducated-emotional control-freak yelling, "talking". 

If you can't answer the questions I presented, including those in the prior emails, THAN EXPLAIN TO ME HOW YOU'RE NOT WASTING MY TIME, as you continue to play the role of braindead idiot delusional "Daddy".  (What he calls himself). 


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