I like to think of myself as Thoth, a scribe who attempts to understand Goddess Ma'at. Whether it's through practicing law in Southern California, assessing ancient and new occult texts, or through my own psyche explorations, I'm an adventurer attempting to unveil the mysteries of this Ma'atrix birthed by the divine Ma'ather.
I'm devoted to Dakshina Kali, consort of Kala-Bhairava . Kala-Kaali being the space-time matrix dynamic that produces the holographic illusion (mahamaya) that we playfully call "reality". Bhairava meaning "vamana, bharana, and ravana" (Generator, Operator, and Destroyer). A Bhairava may scientifically be described as a black hole, as a black hole holds characteristics of expansion, containing information, and contracting within. Meditatively, this is probably my link to the ninth dimension, with Kali representing Binah and Shiva representing Chokmah.
Now, a Bhairava's animal vehicle (vahana) is a jackal. Kala-Bhairava as father-time must chip away and destroy all, where Anubis is set to task of protecting the other side. The ancestor of man's best friend after all, the dog also appears to be G-O-D's best friend. Makes sense, since wasn't man created in "His" image? As an egoic-animal body (pasu), Kala-Bhairava is known as Ialdabaoth, Brahma-Abraham, Anu, Adam, or Atom, an elemental seeking to evolve. As an adept (vira), Kala-Bhairava is known as Shiva, who espoused techniques of ego-identity dissolution, allowing an adept's consciousness to soar heights like a falcon. As a divinity (divya), Kala-Bhairava is a pure vessel for Cosmic Consciousness known as Purusha-Prakriti (Samkhya), SadaShiva-Gayatri (Saivism), Adam-Kadmon (Western Occult), Odin-Freya (Norse-Aryan; the all-Father and his "Priya"), or Christ (Jesus-Krishna-Hercules) having accomplished the alchemical marriage attaining Rose+Croix. Therefore, Shiva teaches us yoga, or the ability to "yoke" the pasu with the divya, Malkuth with Kether, the finite with the infinite. We are the cosmos getting to know itself, where SadaShiva (5), the "god of gods", becomes Kartikeya (6), the "guru of gurus" (The "skanda" of Purusha and Atum).
After one is grounded in the light, that light must be walked through the inner valley of the shadow of death. Hence, Smashan Kali is my Isis Unveiled, my glimpse above the abyss into the holiest Supernal Triad. She is the womb to the cosmic-orphic egg, the Mother of All That Is. Hence, Kala-Kaali is the return back to the divine parental lingam-yoni, the semen-ovary, to return even further back before even the potential for creation itself. Therefore, my work with Kala-Kaali is how I dig deeper within myself to move beyond all illusions of transient existence (crafted by space and time) looking for that egoically-veiled kingdom within. Neti Neti. This is how I reach for the Crown and the King-Less realms above Kether, as hinted by Jesus in the Nag Hammadi text On the Origin of the World. Kali, my Vajrayogini, helps me move beyond the astral/star realms of heavens and hells, beyond social conventions, and the belief-system trappings of orthodox systems, for "when you see the Buddha on the road, kill him!" All that is left is sat, chit, and ananda!
Shiva's yogic techniques tend to release chakra blockages that really en-lighten up the central nervous system, leaving thoughts and identity in a standstill. Whether it's working with fierce Tantrik Goddesses or Angelic Magick pushing forward to Oneness (Advaita; Sahaja Vidyodaya) and Beyond, the nervous systems rings like an electric guitar. As Atum may attest, such may give one the libido of a baboon, the throb for creation, the lust for life (spandasakti). With vital life force moving up the sushumna, one becomes the Ardhanarishvara, or Adam's re-unification and alchemical-marriage with Lilith as esoterically symbolized by the Hexagram.
Therefore, one's Dharma, the road paved by syncronicities, is to return back to the state of consciousness before the fall of man, or should I say, the fall of women, the feminine. It's the return of the All That Is via intuition to guide logic, the balancing of the brain hemispheres. It is the yin and the yang where duality is unified. Where the observer (Shiva-Purusha) and and observed (Shakti-Prakriti) merge into one, as knowledge and objects of knowledge. As Jaideva Singh states, where "[t]he world is Siva as reflections in a mirror are the mirror itself." (Spanda-Karikas). Or, as the ancient Mayans stated, "In Lak'ech".
This is the path of not simply communicating with your higher self (holy guardian angel), but to "yoke" with it, embody it. To be an egoic vessel for the divine that is All That Is and Beyond. Suddenly that wild Essene makes sense when he had stated, "Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did it to one of these brothers of Mine, even the least of them, you did it to Me." (Matthew 25:40 NASB). You know, the guy who completely sacrificed his ego for humanity! The guy whose heart remained unblemished, light as a feather, regardless of what happened to him given that he was in a constant state of ananda!
Kolkata meets Golgatha.
Oh, by the way, my name is Am(m)it.
"With an ostrich feather in hand, freshly dipped in ink, I'm whole heartedly looking for the truth!"
Welcome to my twisted intellect.
I'm devoted to Dakshina Kali, consort of Kala-Bhairava . Kala-Kaali being the space-time matrix dynamic that produces the holographic illusion (mahamaya) that we playfully call "reality". Bhairava meaning "vamana, bharana, and ravana" (Generator, Operator, and Destroyer). A Bhairava may scientifically be described as a black hole, as a black hole holds characteristics of expansion, containing information, and contracting within. Meditatively, this is probably my link to the ninth dimension, with Kali representing Binah and Shiva representing Chokmah.
Now, a Bhairava's animal vehicle (vahana) is a jackal. Kala-Bhairava as father-time must chip away and destroy all, where Anubis is set to task of protecting the other side. The ancestor of man's best friend after all, the dog also appears to be G-O-D's best friend. Makes sense, since wasn't man created in "His" image? As an egoic-animal body (pasu), Kala-Bhairava is known as Ialdabaoth, Brahma-Abraham, Anu, Adam, or Atom, an elemental seeking to evolve. As an adept (vira), Kala-Bhairava is known as Shiva, who espoused techniques of ego-identity dissolution, allowing an adept's consciousness to soar heights like a falcon. As a divinity (divya), Kala-Bhairava is a pure vessel for Cosmic Consciousness known as Purusha-Prakriti (Samkhya), SadaShiva-Gayatri (Saivism), Adam-Kadmon (Western Occult), Odin-Freya (Norse-Aryan; the all-Father and his "Priya"), or Christ (Jesus-Krishna-Hercules) having accomplished the alchemical marriage attaining Rose+Croix. Therefore, Shiva teaches us yoga, or the ability to "yoke" the pasu with the divya, Malkuth with Kether, the finite with the infinite. We are the cosmos getting to know itself, where SadaShiva (5), the "god of gods", becomes Kartikeya (6), the "guru of gurus" (The "skanda" of Purusha and Atum).
After one is grounded in the light, that light must be walked through the inner valley of the shadow of death. Hence, Smashan Kali is my Isis Unveiled, my glimpse above the abyss into the holiest Supernal Triad. She is the womb to the cosmic-orphic egg, the Mother of All That Is. Hence, Kala-Kaali is the return back to the divine parental lingam-yoni, the semen-ovary, to return even further back before even the potential for creation itself. Therefore, my work with Kala-Kaali is how I dig deeper within myself to move beyond all illusions of transient existence (crafted by space and time) looking for that egoically-veiled kingdom within. Neti Neti. This is how I reach for the Crown and the King-Less realms above Kether, as hinted by Jesus in the Nag Hammadi text On the Origin of the World. Kali, my Vajrayogini, helps me move beyond the astral/star realms of heavens and hells, beyond social conventions, and the belief-system trappings of orthodox systems, for "when you see the Buddha on the road, kill him!" All that is left is sat, chit, and ananda!
Shiva's yogic techniques tend to release chakra blockages that really en-lighten up the central nervous system, leaving thoughts and identity in a standstill. Whether it's working with fierce Tantrik Goddesses or Angelic Magick pushing forward to Oneness (Advaita; Sahaja Vidyodaya) and Beyond, the nervous systems rings like an electric guitar. As Atum may attest, such may give one the libido of a baboon, the throb for creation, the lust for life (spandasakti). With vital life force moving up the sushumna, one becomes the Ardhanarishvara, or Adam's re-unification and alchemical-marriage with Lilith as esoterically symbolized by the Hexagram.
Therefore, one's Dharma, the road paved by syncronicities, is to return back to the state of consciousness before the fall of man, or should I say, the fall of women, the feminine. It's the return of the All That Is via intuition to guide logic, the balancing of the brain hemispheres. It is the yin and the yang where duality is unified. Where the observer (Shiva-Purusha) and and observed (Shakti-Prakriti) merge into one, as knowledge and objects of knowledge. As Jaideva Singh states, where "[t]he world is Siva as reflections in a mirror are the mirror itself." (Spanda-Karikas). Or, as the ancient Mayans stated, "In Lak'ech".
This is the path of not simply communicating with your higher self (holy guardian angel), but to "yoke" with it, embody it. To be an egoic vessel for the divine that is All That Is and Beyond. Suddenly that wild Essene makes sense when he had stated, "Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did it to one of these brothers of Mine, even the least of them, you did it to Me." (Matthew 25:40 NASB). You know, the guy who completely sacrificed his ego for humanity! The guy whose heart remained unblemished, light as a feather, regardless of what happened to him given that he was in a constant state of ananda!
Kolkata meets Golgatha.
Oh, by the way, my name is Am(m)it.
"With an ostrich feather in hand, freshly dipped in ink, I'm whole heartedly looking for the truth!"
Welcome to my twisted intellect.
Religions Are Babbling Away,
While Mystics Are Trying To Climb The Steps of The Tower
In summation, I'm an introverted nerd who explores meditation.
Anonymous in a world of selfies. Though, it's really not that hard to look me up, should you gather.
Thank you for viewing my scribblings. The feather is my Modus Operandi.
Anonymous in a world of selfies. Though, it's really not that hard to look me up, should you gather.
Thank you for viewing my scribblings. The feather is my Modus Operandi.
Ludwig Deutsch, The Scribe
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