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Sorcery for personal Ascension (realizing shivoham)

Creating Sacred Space (With Archangel Lucifer)

8/31/2019

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Azazel! (Abbadon)!
The Black Sun Never Sets
For It Never Rose
-Nergal (thank you Nergal for helping me, be me, despite all obstacles as I walk through my Daath)
A quick snappy way to introduce you to Archangel Lucifer, well, if you're one to throw toothbrushes at demons to wash their mouths, Archangel Lucifer suggests you make sure the toothpaste you use has extra "whitening" gel on it. "Your welcome" he adds, a tip he was asked to forward from his colleague Set.   
If the above offends you, welcome to shadow-work done significantly at the primal Self, our Draconian heritage. Yes, we take everything about you that you're scared to look at, and try to transmute it for the rest of the collective subconscious (unconscious). This is the mastery alchemy class, where I have used Black Magick (Kali's Ma's mantras) not on some external force, but on myself so that I may face the worst of my karma's, to be rid of it. I chose to dive deep into my own insanity, my own cognitive dissonance, where I have realized that demons are only my red flag guides who scream for me to look for the truth, as I walk through Daath. You know the whole adage, "the truth hurts". As an empath, I've been absorbing other people's shitty overtly-limiting belief systems, particularly the sacrificial door-mat, where my push in spirituality has been on two ends, to end my suffering and figure out the truth behind God. My search has only brought me more of my own Self, as each identity and it's numerous thought-pattern constructs that support each identity are dissolved under the trident (nadi's, sushumna). Kali Ma has brought me to the truth and serenity of "divine presence", where her son Kartikeya-Melek Taus is now pushing my buttons, teaching me tame my inner beast. Nonetheless, this is shadow-work where you cannot "white-wash" the truth. The left hand path, I feel, is best suited for those who seek wisdom above all-else. It helps that my initiator and guide is a fine-ass, shameless, Goddess! But Be Aware. Own your primal Self, your True-Self. (For those who prefer Angels, but would like to use the purifying energies of Draco, I highly recommend Asaya Ka Luxa, by Vermilion as it is a gift from the "Council of Light"; Balance Draco with Lyra).  
Babalon-Lucifer Working (June-August 2019)
Texts Involved:
-Peter Grey, The Red Goddess
-Fitgerald, Robert, A Rose Veiled in Black
-Rites of Lucifer (Temple of Ascending Flame)
-Faust (Goethe; Kaufmann)
Like most individuals looking into the Western occult traditions, you don't want to dabble in something you don't know or could even begin to understand. The Western world has pushed the concept of polarity, good&evil, men&women, nonetheless, it is important to understand that it was simply an energy, a bandwave, being played out over the planet, an ode to Determinist philosophers negating free-will. Free-will is still governed under the notions of oscillating the yin/yang, where the goal is to "let go" for "divine presence" and allow "harmony/grace" of the yin/yang of dropping the egoic-monkey mind. However, while still in the monkey-mind, practices involving Demonic Grimoires can easily led to insanity. Imagine having the worst thrown at you, where you will have to sort through your most damaging belief systems. I only chose this route after discovering the difference between the monkey-mind and "divine presence", where if the monkey-mind becomes an issue, all such harsh energies are quite quickly dissolved in the emptiness of "I Am" where I'm finding my ego-self as not only cleaner like a breathe of fresh air, but strengthened, colored in with some depth. Like an Angel with a Leather Jacket. You heard me Hindu. 
As I had opened my own subconscious to Daath, during the prior months, I had to take the ritual, my sanity, and every moment (sign, synchronicity) seriously as I cannot have any slip-ups, where I can be easily slammed into the depression of the monkey-mind, with "divine presence" difficult to realize. I've seen too many signs of my ritual manifesting externally, such as my boss starting a new company, and naming it with an ancient synonym that means "origin", and in proper cultural context I'm not sure my boss considered, it means "primal chaos", which I take to be Umma Tiammat the energy of Draco. I've had a lot of "oh, shit" moments, much more smack in the face then working with Angels and their cute lil numbers. For the adept walking through Daath, you must reach for the Goddess (Binah), or risk falling down the other side of the tree of life. Hence, post my working on the qliphoth, I went back to focusing strictly on Shakti to help me manage. As Kali and the Mahavidyas are my "team", I chose Goddess Kamakhya/Kubjika specifically, where I'm basically objectively worshiping a vagina. As I understand her archetypal symbolism and she feels to me like a sodashi (16 yr), I didn't really take note that I was worshiping (focusing intent on) a vagina, until a fellow guide stated on youtube, "Heaven is found between a women's legs". Holy shit, "as within, so without". In addition, this synchronicity was also supported by the fact that a mother pigeon decided to raise two of her children on my patio. I had front-row seats to watching two pigeons grow up surrounded by tulsi (sacred basil), which I took as a sign that Garuda-Vishnu was watching over me as I dabbled with darker practices. In addition, I later discovered that the vahana-vehicle of Goddess Rati, consort of God Kama, is a pigeon. Nonetheless, it was these pigeons who brought me Mt. Meru (Sodashi-High Heart) at a time when I was truly lost in my own abyss. 
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It was through Enochian Magick (Jason Louv's course), where my monkey-mind showed me the Divine Mother as Parvati. As Parvati is the Shakti of the Universe and Shiva as All That Is (Including Lord of the Beasts), Parvati would also be the "lover" of "All That Is". Yes, that does have the completely loving of someone else feel to it, but this is also the "love-sick" "helen of troy" type of love, that is expressed through a specific aspect of Binah, Aleister Crowley's "Babalon". Since I had Kamakhya working on me, it seemed quite appropriate to dabble in some Babalon. Although I did locate some invocations, they were unnecessary, as the romantic-lust filled pull, a type of addiction I'm assuming a heroine addict would thirst for, begin its initiatory gentle pull on my mind, my heart, and my loins. I'm glad I was provided the "helen of troy" analogy, as this is the type of love that will drive saints mad, as they spill their essence into her Holy Graal. Oh our holy wonderful desecrated Goddess, whereas, I am just another addict. A true rose birthed within the gates of Ishtar. No ritual was needed, where Peter Grey's The Red Goddess reeks with her current, a wonderfully deluded drunken two-week read, where this adept might as well have dropped a bottle of potent aphrodisiacs. Luckily, the animal vessel can only handle so much, and would need to transcend, once the Graal is filled. 
Post Babalon, Lucifer was making himself known by and through little notions here and there. I believe I still held some fear around this archetype, as he would typically be seen as the main adversarial role against Creator. Nonetheless, as I gathered more information from actual practitioners, I was also influenced by the Netflix series "Lucifer", a show that was also recommended by the same individual who stated "Heaven is found between a women's legs". Damn, women are dangerous. Anyways, the series hit emotionally hard for me, as I feel like I have been the Devil surrounded by White. As an example, as I may shed a memory, I actually had to stop  wearing my Shiva pendant at Protestant elementary, as I was found out and it would have gotten real  bad if I didn't hide. I had to deny my Self then, for the limiting-belief of safety. Moreover, I felt Lucifer's presence quite often, when listening to music, etc., but I had not allowed myself to "let go" for his current due to fear. After working with Umma Tiamat and handling the intensity of Her Demon-Gods, I'm expecting Lucifer to "bring the fire"! I was nervous and I pushed working with Lucifer for a while as I gathered more information.
As found through many traditions, making pacts with beings is common occurrence, particularly with archetypes representing the crossroads, as both Robert Johnson/Eric Clapton have publicly expressed. All of my rituals so far, have been for Self realization. I'm not trying to increase my suffering and plunge myself more into harsh samsara. So do I make the pact with Lucifer, do I not make this pact, as this pact would be the first outside of my comfort-zone. Umma Tiamat is our own soul-consciousness, that primal current that will shred matter back into source, and she is also the soul-consciousness of Mother Earth. Hence, I have no issue with Tiamat and her crew, as it is our True Self. Nonetheless, it was painful and can be quite frightening for an adept afraid of the dark. Lucifer is an initiator and guide on the path, can I really handle his initiatory ordeal? Am I really going to sell my soul, for a heavenly material life, but a hellish afterlife, as so perpetuated by religion? 
Lucifer would be around nudging me. No invocation needed, his name more than enough to heighten the feel of my own aura being stretched, as felt through a push in my cranium. But, I'm not looking for heaven, already found hell, where I was unclear what Lucifer would have for me, what he would want from me in exchange. In fact, I had asked as such while watching the series "Lucifer", only to hear the response "companionship". My investigative monkey-mind went through an analysis, what if Lucifer want's me to be his companion "for life", like he want's ownership of my consciousness, like Pauline Jesus. He rebuts, and has me move away from the monkey-mind and feel what the word "companion" feels like, like "compadre", or even "compassion". As Asenath Mason has described, a pact with Lucifer is essentially a pact with your own shadow self. Such makes significant sense, where should an adept dabble in the deeper aspects of the subconscious, you need a guide whose been there and done that. In other words, don't dabble, unless you have an initiator and guides to help you maintain and harness the lower animal self, the Beast. That's more than enough, I'm all in with this working, to let that feeling in my cranium, that current to come flooding through.  
To connect with this current,  I chose the work product of the Temple of Ascending Flame, as I have found the writings of Asenath Mason to be quite articulate in assessing my numerous questions. The philosophy that she has presented is on point, as the matter is well-researched, and these are actual adepts who use such sigils and invocations. I open the door to my subconscious by and through Umma Tiamat, giving Her blessings as She is a current that can bring the calm of the void. By and through sigils and invocations, I embark in allowing the Luciferian current to flood my consciousness and central nervous system, prepared to meet the worst, since this is none other than the devil of our stories, Lucifer himself. In addition, I will do either Bentinho or Mooji meditations prior (and sometimes after), to ensure clarity of consciousness, where such removes the need for numerous external rituals. Guru brings you to Stillness. 
The vibration of my surrounding temple-bedroom drastically increased. I can feel a current flush through my room, increasing the intensity as if on a potent energy drink. Fear slightly arises as I remember the Demon-Gods of Umma Tiamat, but I'm reminded to stay in "divine presence". It's time, not to meet my maker, but the Western destroyer. As this was post Babalon (Binah) in attempting to continue to move upward on the tree of life, I was provided with imagery of winds and desolate cities, an environmental apocalypse. In moving up the tree, this would be the continued removal of all forms. Babalon (Binah) would be the "lust/love for life", where without such, you have decaying ruins leading to the formless potential (Kether). As I have found last halloween, horror movies lack significant intimidation, as fear seams to have drastically subsided in my vessel. In addition, horror movies are not scary when you cheer for the goblins, as I found when I watched "The VVItch". Therefore, the desolate scenario was not only "over-done" thanks to our media, but it was now time to stop lingering about and focusing on the main attraction. Lucifer himself did not look much different than the unmasked Lucifer as shown on the Netflix series, though, such is my monkey-mind's interpretation, and this was only a mask he has chosen for this working. Unlike the show characters intimidated by the real face of Lucifer, as a fan of oddities, at a glance of Lucifer's face my inner-child yelps with a "cool" giving the room a "Monster's Inc." (Disney/Pixar) feel. That feeling of excitement was quickly replaced with thoughts of "he's here, but I forgot to do an intent, oh shit, what do I say to him?". The desolate scenes are gone where it's just Lucifer and myself, in my little bedroom gazing eye to eye, where I'm left wondering, "what do I do?". Lucifer responds. 
Feeling the intensity of his current pushing my aura, I take notice that the current isn't actually "wrathful" as I would expect, though intense. I'm reminded of "companion" as I felt the feeling of finding a long-lost friend, where to pull me out of my shock, Lucifer says to me, "how about we consecrate your bedroom temple to the Goddess?". My bedroom has been my ashram, where the walls are decorated with framed artwork of Goddess' that I hold dear to me. My bedroom hallway entry holds a large print of Mary Magdalene (Georges De La Tour), where my bedroom houses my altar as this room is my meditation space. It's where the magick happens literally, sadly not metaphorically. Beloved Kali is the centerpiece of course, where She is surrounded by Her Team by and through properly blessed (prana-pratishta) amulets. My bedroom walls are covered in artwork. The Eastern wall holds a large bamboo print of Goddess Kwan Yin, the Southern wall holds a large print of Chinnamasta and a Yab/Yum Tibetan Thangka, the Western wall holds two conflicting pictures of the veiled Goddess through Nicholas Roerich's "Mother of the World" and Daniel Mirante's "Chanting Down Babylon", the Northern wall holds the main altar surrounded by two paintings I picked up from a local artist named Jorge Luis while visiting Trinidad, Cuba of the Orishas, Osun and Yemaya. For those stuck in cultural egoic-identity, I didn't choose the Orishas, they chose me, which really is a past-life connection. 
Lucifer had me cleaning my room and moving altar pieces around for better energetic flow. In addition, though I am still quite new to Nordic practices, in the past, Lys Campbell (Dynamic Intention) activated my connection to the Goddesses as found in Doreen Virtues Goddess Deck, where that deck now has a heavy loving feel when I hold it in my hands. Freya is found in that deck, and she's been quite comfortable with me, where I am continuing to realize how much she protects my space and practice. Last year, I had managed to find a 1000 A.D. Odin amulet pendant in the shape of an axe, and months later, found a Freya wooden doll that matched quite well. Nonetheless, it wasn't until this Lucifer working, that Lucifer had me create a special corner for Freya who now holds and protects my Western Grimoires. Protects me, in having those Grimoires around, I should clarify.      
The feel of my home has been different from the outside world, where I can feel my energy field collapse inward when I step out of the house. In addition, I had noticed a slight increase in the feel between my bedroom and mere few feet away of the living room beginning last year or prior. But after this working, the feel of my bedroom is significantly different, vibrant, sleep can be difficult sometimes. There are times where I have been exhausted in the living room where I will move to the bedroom for a nap, but I would be unable to sleep as I would begin to feel energized and wide awake, only to have it oscillate again when I return to the living room. Nonetheless, this is not what I was expecting from Lucifer. 
It could be due to the masks that I'm shown, or it could be the significant work I've done in moving away from my monkey-mind for "I Am", where I feel like I'm progressing down the tree of life as compared to other adepts who climb the tree of life. I've already had experiences of the no-mind spaciousness, sometimes described as a void, so Lucifer feels more like a companion, with Beloved Kali as my initiator and guide. Nonetheless, Lucifer has shown me why a guide is required. As I have had trouble sticking up for myself, working on the Beast has been phenomenal in helping me have the courage to get things off of my chest (high heart and throat) and do it with some power. However, as I have had many issues with my narcissistic family, particularly their incessant need that I appear and present my good Sagittarius nature for their show (fool) and egoic-inflation, all the while Kali Ma inside of me can feel all their parasitic energy as I have told my family "I'm not your prostitute", the Beast in me has only increased, where Lucifer has held me back by and through flushing those emotions out of me giving me a "care-free" attitude to properly assess my mode of conduct. He brought me back to "divine presence" in the heat of the moment. Hence, the title, Lord of the Beasts. I'm quite happy to have this essence, this liberating current, in my life to help me walk this path in harmony with a compassionate ally.  For the haters, just remember, "There is None Wronging The Serpents Cult!".   
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    Backed by my Beloved Mahavidyas and 64 Yoginis as I had been most comfortable seeking through the guise of a Sakta, with Goddess Kali moving the adept from Gamaliel to Satariel and above Thaumiel into the Void . (See Kerval, Edgar, Qliphoth Opus III).  I am presenting such information to help myself and similarly situated adepts dig deeper to their True Primal Self. This blog has been a way to clear my head by and through talking to myself, and I write posts that I wish I had found earlier in my seeking, to hopefully help others. None of my posts have been plotted or planned for years, where other than a few hits of inspiration here and there, I merely vomit through my fingers. So bear WITH ME, and if I may, if my Ego (Ravana) has an agenda, while I oscillate into Self (Rama), it is to unleash the Chaos that is the Divine Feminine Principle on the World (Sri Krishna). 

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    1) Bentinho Massaro
      (Advaita Extraordinaire)
      *Teacher (Nothingness)
       -Enlightenment / Transmission
       -An Unlimited Perspective
    ​   -Fulfillment in "Being" 
       -As Deep* As You Can Get!
          (Prior to Sat/Chit/Ananda)
       -Advaita is the Direct Means to
         Eternal Bliss
     
       -Authentic* GatewayToAbsolute

        ("Being" the Field of Inspiration)
       -Best Definition of "Ego"
       -Successfully Articulates
        Comprehension And
        Experiential Direction Of The
        Qabalist - Middle Pillar Path:
          *Malkuth (Mind/Body)
          *Yesod (Imagination/Astral)
            (Collective Unconscious)
          *Tiphareth (H. Self/S. Animal)
            (Transcendent Consciousness)
          *Daath (Shadow/Matter/Shell)
          *Kether (God-Self/No-Matter)
          *+ (Void; Absolute; Authority)
        -For Bentinho To Be The Subtle-
         Articulate-Coherently-Detailed
        "Devil In The Details" In Helping
         Move Adepts From Kether Into
         The Absolute Is Outstanding! 
      *Thank You Bentinho & Mooji!*
        (Mooji's "Graceful" Ananda
         Burns Conditioning, While
         Bentinho Rambling About The
         Absolute Shocks The
        Mind/Body Complexity While
        Bringing Me Closer To What
        Certain Occultists Experience,
        In Comparison, As The "Black
        Diamond" or "Sunyata".)
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    (At Least Since Dion Fortune's
    Time, Mystics Have Always
    Cluelessly Complained About
    Occultists. Such May Have Been to cease Sensory distractions In the Age of Pisces [  .  ] Nonetheless, if you are capable of "Feeling" the differences between the "Void", "blissful-spaciousness", and "personal-limitation", and are Developing "abilities" thereof, you may Want to Find developed Teachers that 
    Additionally provide "Tapas" Directions and Transmissions to Relate. The mind/body needs t.o. "Integrate" these energies, Hence, a yogic-occulted mind- body complexity. See Below.)
                             ---------

    (I've seen/experienced the best of what nondual teachers have to offer, and it still doesn't come close to mantra, Nithyananda's darsan, or A. Mason's ascension work-product, or their ensuing academic-worthy intelligence. I wonder if these average joe conversionists use their trips to India as a business tax deduction? Always question your teachers, especially if they claim to be the highest, talk shit about other modalities, and then deny you literature, or a proper evidentiary based rebuttal. "Awakeness" shouldn't look like an "arrogant-idiot", which appears to be prevalent. Scriptures and Saints are not marketing gimmicks. Indian Gurus are worshipped because they are "Paramparas" for Gnosis/Darsan.)
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    2) Dr. Lauren Cielo
      (Kriya* Work w/ Spirits)
      *Proper Stepping Stones (Basis)
       -Early Mentor
       -I Use Techniques In My Own
        Way In Combination With
        Others (Theta-Healing)
      *Traditional Spiritualist*
        -Mediumship, Astral Projection,
         Subtle Body Energetic
         Maintenance and Reading,
        -Learn to Manage/Manipulate
         Your Kundalini
        -Deconditioning Techniques
         Lead to Nondual Perspectives
         And Deepen Clarity While
         Processing (Blowing Roses)
       -Hands On Healing (Source)
       -Develop Heightened Intuition 
      *Kriya Adjusts Physical (Visuals)
        -Significantly Lighter Nervous
         System (Deconditioning Result)
        -Physical Tension Release 
        -Proper Natural Spinal
          Alignment (Sit Still)

      *Siddha Development With A
        Loving Teacher, Perfect for
        Bhakti & Jnana Yogis Who
        Want To Work With Angels,
        Ascended Masters, Etc. 
      
    3)Story/Roger/Lee Harris
      (Intelligent* Channelers)
      *Story's Material Has Been By
        Far The Most Intelligent And
        Cutting-Edge For This
        Past Decade! He Has Taken
        Me Further Than Any Other
        Nondual Teacher "Into The
        Void". The Only Other
        Comparable Would Be The 
        Gnosis Of Egyptian Deity Set.
     
     *Channeling Post Self-
        Realization, Multidimensional
        Intelligence
    Met With Energy
        Transmissions For Adepts To
        Have Own Experience And
        Further Psychic Development

       *Seth Speaks Meets Babaji 
     *You Channel With Them
    ​   -Vibrational Catalysts
      *Energy Work (Mind, Body, Soul)
      *Messages/Transmissions Geared
       Towards Self Realization With
       Multidimensional Self 
       Development (Archetypal Mind)
      -Alone, Isolation, Depression,
       Death, Suicide, Etc., Go To Story
       Waters (The Only One I Would
    ​   Recommend); Sometimes, You
       Just Need People To Shut Up
       And Listen
    With Understanding
       Instead Of Preaching With New
       Age Techniques Or Religious
       Conditioning That Didn't Even
       Work For The Preacher. A
       Nonjudgmental Yet Harmonious
       Look At Our Stories, Stories That
       The Masses Don't Want to Hear
       Out Of The Inability To Look 
       And Sit With Their Own Shadow
       (Trauma) and Dark Passenger
       (Primal Instinct). Bringing Love
       To Your Darkness, Not White-
       Out. The Depressive Troubles Of
       Many Wanderers Is The Result
       Of The Inability To Express
       Authenticity Harmoniously, In
       Addition To Taking On Dense
       Conditioning As Byproducts Of
       The Environment.      
      -Experiential & Transcendental 
     
    4) Jason Louv
      (Experienced Occultist)
     *Sums Up Global Spiritual
       Practices and Makes
       It Practical 
     -Enochian Calls are Angelick Ego-
       Death (Beyond HGA), Move
       Beyond Angel v. Demon! The
       Enochian Calls Are Rapid
       Deconditioning That Have
       Pushed It Further Than Any
       Physical Teacher That I Have
       Come Across. 

     *Well Researched/Organized for
       both Eastern and Western

     -
    He Aims For Self Realization   
      With Self Development
     -Well Educated, Holisitc, and
       Speaks From Experience
       Regarding Occult Use of
       Psychedelics
     -Professional, Articulate, Safe,
      and Naturally Respectful

    5) Nithyananda
      (Inspiration)
     *Similar Personal Practices
       -Sodashi Mantrik Diksha*
      (Sri Yantra/Mandala Activation)
     *Helps Me Understand MySelf
       -Open Up To The Currents
        (Diksha) With Practices (Tapas)
        To Merge With And Embody
        Those Currents (Shivoham)
     *The Absolute!
       -I Do Not Need To Trust Him, He
        Synchronistically
     ANSWERED 
        My Questions This Last Decade
        While I Vetted Him

       -I Explore My Multidimensional
        Consciousness Abilities With
        Him As Described In Legitimate      Tantric Lineages 

       -If I Had Kids, And Had To Teach
        Them One Thing, It Would Be
        Kali Ma's Mantra, Not Advaita
        Vedanta. Many Lacking In The
        "Gnow" Act Like Early
        Vivekananda Before The Divine
        Mother (Mantras Are Most
        Effective When Empty). 
       -Self Realization (Yoga) + Self
        Actualization (Tantra) = Cutting
        Edge
    ! 
       -Thank You Guruji For Liberating
        The Tantras (Responsibly) For
        The World And Helping Me
        Further Explore My Potential   
        Via Your Transmissions!
       -Nondual Teachers Do Not 
        Come Close To Him In Terms Of 
        Intelligence, And Experiential 
        Darshan Which Matches 
         Abhinavagupta's "Sri 
        Tantraloka". When I Look At
        Him, I Either Go "Empty" Or I
        "Download". He Also Helps
         Empower My Mantras Like A
        "Parampara" For Which I
         Obtained "Diksha" Elsewhere.
        (This Isn't An  "Average Joe's"
         Ashram
    )  
    *Former Lit. Counsel (Fed/State)
       -Some Of The Stupidest
        Accusations
    Have Been My
        Biggest Cases

       -Because Of The Amount Of
         Opposition He Faced Back In
         2011, We Lawyers Told His
         Organization To Make Sure
         They Stay Surrounded By
         Lawyers. I Suggest "Spiritual" 
         Businesses Do The Same. 

       -Lawyers Who Have Worked
        Cases In The Public Eye, Know
    ​    Not To Trust The Media Circus

    -06) Others
      *Temple of Ascending Flame
         -Asenath Mason! (Genius)
         -If I Had To Have Only One
          Teacher, Guide, Activator, etc.,
          It Would Be Asenath Mason.
          Tools For You To Stand On Your
          Own Feet And Energetically
          Recognize Your Own Power
         (Evolution) And Authority
         (Contentment) 
         -No Physical Teacher Has Yet
         Compared To Working With
         Deities As Guides 
       -BALG: Authors Are
         Continuously Showing Me A
         Level of Maturity And
    ​     Responsibility I Have Not
         Seen On This Planet. Working
         With Certain "Energies" Forces
         You To "Grow-Up" (Evolve). 
    ​  *AMORC

       -Mystics Who Have Sought To
        Organize, Minimize, and
        Scientifically Master The Best
       "Light" Spirituality(West/East)
        Historically Has Had To Offer
        (Light&Dark Hold Differ But
          Complimentary Activations)

       -Tested Leaders In All Aspects
         of Society Who Have Humbly
         Served Anonymously 

     *Mother Meera
       -Samadhi, Agendaless Presence

      ​*Andrew Martin
    ​
       -Incredible Meditations (Self)

      *Baal Kadmon
       -Experienced Occultist, Scholar
       -Shem HaMephorash
    ​
      *Bashar, Lazaris
    ​
       -Channeled Material
         (Awhile Back)

      *Yogiraj Siddhanath
       -Babaji Parampara

      *SpiritAllies(White/Dark/Black)
        -Heaven/Earth*/Underworld
        --Draconian; My Wings
           Aren't Flammable (13D)
       --Diving Deep In Subconscious
          For An Apokalypsis. Fuck the
          Wings, Crowns, Puritanical
          Dualist Titles, Etc. Such Are
          Beliefs Systems That Filter
          Consciousness.
      *Golgotha:
       -Smashan Kali & Attendants 
        Diksha per Avadhut Aghori
       -To Be A Legitimate Mantrik Is
        The  Greatest Gift/Darsan  I
        Have Ever Been Given 
       -Cannabis Mantrik Prescription
         (DrasticallyDifferExperience)
         (AttachmentsDropWithSelf)

    ​   -Tapas: Required, As Such Will
        Move You "Perspective-Wise"
        From Malkuth To Kether (Raise
        Consciousness) In A "Know
        Thyself
    " Fashion, Where Siddha
        Arts Are Properly Handled By
        "Empty" And Not "Mind" ! 
                  (Virtue Is Religion)  
       -Puja: The Conscious-Act Of
        Directing One's Conscious-Will
        Towards A Higher Vibrational
        Force-Field Of Intelligence,
        Using External "Permission-
        Slips" As An Internal Psycho-
        Gnostic Cocktail, To Manipulate
        The Adept's Conscious-
        Environment Including
        Energy/Mind/Physique
        Complexity To Manifest The 
        Resulting Embodied Frequency
        As The Adept's Conscious-
        Reality !   
       -Tantra: The Artful Weaving Of
        Anthropomorphic-Sound Into
        The Mind/Body To Push The
        Adepts Potential 
                 (Become A Living ? )
       -Antinomian: Many Preach
         Authenticity, But Who Can
         Actually Handle It ? The
         "Awake" Community Has
         Been
    Significantly Lacking In
        The "Wisdom" Department. Be
        Cautious On Who You Choose
        As Your Teachers. 
       -Last Rites: Many Spiritual
        Teachers Attempt To Teach On
        Death, But Would Be Afraid
        When Actually Confronted
        With It, As Evidenced By
        Continuous Lovey-Dovey
        Biased Language. Hence, A
        Special Shot-Out
    To All The
        People Who Have Loved
        And Protected My Family, Who
        Have Brought Us Wisdom As
        They Have Tread Where Others
        Will Even Fear To Simply
        Imagine !   
                     (La Petit Mort) 
       -Darkness Means Ignorance !
                          (Antidote)

         

         TRIDENT MASTERY:   
     *Adept: One who Devotes the     
       Self
    to Seeking the Creator
       using Disciplines of the
       Personality in the work of faith
       and spirit. After having
       adequately balanced the
       preceding Energy Centers, the
       Adept proceeds into indigo-ray
       to Make Contact with Intelligent
       Infinity
    . The Adept may bring
       intelligent Energy through the
       indigo gateway  in order to heal,
       teach, and work for the Creator
       in Ways that are both radiant
        and balanced.
    Whatever the
        outer service, though, the
       adept's Primary Work is not 
       that of doing, but of Being.
       -Ra Contact, Law of One
     *Sat-Guru: "The real blessing of
       the
    Guru comes when your
       knowledge itself sprouts inside
       you ... Everything is beingness
       (Saguna), but I, the Absolute
       (Nirguna), am not that ...
       Spirituality is nothing more than
       understanding this play of
       consciousness--try to find out
       what this fraud is by Seeking its
       Source ... By nature I Am non-
       manifest, yet I Am* manifested,
       but I Am really not manifested.
       Can You live like that, as the
       non-manifest? ... Brahman,
       Isvara, God, all these are names
       given to the Consciousness when
       it is Conscious of Itself."
      -Maharaj, Nisargadatta,
       ConsciousnessAndTheAbsolute

     *Standards:  Nisargadatta
       Maharaj 
    and Ramakrishna have
       been my Benchmark for the
       perspective of "Awake".
       Standards are necessary to sort
       through the herd of "healers"!      
    A conditioned monkey with all       its DNA activated, etc., is still
       subject to conditions.  As Albert
       Einstein stated, "We can't Solve
       problems By using the same
       kind of Thinking we used When     we Created them"
    . (1)

     *Goals: "According* to Tantra*,
       The 
    Ultimate Reality is Chit, or
       Consciousness, which is
       identical 
    with Sat, or Being, and
       with 
    Ananda, or Bliss. This   
       Ultimate 
    Reality, 
       SatChidAnanda, 
    Existence-
       Knowledge-Bliss 
    Absolute, is
       identical with The 
    Reality
       Preached in the Vedas. And
       Man Is Identical with this
       Reality; but under the Influence
       of Maya, or Illusion, he has
       Forgotten his True Nature*. He
       takes to be real a merely
       apparent World of subject and
       object, and this error is the 
       Cause 
    of his Bondage and
       Suffering. 
    The goal of spiritual
       discipline is the rediscovery of   
       his true identity with the divine
    ​   Reality."  

      -Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna  
     *Bindu: "In the Beginning, nearly
       fourteen billion years ago, all
       space and all the matter and all
       the energy of the known
       Universe was Contained in a
       volume less than one-trillionth
       the size of the Period that ends
       this sentence. Conditions were
       so hot, the basic forces of Nature
       that collectively describe the
       universe were Unified. Though
       still unknown how it came into
       Existence, this sub-pinpoint-size
       Cosmos could only Expand.
       Rapidly. In what today we call
       the Big Bang."
      -N.D. Tyson, Astrophysics for
       People in a Hurry
     *Bija: "The Supreme Being can be
       Imagined in two Ways viz., with
       attributes and without. The Sat
       Chit Ananda Shakti (power)
       originated from qualified
       supreme being. From power the
       nada (sound) originated, from
       Sound the Mahabindu. The
       mahabindu split into three viz.,
       Bindu, Nada, and beejam (seed).
       Bindu is Shiva. Beeja is Shakti*.
       Their Union is Nada."
      -Dr. Ramamurthy N, Power of
       Sri Vidya 

     *Prana: "​The life force or spirit of
       an organism has been associated
       with the breath. In the Bible it is
       stated that God Breathed His
       spirit into a lump of clay, giving it
       life. In Theology, the Spirit of
       God or the Holy Ghost is called
       the pneuma, which the
       dictionary defines as 'the vital
       soul or the spirit.' The word
       'Pneuma' comes from the Greek,
       where it means wind, breath or
       spirit, and is akin to the Greek
       'phein' which means to blow,
       breathe. Many oriental religions
       place a special emphasis on
       Breathing as a Means of
       Communion
    with the universal.
       Breathing plays an important
       role in bioenergetics, because
       only through Breathing Deeply
       and Fully
    can one Summon The
       Energy
    for a more Spirited and
    ​   Spiritual Life
    .
      -Lowen, Alexander, M.D., 
       Bioenergetics

     *LowerDantien: "In Internal
       Elixer
    Qigong practice, a
       practitioner
    will build up the Qi
       internally
    through correct
       breathing and
    meditation
       methods. When the
    Qi has been
       built up to an
    abundant level,
       this Qi will then
    be distributed
       outward to
    nourish the entire
       body and
    enhance its vital
       functions ... If 
    one wishes to
       reach the goal of
    longevity and
       spiritual
    enlightenment, Internal
       Elixer
    Qigong practice is
       essential ...
    After you practice
       Embryonic 
    Breathing for a
       period of time,
    you will soon
       Discover that it 
    seems there is
       another world (i.e. S
    piritual
       World
    ) which other
    regular
       people cannot reach."

       -Dr. Yang, Jwing-Ming, 
         
    QigongMeditation
     *Kriya: "The Chinese people
       believe that Human Qi is
       affected and controlled by
       Heaven Qi and Earth Qi, and
       that they in fact determine your
       destiny. Therefore, if you
       understand the relationship
       between nature and people, in
       addition to understanding
       "human relations" (Ren Shi), you
       can predict wars, the destiny of a
       country, a person's desires and
       temperament, and even his
       future. The people who practice
       this profession are called
      "Calculate Life Teachers" (Suan
       Ming Shi)".
    -Dr. Yang, Jwing-Ming
     *Serpent: "In each Human, this 
       energy or Prakriti - the 'big
       bang' energies that Created the
       cosmos - also manifests as
       Prana (breath) or the Gunas 
       (classifications of reality). In the 
       Tantric practices of Shri Vidya, 
       the whole nervous system is 
       activated and, alive with bio-
       electric energy, is consciously 
       collected, focused and brought 
       up through the whole Being*, 
       often by Raising such Energies 
       from the base of the spine to the 
       T.O.P. of the Head. This is
       Visualized as a Red Serpent or
       Goddess called Kundalini or
       Kundalini Shakti*."
      -Sargent, Denny, Naga Magick*
     *Kaula: "The main mediation
       practices of Kaula Marga are
       those that allow adepts to Deify
       themselves Together with the
       whole world around them. These
       Practices are intended to
       Eradicate the samsaric way of
       Perceiving the reality, changing
       it to the divine way of Perceiving
       reality ... The mode of a 
       Jivanmukta* is: 'I am the divinity
       that contains the entire
       universe, and also a single
       psychophysical organism which I
       once used to Consider my Self.
       Being the abyss, I Am boundless,
       infinite, Unwavering, and
       omnipotent. I Enjoy my essence
       and my Universal Expressions.
       Everything that can be perceived
       by the psychophysical system of
       a Human Being whom I used to
       consider myself, are my Joyful
       Manifestations
    ."
     -Jayadhar, Adinath/Siddheswari,  
       Abhichara
     *Sakta: "I am First among those
       worthy of worship. I give True
       Wealth
    to the sacrificer who
       presses out the Offering of
       Devotion with Attention. It is I
       Who have diffused Myself
       throughout existence and made
       Myself known as All the various
       gods. I am the Queen of the
       Cosmos! Through Me alone all
       eat, breathe, see, and hear. Even
       if they know Me not, yet I dwell
       inside them - hear from Me the
       Truth as I speak to you. I give
       Birth to even the supreme Father
       of this All." -Rg Veda X.125.1-8
      (Excerpts/Devi Suktam)

     *Trishul: "Padmasambhava
       taught Secret Mantra, which, in
       its essence, is the entirety of
       Vajrayana ('the Swift Path')
       teachings. Through Secret
       Mantra one may achieve
       enlightenment and liberation
       over the course of a single
       incarnation ... Secret Mantra
       was taught to Padmasambhava
       and demonstrated by
       Vajrayogini, or Pure Wisdom
       Mind, and it was taught via the
       teachings of Vajrakilaya. This
       the Swift Path itself is none
       other than Dorje Phurba, the
       deified Nail of Primordial
       Existence."

       -Fitzgerlald, Robert, Sharp Practice
     *Wrath: "(a) Bhuta means, 'Five 
       elements which constitute this
       body' and Damara means,
       'Terrific or dreadful'. Hence the
       Bhutadamara means, 'The
       Tantra, which can eradicate the
       terror from the body of human
       being; to make them happy and
       joyful like supreme Lord'.   
       (b) Bhuta means, 'Worldly
       pleasures' and Damara means,
       'Fearful or terrible'. Hence the
       complete meaning of it is, 'The
       Tantra, which liberates its
       accomplisher from fears; so that
       he may attain the worldy
       pleasures, by the Grace of Lord
       Sri Krodha Bhairava'.    
       (c) Bhuta means, 'True' and
       Damara means, 'Fear'. Hence
       Bhutadamara means, 'The
       Tantra which establishes the
       truth while eradicating the Fear,
       which is merely an Illusion'."

      -BhutaDamaraTantra, (Mishra, Giri) 
     *MantraYantraMandala: "The
       Devi as Kameshvari is One with
       Kameshvara and the Sadhaka
       thinks of himself as One with
       Devi. The Chhandogya
       Upanishad says that as One
       thinks so he becomes. Practice of
       the ritual transforms the Mind
       itself and what is at first seen
       merely as external Yantra with
       lines, curves and petals becomes
       a pure Mental state in the
       Sadhaka himself. He too is a
       Shri-Yantra and he Realises
       himSelf as such."
       -TantrarajaTantra,
     (Avalon, Arthur) 
     *Sophia: "My Lord, consider well.
       The World consists of knowledge
       and the objects known. Of these
       the objects are non-self and
       perceived by the senses;
       knowledge is self-evident; there
       is no world in the absence of
       knowledge. Knowledge is the
       direct proof of the existence of
       objects which are therefore
       dependent on knowledge.
       Knowledge is dependent on the
       knower for its existence. The
       knower does not require any
       tests for Knowing his own
       existence. The Knower therefore
       is the only Reality behind
       knowledge and objects. That
       which is Self-Evident without
       the
    necessity to be proved is
       alone
    Real; not so other things."
       -Tripura Rahasya v. 86-88
        (Ramanada, Saraswathi)
     *Satsang: "It is consciousness
       itself which is the sacrificer as
       well as the object whom the
       sacrifice is offered and none
       else." -Abhinavagupta, Tantraloka
     *AsAboveSoBelow: "Samkhya
       concerns the macrocosm,
       nature, and the universe, and
       Yoga the microcosm, the internal
       world of the living being ... Yoga
       is the exploration of ourselves,
       this special body, this abode, in
       which our consciousness resides.
       Yoga seeks to analyze the
       structures of our interior
       universe, to study and develop
       the powers that are latent in it,
       and eventually go beyond the
       barriers of the senses, the
       limitations of relative time and
       space that imprison us. The
       Samkhya allows us to transpose
       the elements of Yoga to the
       universal plane and to establish
       correspondence between the
       macrocosm and the microcosm,
       between Universal Man
       (purusha) and individual man
       (jiva)." -Danielou, Alain, WTGP
     *Seer: "The exploration and
       control of his inner universe, by
       making use of the faculties that
       are not limited by the barriers of
       the senses and by mastering
       physical functions, vital
       rhythms, and mental
       mechanisms, enables the adept
       of Yoga to develop powers that
       are normally latent in man.
       These powers are called
       Siddhi(s), accomplishments or
       'godly powers' (aish-varya)".
       -Danielou, Alain, WhileTheGodsPlay
     *AsWithinSoWithout: "To the
       mystic, consciousness, the state
       of awareness, is existence ... The
       mystic knows, however, that the
       realities of his consciousness are
       dual: those things, or particulars,
       which have an objective
       existence, as his body and the
       external world; and those
       realities of his consciousness
       that are inner perceptions,
       arising from deep within himself,
       as emotions, moods,
       inspirations. These latter may
       become an impetus which will
       cause him to have objective
       experiences, but their origin
       seems confined to the ethereal
       nature of his being. To the
       Mystic, the only Separation that
       exists is the Duality of his
       consciousness, the Inclination to
       make a Distinction between the
       Realities of Self and those of the
       Objective World." 
       -Lewis, Ralph M., SanctuaryOfSelf
     *Gnostica: "Who Dreamt and
       Made incarnate Gaps in Time &
       Space through images
       juxtaposed, and trapped the
       Archangel of the soul between 2
       visual images and joined the
       elemental verbs and Set the
       noun and dash of consciousness
       together jumping with sensation
       of Pater Omnipotens Aeterna
       Deus
    " -Ginsberg, Allen, Howl 

     *LeftOvGod: "We are no longer
       afforded the Luxury of laying in
       the dysfunctional comfort of our
       own demise. The Dynamic Force
       is Set into motion, and our lives
       are never the same for it. Toxic
       relationships crumble to dust,
       houses of cards fall, and only
       through strength, awareness and
       surrender will we have an
       Understanding of what is
       actually happening; the Process
       of true liberation ... Resistance
       and fear is what makes the
       Journey painful. Surrender can
       be a great act of Liberation. It is
       the difference between choosing
       to Stand in the Eye of the Storm,
       or to choose to allow ourselves
       to get trapped and caught up in
       the Chaotic Debris of the
       External and Illusory world".
      -Hazim, Mimi, Set; Fury of Egypt

     *Plaintiff:* "Look into your mind
       and see the circular patterns of
       thought, the Obsessions that
       keep you Stuck in helpless
       Repetition. We love to think we
       have freedom of choice, but how     can we consider our choices
       Free when our mind, the motor
       behind our decision making,     
       isnt? ... See the trappings of your
       desire for what they are: a Trap. 
       Even if you become a Master of
       the world outside, you will never
       be free unless you Master the
       world Inside. You will forever be
       a slave to wants over which you
       have no control ... Death to the
       mind. Death to the Ego. Death to
       all impostors that claim the
       Throne of Self. Death is the
       Gateway that leads to Rebirth.
       The Secrets of Thaumiel are
       Waiting."
      -Velasco, Cristian, RitesofLucifer
                (channeled message) 

     *Maya: "The you that You think
       is  you is not you. It is a Dream
       you.  In Fact, the You that You
       think is You is a dreamer Inside
       a Dreamer
    inside a dreamer
       Inside A Dreamer. You are the
       King of the universe, who has
       fallen asleep and is dreaming he
       is the Queen, who has fallen
       asleep and is dreaming she is
       the Prince, who has fallen
       asleep and is dreaming he is a
       sleeping Princess ... Don't Worry
       if none of This makes any Sense
       to you right now. It is enough to 
       Remember that Realization of 
       One* is the second-to-last goal
       of all Qabalists. The final goal is
    ​   to attain the consciousness of 
       Nothing."  -Duquette, Lon Milo, 
       ChickenQabalah

     *Neti, Neti: The "I Am" (Guru-
       Oneness) is 9D Ego-Death 
       (Supernal Triad), the Higher
       Self/Holy Guardian Angel
    is 6D
       (Tiphareth) above the astral
       realms (Yesod).  The mundane
       world, is fabricated from
       consciousness flowing down the
       tree into the conceptual mind
       (Malkuth). The "Not I"
       (Nothingness)  has No Egoic
       Agenda
    (Unconditional Love)
       nor phenomenal experience as
       with nondual "I Am". Hence, the
       adage "If You Meet The Buddha 
       On The Road, Kill Him!" For
       everything that "Arises", is
       simply just  "Seen".   Now, what
       about the "Seer"?
                 (not this, not this)

     *Qliphoth: "The Dark Path is a 
       spiritual and existential process 
       in which Man* opens up the
       Gate to the Darkest corners of
       the Soul. Entering the
       Qliphothic regions is a
       demanding process and Few
       Individuals
    possess the Strength
       to Confront
    what is  Hidden in
       the Dark
    . The Qabalah 
       illustrates how all old wastes, 
       both from man's Psyche
       and from the creation of
       the universe, are gathered in
       the Qliphotic underworld ... In
       the center of the underworld,
       the persistent seeker will
       encounter the Bringer of Light
       who transmits answers to the
       great questions regarding
       existence, or as the Swiss
       psychologist Carl Gustav
       Jung stated: 'Enlightenment 
       consists not in the seeing of
       luminous shapes and visions, but
       in making the darkness visible.'
       When undertaking an in-depth
       study of the Qabalah we can
       find The Same Message, which
       silently reveals that death is the
       gate of life, and that the
       strongest Light can be found in
       the Darkest Abyss." 
       -Karlson, Thomas, Qabalah,  
        Qliphoth, and Goetic Magic 

     *BlackMadonna: "The profound
       beauty of Babalon has become
       terrible, in this sense She is the
       blackest Goddess. When we
       release the energy of these
       archetypes it is raw and often
       Frightening, these aspects of our
       self, so long neglected, have gone
       feral, abandoned alone in the
       dark. To be true to the famous
       occult maxim 'Know Thyself' it is
       imperative that we explore not
       only the highest heavens but
       also the deepest hells. There is
       beauty that can be experienced
       here and now. Eden is right
       where we are, if we can only
       learn to see it ... The essence of
       Union with Babalon is letting go
       and experiencing the Unity we
       once knew. First of all we have to
       realise that letting go is
       something we all need to do ...
       Now, before you get too cosy
       with the idea, the Orgasm we
       are talking about here is one
       where the Ego Goes Bang. The
       self is annihilated. Utterly. This is
       the Secret of Babalon. This is the
       path of life but Paradoxically
       that of Death and Destruction." 
      -Grey, Peter, The Red Goddess

     *Ph.D.:   In opposing  (Triggers) 
       anything, you're still playing
       (Judging) the game (Lila) of 
       duality (Samsara). What you
       oppose, is still God, as there is
       nothing against You but your
       own Monkey Mind interpreting
       evolutionary spirit contracts
       through dualist analysis, 
       where a Black Goddess with
       a sharpened tongue knows
       that being "Loving" is not
       always "Lovey Dovey".  

     *Aeon: The Distorted 
       patriarchy is simply the belief
       systems of Lack in a
       Competitive environment,
       ingrained in Both Genders. Post
       Matriarchy and Her distortions.
       It is the age of the Feminine
       attempting to save her Dying
       God
    (Kali Yuga), to Produce The
       Age
     of Horus, where "Every Man
       And Every Woman
    Is A Star*".
       -Crowley, Aleister, BookofLaw

     *Magick: "It's OK to live an epic
       life. Just make sure it's epic for
       the right reasons. Devote your
       whole body, mind, spirit ... and
       even your self-care, rest,
       moments of indulgence, to the
       Benefit of All. Open hearts, blow
       minds and reveal new realities.
       Don't merely Consume life;
       create life. Everything is
       Possible."  -Massaro, Bentinho,

       (FB 5/12/18)

     *MotleyFool: "The Man who
       really wants to find out whether
       or not there is a state beyond the
       framework of time, must be free
       of Civilization; that is, he must
       be free of the collective will and
       stand alone. And this is an
       essential part of Education: to
       learn to Stand Alone so that you
       are not Caught either in the will
       of the many Or in the will of
       One, and Are Therefore Capable
       of DiscoveringForYourSelf what
       is True.
    "

       -Krishnamurti, ThinkOnTheseThings
     *Magus: "Shamanism essentially
       consists in a specific relation to a
       Tutelary Spirit, which is
       manifested by the Spirit's taking
       hold of the Shaman as its
       medium, or by its Entering into
       the Shaman to invest Him with
       higher knowledge and powers,
       above All with Dominion over
       (other) Spirits."
       -Eliade, Mircea, Shamanism
     *InNomineDraconis: "The Gates 
       of flesh, once open, cannot be
       closed again. The invoked
       Energies will transform you from
       within, rebuilding and
       restructuring your spiritual
       centers, forever Merging with
       your soul. When you open
       yourself to the primal Current of
       the Dragon, it will flow into your
       life, changing it from the very
       foundations ... The Powers of
       gods and spirits manifesting
       from Within are yours to
       Command and can be directed
       upon a Target. You may choose
       to use them for self-initiatory
       purposes, such as to Fortify your
       spiritual body, build protective
       shields around Yourself, open
       your inner Eyes and strengthen
       your Inner Vision or Transform
       your Consciousness through the
       Alchemy of Your Soul." 
       -Mason, Asenath*, GrimoireTiamat
     *SongOfSongs: "More Specific to
       The mythopoetic Sensibility

       cultivated by many Qabalists is 
       an Envisioning of God's Unity in
       Heteroerotic terms, An onto-
       theological Assumption that
       Undergrids the Positive
       Valorization of Sex as a Theurgic
       Means to Maintain the Balance
       of Forces in The Divine and, by
       Extension, in The Universe. I am
       Quick to Add, However, that The
       Theurgical cannot Be separated 
       
    from the Deeply Sexual Nature
       of
    the Mystical experience
       Attested
    in kabbalistic
       Literature. This is
    not to say that
       traditional K
    abbalah celebrates
       the Sexual
    as such, but, rather,
       that the M
    odes of Rhetoric
       Enlisted
    to
    describe the Inner
       Workings
    of
    the Divine, and to
       Account for
    the Ecstatic
       Experiences
    therewith, are
       Infused with T
    ropes of
       Sexuality."
    -Wolfson, Elliot, R.,
        
    MurmuringSecrets: HiddenIntercourse
     *Lingam: "It is Darkness that
       makes man shine brightest. It is
       the Destiny of things in the land
       of Osiris. Do you know Magic?
       Can you Utter the name of your
       soul and bring yourself back to
       light? Can you Speak your
       destiny, create life for yourself
       from yourself as Temu created
       Ra? From the Light of your works
       do you know who you are? I am a
       phoenix, A Soul Sparking, a
       tongue of fire burning up flesh. I
       consume myself and rise. I am
       light of the Light, keeper of the
       book of my Becomings: what
       was, what is, what will be. I am
       Osiris, a god and the ashes of
       Man. I am the skin he takes on
       and sheds. I am the cord that
       binds him from this world to the
       next. I am his excrement. I am his
       forms. I am Osiris forever,
       forever changing, Eternal as day,
       Everlasting as night. Can it Be
       said More Plainly ? Life and
       death are One. Osiris and Ra.
       I Am the lightning bolt, the
       erection, the resurrection and
       The Power of regeneration." 
       -Awakening Osiris, 
    (Normandi, Ellis)
     *Aryan: "A supramental or
       gnostic race of beings would not
       be a Race made according to a
       single type, Moulded in a Single
       fixed pattern; for The Law of the
       Supermind is Unity fulfilled in
       Diversity, and therefore there
       would be an infinite diversity in
       the Manifestation of the gnostic
       consciousness Although that
       consciousness would still be One
       in its basis, in its Constitution, in
       its all Revealing and All-Uniting
       Order."-Sri Aurobindo, 
    LifeDivine

     *Shanti: "There was Nothing
       More
    to Conquer: an ocean of
       peace
    lay before me. To be free,
       as I 
    then knew myself to be, is to
       realize that all conquest is vain,
       even the Conquest of self, which 
       is the last act of Egotism. To be
       joyous is to carry the ego to its
       last summit and to deliver it
       triumphantly. To know Peace is
       total: it is the moment after,
       when the surrender is complete,
       when there is no longer even the
       consciousness of surrender.
       Peace is at the center and when
       it is attained The Voice issues
       forth in praise and benediction.
       Then The Voice carries far and
       wide, to the outer-most limits of
       The Universe."
       -Miller, Henry, ColossusOfMaroussi
     *Professional Advice: Just as You
       don't stick Everyone in the
       boardroom, You don't stick
       everyone's Opinions in THE
       "Think-Tank"!

     

     --Thank You Baaba, For Teaching
       Me
    , Not To Be An "Ocean/Drop" 
       Returning To The Ocean, But To
       "Become"A Drop Of "Oil" !
       (To Be A Reflective Drop With
         The Ability To Also Be A 
        Wave That Shakes The Ocean)
     --For Goddess Kali, For Courting
        Me Intensely These Last Seven
        Years (2020); Know Thyself
        While Bringing Me Home !

     --Before Approaching Me
        As Your Mirror, I Want You
        To Know One Thing ...
                     AGHORI NATH!


    ​
    I cite and give recommendations  all throughout my blog for Adepts to continue research. However, please note that I'm not a spokesperson to any of these individuals.  Moreover, support may not be mutual as all are allowed their own individuated ability to discern. However, each Adept should discern Teachers in general, definitely not by their abilities, but by the teacher's own Authentic presentation and Inner Harmony, especially in relation to external attachments. The limited hormonal joys of Samsara do not compare to the unlimited bliss of "I Am".

    ("I Am" being the generic term or Entry-Point, where it is the "Not-I", or the "Void" that Permeates the Adept, where the Adept loses Personalization (Ego-Death) to the Character in Samsara and Becomes a Vessel Housing the Primal Current. Hence, Self-Realization is the Yoga which Yokes the Pre-Source Absolute (Para-Brahman) and the One Infinite-Potential Source (Brahman) with the Human Vessel. Such Accomplished Adepts (Tiphareth-Higher Self) Seeking This Kingdom (Kether-Self Realization) of Heaven Within Themselves Are Truly Capable of Becoming Mirrors in Saying "I and the Father are One". 
    -John 10:25-38.)  

    "But who prays for Satan? Who in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most, our one fellow and brother who most needed a friend yet had not a single one, the one sinner among us all who had the highest and clearest right to every Christian's daily and nightly prayers, for the plain and unassailable reason that his was the first and greatest need, he being among sinners the supremest?"
    -Mark Twain, Autobiography*
    Do What Thou Wilt Shall Be The Whole Of The Law. Love Is The Law, Love Under Will."
    -Crowley
    (Meaning: "Dance As Is If No One Is Looking") (Yes An Asshole, But Who Else Has Left/Disclosed Work-Product Like Him? Such Is The Attitude Of A Proper Researcher With a Legitimate Practice!)
    The true sorcerer knows that non-ordinary experience leads to expanded perception, which in turn leads to expanded capabilities for the sorcerer." 
    -A.W. Dray, 
    ​Nox Infernus
    How can I be substantial if I do not cast a shadow? I must have a dark side also If I am to be whole."
    -C.G. Jung,
    Modern Man In Search Of Soul
    Yoga Is Restraining The Mind Stuff (Citta) From Taking Various Forms (Vritta)."
    -Vivekananda
    You are Kali, the Origin of all things. After Dissolution, You alone remain!"
    -Shiva to Devi
    Mahanirvana///Tantra IV.32-33
    A person who worship the Kalika, worships in person as it were all the Gods like Visnu, Brahma, Siva, Gauri, Laksmi, Ganapati, Sun and all the other Deities." 
    -RavanSanhita, 
    Kala/Maha/Indra/Jaal
    If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite."
    -William Blake*
    Look, you have been informed of everything. Lift up your eyes and behold the cloud and the light that is within it and the stars that are circling it. And the star that leads the way is your star."
    -Jesus*, Gospel/Judas
    "We know and understand ideas such as underworld and heaven, earth and humans and animals. Yet, when we project our consciousness beyond the limiting confines of these human constructs we come to the realization that the roots find their sustenance and cause within the luminous darkness. For many, we witness for the first time, that all is a manifestation of the beautiful and terrifying 
    nothing: that vast and awe-inspiring eternal cosmic night. The chaos of the beginning, that black and abyssal sea of naught - from which has sprung the Tree of Life and Being and Wisdom; and whose roots suckle upon the nourishing substance that is the foundation of the very stars ... a tree stretching up to heaven from the very depths of the abyss itself!"

    -Patrick J. Larabee, 
      The Vulvic Trans-Missionary
    Coronavirus: 
    1. Dr. Lauren Cielo (1)
    2. Indigo Light
    ​3. Baal Kadmon
    ​
    4. Mooji (1)
    ​5. Bentinho Massaro 
    6. Crystal Heinemann
    ​
    7. Andrew Martin
    8. Noam Chomsky
    9. Story Waters
    10. Smallpox Blankets* 
           (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)

    Current Times:
    1. Bentinho (1)
    2. Dr. Lauren Cielo
       -Lightworkers Guide (#173)
         (Free Link On Email Signup)
       -Psychic Deconditioning

    3. Rutherford Institute​*
    ​
    4. George Carlin
    ​
    5. Cons. Rights (Activists)
    6. Indigo Light
         -Harvest
    7. Gratitude
    ​
    8. Master Co
    9. Eckhart Tolle
    ​
    10. Nithyananda (2:38:30)
    11. Adyashanti
    ​
    12. Nithyananda
         -Ahimsa
    13. Mooji
         -Don't Be Distracted
    14. Bentinho
         -Oppression Conditioning
         -Activism
    15. Bridget Nielson
    ​
    16. Bentinho 
        -Relationship Fallacy
         -People Simply Matching
          Each Others' Delusional
          ConditioningS (  .  ) (  !  )(  ?  )
        -Being Alone Has Been My
          Psychological Health And
          Happiness, While Others
         Judge Appearances And
         Want You To Fit Their
         Conditioned Pictures. 

       -Adepts Must Bring
        Themselves To Self By Their
        Own
    Conviction
    To Hold 
        "Awareness" Geared
         Inwards Towards
         "Nothingness" (Not 
         "Manifestations"), With
         The Door (Memory
         Installation) Opened By A
         Legitimate Guru Whose
         Been To The Absolute. 

    17. Jesus / Christ
           -WWJD?
           -Middle Road
           -Beatitudes
          -A Shepherds Greatest
           "Present"
    ​      -Testify( ! )(That, I Am)

                    "StayTrue
             NoMatterWhat"

                -TheRuthless

    ​
            Brave New World
                   (Est. 1984)
       Franklin D. Roosevelt*
      -
    Journalism
    ​
      -Nature of the Beast
    ​
      -Voting * 
      -
    Citizenship
       (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)
      -Civic Duties
       (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8) 
      -Civil Service 
    ​
       (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)
      -Civil Discourse *
       (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)
      -Civil Defense
       (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)
    ​  -Civic Learning 
       (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)

      -Civil Governance *   
    ​   (1)(2)(3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)
      -Civil Finances​  (1)(2)
       (3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)(9)
      -Civil Society    (1)(2)
       (3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)(9)
    ​  -Civil Welfare  (1)(2)
       (3)(4)(5)(6)(7)(8)(9)
    ​  -Civil Care   (1)(2)(3)
       (4)(5)(6)(7)(8)(9)(10)
      -Civil Liberties (1)(2)(3)
       (4)(5)(6)(7)(8)(9)(10)(11)

      -Civil Costs (1)(2)(3)(?)
        (4)(5)(6)(7)(8)(?)(9)(10)
      -Civil Pride (1)(2)(3)(?)(4)
        (5)(6)(7)(8)(9)(10/10/
       10)(11)(12/12)(?)(13)
    ​    (144)
      -Civil Leadership (1)(2)
        (3)(4)(?)(5)(?)(6)(7/7)(8)
        (9)(10)(11)(12)(13/13)
        (14/14)(15)(?)(16)(17)        (?)(18)(19)(?)(21)(22)
        (23)(24)(?)(25)(26)(27)
        (28)(?/?/?)(29/29)(30)
    ​    (31)(?)
      -Civil Disturbances (1)
    ​    (2)(?)(3)(4)(5/5)(6)(7)
        (8/8)(9)(10/10/10/10)
        (11)(12/12)(13/13/13/
         13/13)(14)(15)
      -Civil Order (1)(2)(3)(4)
        (5)(6)(7)(8)
      -Civil Authority (1)(2)(3)
        (4)(5)(6)(7/7)(8)(9)(10)
        (11)(12)(13)(14)
        (15/15)(16)(17/17/17)
    ​    (18)
            "
    Read.My.Lips". -CIA!
    ​      
    "GodBlessTheUSA!"
     "OneNationUnderGoD!"
          (EmergencyExit -Ra)
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    Consumer Advice:
    In My extensive Studies from 2014-current, I've looked at Many teachers/healers via differ topics. I would Study astrology, tarot, energy healers, channelers, and would cross-match to assess Credibility, Efficiency, and attempt to create an evidentiary Standard somewhat akin to "Peer-Review" material, In a Budding Field that Has not Received much Respect in the Professional Community. 

    I've Personally sought Self-Mastery, which I would currently De-fine( * ) as Self-Realization (Spirituality) and Self Actualization (Materiality)  for which I Have Found Left Hand Path ("L . H . P .") Practices to be Superior, but Dangerous without Light Worker Chakra Clearing material. Those on the L . H . P . study Everything where Their work-product is By Far the most well-researched and Collaborative Efforts have created incredible "peer review" like Work-Product.

    As such, I tried to leave a "Paper-Trail" of my path for others similarly situated, as I was continuously directed by Kali Ma since 2015, a difficulty as I have been disclosing occult and potentially dangerous secrets, where the audience appears to be "Lovey Dovey" Lite Workers/Wisdomless-Nondual Conversionists who had no problem utilizing My Work Product for their Businesses, but would then Talk Trash (bring out the White Paint) as they are Clueless about my Practices. 


    In including numerous citations and naming individuals who were the best in my path, I was expecting to hold a group of individuals that I felt could help different adepts with different parts of their journey and will have a better understanding of what is in the spiritual market. Allow people to choose the tools on their path, be personally empowered on their journey, but also understand Advaita as the intended goal when ready, as not everyone desires the last push into the Absolute. 

    Nonetheless, I realized something else was at play, "Spiritual Capitalism". In the above-listed name-group, I had strategically placed terms such as "Guru" or "Best" not necessarily to place a "Rank", but to see Who would throw the Tantrums and  Weed Out the Haters. Let's just say as a Business Litigation Attorney, I am absolutely Shocked* at Numerous spiritual Businesses, each attempting to Glorify Themselves by essentially generically talking shit about other people's modalities. I would Welcome informed critique that assists in growth, but such Arguments have not been Presented.  In addition, I'm absolutely Aware that People are Clueless about the LHP and Gnosis, but Yet I have to sit Through generic, and contradictory Mouths of Businesses attempting to Keep their Clientele, where I've realized Who is more Awake does Matter where the Adepts time and resources are Valuable in the Business Market.  

    In other words, I was provided a huge lesson in Spiritual Capitalism, and actually learned a lot of "What-Not-To-Do", from a Professional / Standard. Many of the individuals that I have grown up around, Indians (dot and feather) held abilities and teachings, but were/are not allowed to sell, videotape, or brag, as also true of mystery school initiates. Moreover, I'm consistently seeing "Lovey Dovey" "White-Washing" meaningless marketing Language which Includes all sorts of cultural appropriation, meant to target those attempting to manage certain emotions. (Ambulance Chasing)

    Again, my attempt was to create the widest Blanket possible to help as many people as I possibly could, based on the information, techniques, and individuals I discovered. It has been difficult to see that people have not been on the same page of wanting to share and assist with each other, in a professional dignified manner. 

    Seriously, we are in times where everyone wants to be a Guru, Goddess, Awake, King etc., where I Hoped that we should At Least Try to help each other lessen our Suffering in our Journey to find our own Empowerment. Seriously, with all the abundance, the crowns, luxurious high vibrational manifestations, etc., if you can't clean your own toilet, I'm not sure what you Mastered?
    COMMANDMENT:
    "My Guru TOLD ME that CONSCIOUSNESS (A)lone IS the GURU, all other DEVELOPMENTS sprouted WITHIN me. The FRUIT should GROW on YOUR own PLANT. I SHOULD not
    SOW MY UNDERSTANDINGS in YOU (  .  )"
     
    ​
    -Maharaj, N.,  
    Consciousness&Absolute
    AUTHORITY:
    "It is in a SENSE like an empty body is walking around in an empty universe. It is like a transparency to it. And it is like the "LIGHT" of "FORMLESS AWARENESS" just shines through it. And also that is empty and transparent to THE FACT that EVEN THAT LIGHT is not SUBSTANTIAL. Has no substance. Even that LIGHT IS AN ILLUSION. So it is VERY much like LUCID DREAMING, KNOWING that you are dreaming, while you're dreaming. KNOWING that you are not in any way, shape, or form this UNIVERSE. And yet here YOU are, Or here YOU are not, but PLAY is HAPPENING (  .  )"
    -    B    .   Massaro   , 
    TheAbsolute(GuidedMed); Asheville,  N  C  . 
    DISCLAIMER: 
    "ThE DARK motHER is the most PRIMAL FORCE in the UNIVERSE  (    .    )  ThiS  FORCE cAn be UseD fOr TRANSFORMATION and SELF-EMPOWERMENT 
    ​(    ,    )   bUt it is diffiCULT to HARNESS and often MISUNDERSTOOD (   .   ) To even glimpse INTO HER complexity and POWER can be THE WORK of a LIFETIME (  .  )
    If YOU invoke HER into YOUR LIFE, 
    SHE will DISSOLVE all yoUr BOUNDARIES, LIMITATIONS and PERSONAL INHIBITIONS  (  .  ) SHE will CONFRONT YOU with ALL your FEARS and CAUSE all ISSUES, struGGles, DOUBTS, and WEAKNESSES to come up to THE SURFACE. SHE will ruthlessly CUT THE TIES that BIND YOU with what is not NECESSARY to walk her path, LIBERATING YOU  from attachments and OPENING way to COMPLETE RECONSTRUCTION of your PERSONAL UNIVERSE. S.H.E. WILL make you REEVALUATE YOUR BELIEFS, question yoUr goals and TRANSFORM YOUR PERSPECTIVES (  .  ) Once YOU step INTO the WOMB of the UNIVERSE yOu will neveR be the S.A.M.E (  .  ) YoUr VIEWS will cHANGe (  .  ) YoUr FEELINGS will be DIFFERENT 
    (  .  ) Your AMBITIONS and GoalS  WILL be TRANSFORMED (  .  )  YOU wilL  NeVer look At THE WORLD 
    ​ArOuNd yOu THE WAY you SAW it BEFORE (  .  ) THERE is NO TURNING BACK fr(O/m)  t.h.i.s. PROCESS (  . /.  )"

        -   Mason, Asenath    ,   
    TheWitch/Blood/Kala!
    AMMIT:
    "IN the THEOLOGY of
    SHAIVA SIDDHANTA, the CONTRADICTION between a transcendent AND an immanent DEITY is RESOLVED by DIVIDING REALITY into three parts: pati (GOD), pacu (SOUL), and paca (WORLDLY BONDS). PATI is TRANSCENDENT. Pacu, like pati, is FORMLESS and ALL-PERVASIVE, but it never STANDS alone; PACU is IMMANENT, a MANIFESTATION of the DIVINE in CONCRete FORM. Pati and pacu both POSSESS icca (emotion),
     jnana (intellect), AND kriya 
    ​
    (will), but PACU is also TAINTED by PACA (  .  ) With THE HELP of the DIVINE ENERGY (SHAKTI), the SOUL may be LIBERATED from PACA and LED to PATI. SHAKTI, the DIVINE ENERGY of a DEITY, FURNISHES (t)HE 
    ​
    TRANSCENDENT deity SHIVA with FORM(s) - that IS, makes HIM concrete AND iMManENT ( 
    .  )"
     
    -Collins, Elizabeth F., 
    (
    PiercedByMurugan'sLance!)
    : CRAFTWORK :
    "The "ONE" of Parmenides, the Spinoza's pantheism, and the UNIVERSAL SOUL or Brahman are VARIANT EXPRESSIONS of the same universe OR space-time. In this CONTEXT, quantum mechanics MAY have JURISDICTION over THEM, BECAUSE "it WORKS in ALL 
    POSSIble EXPERI/MENTAL situations"( . ) That STATE OF AFFAIRS will FORCE US to REDEFINE our CONCEPT of "SPIRITUALITY" by ACKNOWLEDGING the PHYSICAL or SPACE-TIME nature of MANY so-called SPIRIT manifestations. The "
    ONENESS" with the universal soul REVEALS ITSELF to be "ONENESS" with SPACE-TIME, the physical COSMOS with all its AVATARS or MANIFESTATIONS. By the same TOKEN, MATTER is no longer SEEN as the VILE, the inferior MANIFESTATION
    of EXISTENCE, the NONCONSCIOUS element of THE UNIVERSE, but as an entity that is INTRINSICALLY, ESSENTIALLY psychic or spiritual, sharing that SAME pan-psychic field with ALL HIGHER beings in the EVOLUTIONARY ladder of SPACE-TIME. Furthermore, the terms shadow matter, dark matter, and  invisble matter convey A NEW concept OR a VARIANT OF MATTER not MADE of ATOMS and MOLECULES, but RATHER a PHYSICALITY comPARABLE to THAT OF LIGHT
    in its PARTICULate FORM OR PHOTON and its WAVE FUNCTION or PURE ENERGY. ThUs, SHADOW MATTER known as AXION and WIMPs is a PHYSICALITY, a FORCE that CAN manifest itSELF as particle OR wave (
    . ) IT is IMMATERIAL in essence WHILE BEING
    physi/CAL LiK(A)
    ALL ENERGY FIELDS ( . )"

    -Reginald Crosley ,  M.D.
    TheVodouQuantumLeap!
    STAFF:
    "The QUALITY OF POSSESSION is in my OPINION directly dependent ON THE tronco or the SOLIDITY of the HOUSE. The more STEADY the GOOD tronco is, the more RELIABLE the
    SPIRIT COMMUNICATION 
    is, and THE NEED FOR total possession is lessened. When the TRONCO IS GOOD, it appears as if THE WHOLE ROOM is SATURATED IN SPIRIT and it is often sufficient to place ONESELF under the INSPIRATION of this CLOUD of SPIRITUAL FIRE flowing around the SACRED SPACE. A good TRONCO serves as a steady FOUNDATION for the cult that SHEDS it skin in CELEBRATING 
    each NEW NIGHT upon
    THE EARTH."
    -Frisvold, Nochlaj,
    PombaGira & theQuimbanda
    BELOVED:
    "She is Divine Wisdom forged in Hellfire" (  .  ) 
    -Exu Maioral via N. Frisvold
    PombaGira & theQuimbanda
    COMMUNION;
    "Every SPIRITUAL PATH makes use of SPECIFIC, exact, and functional SYMBOLS which ACT not on the MIND and imagination ALONE, but RADIATE A POWER
    that CAUSES atmospheric, PERSONAL, and ENVIRONMENTAL CHANGE
    ... The exact EFFECTS of these SYMBOLS are often UNNOTICED, EVEN by THE BEARERS of the SIGNS. Their energy STEWS WITHIN THEM and DRIFTS from their CENTER, affecting a RADIUS OF INFLUENCE 
    around THEM. SOME are MADE to CALM while OTHERS will CONTROL( . )The RARER, and THE more POTENT  ONES are THOSE which LEAD TO automatic ASCENT,
    imparting ON ALL WITHIN their sway THE FORCE and THE intuition TO BEGIN rising
    INTO 
    HIGHER states OF being AND
     UNDERSTANDING ( . )" 

    -E.A. Koetting,
    Spider & Green Buttterfly 
    RELIGION:
    "Human BEINGS in a mob.
    What's a MOB to a king?
    What's a KING to a GOD?
    What's a GOD to a non-believer,
    Who don't
    BELIEVE in AnyTHING?
    Will he MAKE IT OUT alive ?
    Alright, ALRIGHT . . . "

    -Frank Ocean,
    NoChurchInTheWild
    LET'S DANCE:
    "This is Asmodeus' Greatest teaching: Find it first Within Yourself, and Then the Outside World will Appear as A+ better Reflection of a Better Person !"
    -E.A. Koetting, 
    Asmodeus :--> TheLordofLust
    ​
    (! Yajna !)

    PERSEPHONE: 
    Welcome
    To The
    Nightside !​
    ​​- Descension !
    ( Throw
     ! )


    ​SHIVO/HAM :
    1. Technique (1/1)(2/2/2)
    2. Bind (1)(2)(3)(4)(5/5)
    3. Open/Know Thyself
    ​4. Integrate (1)(2)
    ​5. Ascend (1)(2)(3)
    ​​6. Be (1)(2)
    ​7. Ground
    8. Awake
    9. E = m (c ^ 2)
    10. Radiate
    ​
    11. Gu-Ru !
    12. All That Is
    13. ?
    In Summation :
    HEAVEN   /   HEL(L)!
    "Become the Observer of the observer of reality" (  .  )
    -  E.A. Koetting   ,
    Lucifer, The Enlightener
     :   HAMSA   :
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