Ammit, Esq. (MLK)
Peacock Angel v. Ineffable Name
(Genesis 3:5)(Adam)

BENSON TURNER:
COURTROOM UPANISHADS
"KILL ME MOTHERFUCKER ... OR KILL YOURSELF!"
-NOW! (After Over 1 Year Of Near-Daily Slicing Your Throat) -March 7, 2023

KIKE MENTOR-KRACKER AFFILIATION:
"Whose Better, Than To Use Your Skull, As An Offering Bowl?"
-Baal,
Vital Life Essence
(4:31pm: Benson Turner, Release The Curses-Control You Have On Marcel Turner. We Have Spirit Contracts Together. You Curse Him, I Feel It Tightening Up In Me. In Other Words, You Cursed My Family So Much, I'm At The Point Where I Feel Every Subtle Difference As You Have Thrown Many Off Their Path. That's Why There Was A Holocaust, A "Black Sun" Goetic Response. To "Know The Name of G-d" is "To Be G-d", As In "Mantra".).
-The Demiurge,
The Original (THE "Bohemian" Grove)

MICHAEL TURNER:
Your Skull, Isn't Even Worth Being A Toilet Bowl.
-"Dragon" Curb-Stomping An "El",
Michael Finn
(If you Father is "Finn", may every Jew and Freemason go straight to hell)
(Dilmun: "Adam" Is Mesopotamian "Livestock")
("Ea": Thagirion)

Tablet of Destiny (Ineffable Name):
A. Enlil "El": Ark of the Covenant
B. Marduk: Tower of Babel (Bab-il: "Gate of God")
C. Ishtar: Book of Revelations
-Moses,
Jacobs Ladder/Sinai (Isaiah 14:12)

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"Helter Skelter"
-Dedicated to the "White Mike's"


-The Pyramidion,
The Picture of Dorian Gray

("When the Qabalah is proven true, should every Jew be thrown back into a gas chamber?"
-Dedicated to Benson Turner and his Family (Jewish-Freemasons; Pro Israel)
(Dedicated to the Children "Marcel" and "Hannah". Fuck your Jewish family members for hiding behind their children in order to "rape" the non-Jews. The only reason anyone has done anything for your family, is because of you two, where the rest of your family showed me the true definition of a "Kike". Onita Turner, aka "Dr. Stretch Armstrong", may you be a poster child for abortions. Michael Turner aka White Mike aka Kike Mike, may you be a poster child for neutering men. Benson Turner, may you be curb-stomped in front of all of Israel)

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A. Jews (Turkey-Syria-Canaan-Phoenician-Mesopotamian-Egypt/Nubia-Greek-Israel)
B. Christians (Gnostic-Heretic-Catholic)(Qabalist-Rosicrucian-Freemason-Protestant) 
C. Muslims (Prophet: Reinforced "Judaism" Propaganda With Their Own National Identity)
D. Freemason (Knights Templar - Order of Assassins)(Every Occult Group)
E. Lawyers (AVVO: Censorship / Anti-Oath / Conflicts of Interest / Retarded)
F. Historians (Who Control The Past Now Controls The Future, Who Controls The Present Now ... )


1. Have you figured out who you are worshipping? 
(Fraud/Negligence/Intentional Infliction of Emotional Distress/Robbery-Burglary/Trespass/RICO/etc.)
A. El / Baal / Ishtar - Ineffable Name (Adonis) / Enlil - Tablet of Destiny  (Canaan or Mesopotamian)
B. YHVH (Hyksos-Egypt "Exodus" and Pharaoh Interpretative "Moses")
C. Yeshua/Jesus/YHShVH (Marconian 144AD)(Martinist)
D. Tubal Cain (Ahiram Sarcophagus)(Hebron / "Ineffable Name")(Chaldean "Bil-Kan") (Gnostic Archon)


2. Have you figured out what you are building?
(Divide and Conquer/Scatter and Gather/Diaspora-Medieval Occultism-Thule Society)
A. Foundation Stone-City Temple (Yarikh-Jericho)(Salim-Jerusalem)
B. Ark of the Covenant (Egyptian-Commandments/Bark/Aron)(Fetish-Power Item)
C. Catholic (Persian Magi, Zoroastrian "Mithraic" Constantine, Arimanius-Dark Matter)
D. Kaaba Stone (Nabatean Pantheon - Square Baeytlus With Stone)("Abraham"-Persian/Indian)
 E. New Atlantis (Francis Bacon - Freemason / Protestant Religious "Freedom")
F. Manifest Destiny (Washington - Freemason)
G. Israel (Abel-Judaism)(Cain-Freemason)
H. Interest Rates (Estate Plan: Mesopotamia - Israel)


White Supremacy:
If You Fall Into The Above Category, 
And Cannot Answer The Following In Providing Rebuttals,
May Your Children Be Sent Straight To Your Hells!
-Deut. 34:7


White Privilege:
The only option people of color have,
to support the misnomer of "All Lives Matter",
is to buy a gun.
-Reverse White Supremacy,
Reverse White Mentality
Reverse White Economy
Reverse White Slavery
Reverse White Social Conditioning
Reverse White Eugenics


Jewish Rabbis
Why Was Hitler Called "Messiah" By The German People?
If You Can't Answer That Question, 
May The Torah Be Used As Toilet-Paper In Tzoah Rotachat,
Right Where You "Nationalists" Put Jesus!
-Ethics,
Jesus v. Commandments

​
Messiah
What The Fuck Can Your goD,
Do For This Planet,
Other Than Glorify Whiteness?
-Build A Ship To Mars,
With Your Tax Dollars


Anti-Defamation League:
Truth is always a defense.
-The Gentile,
Subtle Propaganda
(Jew = The Original Anti-Semite / Canaan - Land of Milk and Honey - Pact) 


Discovery:
Public Disclosure Of All Freemasonic Material,
Work Product, Rituals, Occult-Network, Business-Network, Publishers, NDAs, Signs-Symbols-Sigils, Angelic/Demonic Names, Djinn Work, Occult History, Political History, etc.
-Self Realization v. Elus Coens (Ineffable Name, etc.)
LIE DETECTOR TESTS:
Assess Efficacy Based On Time-Tested Probability For "Evidence" Standards.
Nonetheless, This May Be The Only Option To Break Open A "Secret Society"
Surrounded By A Network Of Global Occultism
Where The Benefits of "Lying" Outweigh Speaking The "Truth".
In Addition, I've Already Degraded Their Characters Via Emails,
Proving Opponents To Be "Liars" And Attempting To "Cover".


Defendants:
(When Questioned Regarding Curses)
Benson Turner: Ran Like A Bitch! (While The In Laws Raise His Grandkids)
Michael Turner: Ran Like A Bitch! (While The Wife Complains About His Parenting)
Onita Turner: Covered For The "Bitch-Men" While Running Like A Bitch! (While Running Back To Mom)
Nikil Narayan: Irrelevantly, Sucked His Own Dick! (The Useless Man - Master "Retardo" Narcissist)
Atil Narayan: Molests You With His "Oprah" Lectures, Molests You With His "Preacher Man" Hands.
-Dedicated To The Townhouse,
May Your Children Grow Up To Eat Your Bullshit (Jao Tatti Khao)


Consciousness Explorers:
(If You Agree With My "Path" And "Research", Remote Energy Work And Prayers Are Welcome!)
(Qliphoth: Incredible Religious "Deconditioning" and Energetic Empowering: Not For Everyone)
(El: Ugarit - Incredibly Powerful, In A Powerfully Calm Cleansing Manner: Recommend For Everyone)
(YHVH - Still Grasping, Energetic Cleansing, Fiery Letters, Energetic Possession, Then ... )
(YHShVH - "Higher Consciousness" With An "Elevation" Appeal of fiery "Shin")
-Developing Research


Successful Curse Removal/Reversal:
-Shakti Mantra / Vajrayogini / Kali (Stillness Cleanse)
-Santa Muerte (Parasitic Cleanse / Curse Reverse)
-Ellegua (Energetically Consecrate Florida Water)
-"El" (Purifies Home: Ruach HaKodesh / Manages Djinn, Angels, etc.)(Deut 13:16)
-Tubal Cain (Removes Freemasonic Curses - Telepathy)
(Other Tools Not Disclosed, As They Will Be Cursed In Order To Be Thwarted)
(Nonetheless, There Are Many In The Pantheons-Dimensions For Which Other Souls Can Be Sold)
(As Above So Below: Vitruvian Man .... Can You Touch The Other End Of Your Shadow?)
(Only "Time" Will "Tell" ... What Awaits On The Other-Side Of The Energy Cord?)


Holy Land:
Either Take A Shit, Or Shut The Fuck Up!
-Tzoah Rotachat,
Dedicated To Freemasonry
(Turners: Get Your Energy Cords  Out Of My Body ... March 5, 2023 11:45am)
(Benson Turner and Michael Turner: Why Does The Right Side Of My Body Fight You)
(I Can't Even Sit At My Chair, Without Nasty Ben Turner Energy Enveloping Me)
(In Other Words, DON'T EVER COMPLAIN ABOUT THE HOLOCAUST! Be Happy If There Isn't Another)
(My House Feels So Much Better, Having Thrown Away Your Son's Gifts, As In Jew-Hand-Me-Downs)
(Wedding Attendees, Women and Children, Thank You For Showing Me The Value Of Gas Chambers)
(Mandalay Bay: Is The Casino Still Using Your Elopement-Picture To Advertise "Interest-Rate" Weddings?)
(Sacredness: The Cult that brought the "Wedding", also brought an "Estate Plan". -Covenant)
(Didn't Attend The Wedding, Did Get To Enjoy The Shark Tank. May All Visitors "Sleep With The Fishes")
(11:59am .. A Lot Of People Unplugged From My Head And Loins .. May Your Family "Rest In Palestine")
(12:30pm ... You Love The "Dick Curses", For The Past Few Months, That Seems To Be A Favorite)


Cults:
-Jews (Canaan, Meso-Egypt, Nubia, Turkey-Greece, Gnostic-Qabalah)(Medieval Occultists-India)
-Christians (Zoroastrian, Gnostic, Jew, Greco-Roman)(Medieval Occultists-India)
-Muslims (Syria, Egypt-Nubia, Chaldean-Sabians, Nabatean, Jew)(Medieval Occultists-India)
-Freemasons (Hillbilly-Krackers Trying To Play Knights Templar After Meeting The Muslim-Kikes)
DO NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT ANY OTHER RELIGION!
-Lawyers Wisen Up! 
Don't Act Like A "Turner Lawyer" And Hide Like A Bitch!


One goD:
Old Testament: Blueprint Manual On How To Conquer-Control The World?
New Testament: Blueprint Manual On How To Condition The Herd?
-Solomon's Power,
Ark Of The Covenant (Ethiopians?)


Bar Mitzvah:
If you can't answer the posed herein questions, can you really call yourself a "Man"?
Provided the continued selfishness witnessed engrained today as a "stereotype"
and also duly noted by Rabbi's, as conditioned and installed by nationalist-covenanted "religion",
instead of circumcision would humanity as a whole benefit-better should you be neutered? 
I'm glad there are not more Qabalists cursing me, or are there?
-Bohemian Grove,
There Are No Other Weaving Spiders Here (One True goD)


Experts Needed:
A. Science: Psychologists, Biologists, Physicists  (Need To Work Together)
B. Truth: Historians, Theologians, Politicians, Occultists, Lawyers (Need To Work Together)
C. Conflicts of Interests: Occultists, Conditioning, Herding, Marketing, Sales, Competition, Trade Secrets
D. Jury: Neurolinguistic Programming, Religion, Culture, Bias, Prejudice, Cognitive Dissonance 


Guinea Pigs:
A. The Turner Family Bloodline
B. The Turner Family Wedding Guests
C. The Turner Family Legal Support
C. The Turner Family Business Colleagues
D. The Turner Family Clients
E. The Turner Family Defense
F. The Turner Family Health (Particularly Mental)
G. The Turner Family Affiliations
H. The Turner Family Works For Hire
(Why? How Else Do I Get Benson Turner To Stop?)
(Remove The Dick-Curses / 3-5-23 11:11pm / All Of Them / Do Not Put Them Back Asshole!)
(Dumah)


Home Sanctuary:
I've suffered many curses, particularly DJINN, since post argument with my sister "Turner" about Dec. 2021, where my home has become a DJINN infestation. They are noted as DJINN as they respond to Semitic material, as Mohammed was correct in his assessment that they are religious. Nonetheless, in my Ritualistic Studies of the Semitic material, including gnosis of the Qliphotic realms and the Canaanite-Phoenician Pantheon, I realized my study materials were harnessing "fetish" frequencies, especially after "assessing" the Hekhalot Material. To properly contain such energies, I ended up creating a six-cubicle bookcase filled to the brim with Semitic material revolving around the Ugarit "El" with Pritzkers Zohar and texts on the "Ineffable Name" used for the monotheism of "El Elyon". Such are "spirit box" corners, or a "temple" to harness the currents relatable to "Judaism" as I keep Canaan separate, as part of my "soul evolution". Moreover, the bottom cubicle holds signed-books on holocaust survivors with a "cauldron" dedicated to "sheol" as part of "necromantic" type gnosis, as a place to provide blessings and protection energy in a "harmonizing" manner to keep whatever egoic-personal ethics aside, and a Ram's horn on the top shelf to bless the pious, the wise, the selfless. Another differing-bookcase holds material for Muslim DJINN, including a Kaaba Stone postcard signed and stamped, a place for my own personal DJINN in a protective cubicle, with maybe some Nabatean "Petra" type flavorings for those a bit more wilder. In other words, all DJINN sent to my temple will be directed accordingly for their own uplift and upkeep.
Such includes Asmodeus and Luciferian DJINN and their Legions.


Kike Mentor (3-6-22):
After "Home Sanctuary" was posted, cubicles were cursed by Benson Turner. They had malevolent entities pushing myself and other energies away, in addition towards other entities attempting to control and thwart my abilities. In other words, they have the ability to control your visions and psychic abilities.
In other words,
NEVER TRUST A JEW,
​NEVER TRUST A FREEMASON.
(Update: 11:03am: Clothing, Especially Underwear Required "Fumigation" As They Had Sexual Vampiric Assault-Draining, and Malevolent Attack. Incense Worked, Though Curse Returns. Why Will The Turners Simply Say They Are Not Involved?)
(Update 11:23am: Holding My Underwear, It Feel "Free". Becoming "Consciously-Aware" Of My Underwear, As In "Clear Focus", I Hear With Significant Crunch-Tension In My Neck With Old Man Voice, "We're Still Here, Just Waiting For The Right Time". In Other Words, You're Not Going To Stop. You're Just Going To Attempt To Thwart And Hide Like You Did Since Dec. 2021. I'm Expecting You To Do Something With "Conscious-Awareness" After Reading This, As You Are Predictable.
Update 11:43am: Still Have Something In My Head, An Entity Which Jumps Around That I Haven't Been Able To Get Out. It Responds To "Ben Turner". Interesting Enough, "Michael Turner" Has Been Recently Showing Up. Has He Upgraded In Freemasonry?
​It Leaves After Fighting With It, As I Send "Energy" To Torture It.
Update 11:55am: Underwear Curses Still Going. I Get It, It's Because Of The "Pink Underwear" Comment. It's Amazing How People Who Bring The Truth Get Crucified Right? JUST LIKE A FUCKING JEW ... RIGHT MR. BENSON TURNER!
Actually, This One Responds To Your Son "Michael Turner".
Seriously, May Crosses Burn On His Front Lawn
Until He Learns The Lessons He Needed To Learn His Whole Asshole-Life.
Hence, Why The "Fellas" Named You "Kike Mike".
Update 1:25pm: Had To Bring "Conscious Awareness" To It, I Get It. The Tightness On My Glans Penis Was Because Of The Michael Turner Teaching To Wear Two-Condoms At Once Comment, While Visiting A Mexican Brothel Post The Mexican Pharmacy Where He Got His Blue Pill To Maximize His Time And Efforts. -Resheph
Seriously, If He Wanted To Really Marry My Sister, You'd Think He Wouldn't Act Like Such A Pig Around Her Relatives. Why Is My Sister ONITA TURNER So "Brain-Dead" When It Comes To "White Mike". It Could Be From The Same "Frequency" Of Tightness I Feel When I Hold An Item Of Hers. The "Tightness" Is Worse When Being "Aware" Of Her Young Son "Marcel", As Noted To Them Last Year. I Wonder What Control Mechanisms They Put Onto Him? -Her Prior Relationship
One Again, Clean Up The Food, The Religious Items, Work Items, Entertainment Items, Etc. But Your Just Going To Do It Again Later Anyways.
In Other Words,
Maybe A Lynching Should Go With That Cross Burning?
Seriously,
What Should Humanity Do With Anyone Capable Of Working The "Ineffable Name".

Update 3-7-23: Every Cubicle Cursed. MAY "JUDAISM" AND IT'S DERIVATIVES END!) 

Update 3-12:23:
The Main Cubicles Cursed, Were The "Islamic" Ones.
There Was An Interesting "Flare" In The Room, When Conjuring The Thought,
"Of Course This Jewish-Asshole Would Use Muslim-Djinn To Curse Islamic Items". Particularly The Cubicle With The Kaaba Stone Postcard Set Aside For Muslim Entities.
I Don't Think The Djinn Were Happy With That Thought,
As One Communes With Such Attached Energies,
Having Me Feel Their Feelings And Actually Hear Their Thoughts.
May Every Muslim Remember Your Name "Benson Turner"
During Any Negotiations With Jews or Freemasons,
Including Muslim and Non-Muslim Djinn!
(Are We Going To Have This Conversation With Every Curse You And Your Son Send?)

​It's Interesting That Saudi Arabia Banned Both Freemasons And The Practice Of Djinn?
(Saudi Arabia - Thule - Skull and Bones - Bush Family - CIA)


EVERY FREEMASONIC LAWYER WHO HAS DEVELOPED THEIR ABILITIES, 
WHY HAVE YOU NOT MADE A CONSTITUTITIONAL CLAIM?


The Devil:
Occultism In The Hands Of The Selfish.
-Historical Assessment,
Agendas Behind Piety


Courtroom Upanishads:
Losing Philosopher Kills Themselves, So Their Philosophies Do Not Stain The Earth!
(I Am Owed the Life of "Benson Turner" aka Kike Mentor Who Ran Like A Masonic Bitch)
(Rabbis Who Cannot Provide A Truthful Rebuttal,
In The Name Of Humanity,
MAY ISRAEL BE WIPED-OFF CLEAN FROM THE EARTH!
-Curse Reverse,
Fuck Your Covenant With A Jealous "Egregore-Entity".

"The Uncovering".
-Author: CA 274572 (Dhumavati Diksha)
(Ego: The Character "Ideation" Constructs For Which You Build Yourself, As In The False "Mind")
(Enlightenment: No "Mind"  Means No "Will". No "Will" Means No "Freedom")
(Prayer: "To See A World In A Grain Of Sand" to "Hold Destiny In the Palm of Your Hands")

In response to fighting over a year long "curse" battle with Benson Turner, father of eloped-wedding brother in law Michael Turner, both Jewish-Freemasons with the Older Turner siblings gifted occult abilities by their gypsy mother married to 33 degree Freemason of political interests.

May the next generation learn to properly handle the occult arts, as opposed to the last 2500 years of occult monarch domination controlling addicted conditioned desperate flock, while colonial empires are crafted with agendas unknown and often subverted. Moreover, let the truth of our history be properly acknowledged, as well as the truth of distortions towards such truth, as in "elimination of bias". 

Turner family. All I want are my abilities, in full. 
But what does that mean, when I look at you?
-March 2, 2023
(What Happens When "El" creates a clearing in your home, 
allowing the "Ineffable Name" to surge a current through me,
with "Deuteronomy" pointed at you like a shotgun?
You,
as in everyone who I felt back in Dec. 2021 when this started,
and of course,
before I was born
as your occulted brother-lawyer was waiting for an adversary right?)  
"Pray For An Apocalypse".
(Removed Penis Curses As Noted Below: 3-2-23 / 12:58pm .. 
but then I will expect him to put it back in to thwart legalese evidence.
Evidence, that western "psychology" and "medical" standards are arrogant-ignorant.
These posts have saved my life, by fucking over the Turners, for generations to come.
Still WAITING FOR YOU LAWYERS ... prove Hitler wrong.)

Warning:
1. Racism: Such was a reflection of a near-life long Jewish-Freemasonic family friend, under the gun of "Advaita Vedanta" and the Qliphotic exploration of Liber Amprodias. The goal is to "process" and be "clear", not necessarily to have a "position", at least conditioned "logically" instead of "inspired" response. 

2. Language: As a Qliphotic practitioner, with the ensuing psychological issues if not handled appropriately, and for the lack of "knowledge" on such subjects, sadly subject to heavy censorship as humanity continues to falsely worship "hallmark cards" in the "name" of spirituality, the language is kept with intensity for all readers and adepts to not "dumb-down" or "white-wash" such practices, where each adept will be pushed psychologically to their edges. At least I was. Once you open the door to such aspects buried-deep in the collective consciousness, invoking powers that are collectively currently frowned upon, like the mark of Cain, there is no going back. 

3. Goals: As an occult practitioner, I know the difference between sitting "still" with Advaita, and being possessed intentionally under "sigil-seals". I've trained with proper teachers, many of which found throughout my blog, with real practices to help students develop their "abilities". Provided the material I've found is not taught in mass religion, in fact it is hidden, I thought it would be best to re-educate in the age of information based on the material and experiences that I find. Nonetheless, post Dec. 2021 in simply requesting my arrogant Leo-sister to "not visit" my home, she acted like the life long bitch that caused her to elope with the family wannbe "Donald Trump" as in "Grab'em by the Pussy", while the father-in-law and his siblings took it upon themselves, to attempt to curse me to death. Since Dec. 2021 to now of 2-18-2023, I'm still fighting on a daily basis to remove malevolent-controlling entities, all of which have me thinking about the father-in-law "Ben Turner" as well as "Judaism", as these curses responsd to Jewish material. Such includes Djinn, Shemhamephorash, Goetia, Dead People, and entities for which I do not know, but am still attempting to remove as they are stuck within my body. The medical community, nor your psychologist, can't explain the cure, as in "curse reversal". Elimination of bias means, get rid of the people, who don't even try, in the name of scientific evidence, or rather in the name of Western primitive psychology, as in "Bias". 

4. Question: Provided Freemasonic Carl Jung's dealings with "psychology", provided Freemasonic dealings with the "government", provided Medieval Occult dealings with "Qabalah", provided the tools used including the "Ineffable Name", who is providing the "inspiration" at the top of the pyramid?

5. Why: As a licensed civil attorney, I need a way to collect evidence per-complaint with a discovery mentality, in a field with a significant amount of ignorant-bias. Hence, test the waters for such bias, evolve thereafter leaving a trail for the next generation, as well giving a huge middle finger to Mr. Benson Turner myself, father of Michael Turner, Jewish-Freemasons who have ruined my life and continuously keep my relatives swarming in defecating-praising stupidity, hence false "mastery". (Why aren't they answering my questions? A simple, "what the fuck are you talking about", would have had me looking elsewhere. But they ran when questioned showing to be extremely-evasive, as expected, knowing their arrogant-machismo characters, utilized in questioning in knowing I needed to investigate.) -Trajic

6. Boileau v. Berkshire Hathaway, Inc: Hoping plaintiff on the matter contacts me, to share notes. Similarly situated, means all of humanity. Constitutional oath means, you have a duty to uphold. Without that "oath" that "contract" of providing a level-playing field, who governs?
(Benson Turner 2-18-23 / 2:21pm: Is it done? Or do I have to suffer Turner energy cords? Fucking Assholes! Get It All Gone! 2:23pm: Flush of old man saying "racist, racist, racist". As in, control mechanism.)

7. Morals and Dogma: Special gratuity for Jag Narayan for maintaining a natural religious integrity that would challenge any saint, which brought us from the villages of the Fiji Islands to the professionalism of Los Angeles County. You increased our standard of living with dignity providing us with a natural "role model" as opposed to bragging yourself through fraudulent efforts calling yourself publicly as a "Sai Ram". Only a real "Mastermind" can speak at your funeral! -Invincible
[Nikil Narayan (Industreets Entertainment, Inc / Defunct) (Inviscible & Hype One / Unlicensed Stage Name)(Mastermindstate / Business Status? Defunct or Welfare Shelter or Narcissist Business Card): Do not associate me, my blogs and the material thereof copied by said asshole to glorify himself as "saintly", my work product, or my legal standing and efforts with anyone associated with Nikil Narayan. I do not support running a business without contracts, the failure to take both accounting and legal advice, and most of all, the failure to provide legitimate efforts to raise a family of three (3) kids or educate them where such children are utilized as "Dress Up Dolls" for the fake-daddy "Narcissist Value". All legal and business support provided prior is revoked, where upon after two (2) decades post his court-room "shotgun" antics, the family would be better off if they treated "Master Retardo" like one of his disloyal friends. You're welcome for taking care of your kids, including helping your near-adult age son write a basic email, when his "Master Retardo" father failed at everything else other than the need for his "Breast Feeding" addictions leading to his hedonist "Sippy Cup". As Snoop prophetically said about you, "Yeah, Daddy Fucked It Up"? Seriously Nik, with all your selfish desires such as your expensive two-door automobile for your oversized family, was their "Christmas toys for the kids"?) 
-Retainer Agreement (Dedicated To Ratri on behalf of Rani)
[I Currently Do Not Take Groupie (Spiritual) or accept advice from "White Mike's" who provide legal-advice while referencing their lawyer-uncle.]

8. Brotherhood: Mr. Benson Turner, as I look to Freemasonry for mentors, such as Dick Cheney as a high ranking Freemason in the political public eye, I'm taught a certain level of shall I say "Philadelphia". As such, Mr. Turner, I hope that maybe one day, you and I will be able to go "hunting" together, maybe, sometime? Of course, when we're both feeling a bit "gaulish". 

9. Mein Kampf: Hitler's chapter on India shows that "Western Superiority" is still based on the colonial "robbery" efforts, for both intelligence and labor, from non-white societies. At least a return to natural religion suitable for the climate was the essence of the efforts, to counter the psychological control mechanisms of a foreign legion disguised as "one" under a rooted language heavily utilized in the largest political circles still today as we would know as "Bohemian Grove". -Swastika v. Ineffable Name (Dedicated To "Dutch East India Company")

10. Kali Luv: From my heroes displayed on my childhood walls, to my haters heads hanging on my altar entry halls. -Civil, State and Federal 

11. Chosen Ones: From Canaan to Egypt to Mesopotamia to Greece to India, a hogwash of Occult practices using the Canaan language and the "Ineffable Name" disguised in the Babylonian propaganda text know as the "Torah" crafted under the derivative of Hyksos-Moses, where each polytheistic Canaan-Syria-Ugarit deity represented a City representing a monotheistic "Nationalist" temple built at its "Foundation", supported by blood-oaths known as "Pacts", or for a more sacred-term, "Covenants", representing "Zionism", or superiority of the groups utilizing the technology of the "Ineffable Name". Occult-technology in the hands of conquerors who needed "Commandments".  
-Corner Stone, Jerusalem-Salim and Jericho-Yarikh (Messianic Era-Tikunei HaZohar: "BE A HINDU")

12. Curses: Sister's shit "Father in Law", BENSON TURNER and his family, a Jewish-Freemason, sends curses after each blog post, immediately felt. Not only is such actions CONSTITUTIONAL TREASON, but such has been TREASON TO HUMANITY. Robbed humanity of it's culture, degraded their shamanic practices or "Real Spirituality" for "Blind Belief" despite Solomonic Occult Practices that look a lot like "Tantra" or "Witchcraft" that is banned but for a "Knighted" few. After 2500 years, the people who forced their g-D on us, should now be put on TRIAL. 
​-The Accuser, The Adversary (Your g-D ... Shalim/Shahar ... The "Ineffable Name") (Wherever I have dates/times, I want to know exactly where this asshole was, and what was he doing? I've already asked plenty of times, and of course this asshole ran hiding behind other family members. Whose a bigger liar, the Jew or the Freemason?)

13. Abilities: I don't want to use my abilities on those cursing me, as that was not the direction of my studies. Nonetheless, I wanted to know the truth and disclose as such, which will piss people off. That's where I'm at today. I probably will suffer obvious-curses, flooding in my home throughout the day and night with malevolent-entity control more like the "exorcist" then "hospital", including Djinn as found in Solomonic based texts, the rest of my life, causing me to reflect thereof, and course, resolve. 

14. Qayin: The beauty of these rituals, you get the empowering download along with the psychic visuals. Practically, should these energies need to be "present" within the adept at a given-time, those downloads do the trick as you feel the psychic-shift allowing the "entity" to "present" itself, providing what is required in the moment. -Tubal Cain Maintenance Check (Don't Curse My House)\
(Benson Turner: 2-21-23: 6:56pm: Since you won't stop cursing, may your ancestors eat shit with your mother in your "Gehinnom" as in "Angelic Curse" not your fake "Hell". Dick curses, sexual curses, which is sexual assault as it moves with "old man" aura, as well as work chair cursed to have "mind readers", and something inside my head that I can't get out, that helps you connect easily and watch over me. Right, that's what you're doing, watching me and trying to control? None of my family can answer, why is that?) (Honestly Benson Turner, May "Israel" become a colony of "Germany", until the Jew is put to trial, may every Holocaust Museum teach the truth of  "Manifest Destiny" under the "Ineffable Name".).

15. Lawyer: It's obvious why your brother-lawyer or any of your lawyers haven't contacted me. BENSON TURNER, make sure your brother's law firm is fully-investigated for occult practices. Knowing that you and your siblings were "gifted" abilities by your mother, how exactly has he used them, when he was told never make a bad decision, and hence, never losing a case? Make sure all opposing counsels are contacted and questioned for the periods of working on such cases, to assess any similarities. 

16. Courtroom Upanishads: In the "name" of "Benson Turner", may every Rabbi who cannot philosophically counter or assist in finding the truth, be charged with "fraud" on humanity. Qabalist occultism in the hands of "conditioned" humans, as opposed to "empty" mirrored-inspiration of Gurus, is "hell" as shown for over 2500 years of Biblical "propaganda" history. Your "pact" for the "land of milk and honey" versus the Essene "kingdom of heaven within you" that seeded the early Qabalists post Eastern fusion of the "Hellenic Period" and usurpation of the Meso-Babylonian religion found under the Chaldean-Sabians giving us Western Esoterica, you have a Solomonic "Djinn" based religion controlled by the Canaan-Foreign Ruler of the Universe "El" under the "Ineffable Name", who may be properly sourced as the Mesopotamian "Enlil" with the "Table of Destiny" seeding the later Medieval occult sephirotic system of planetary-universal prayer of the "El Elyon". You're an "amoeba" in a "petri dish" to "freely build" civilization for "The Fourth Kind". -CHECKMATE, The Matrix

17. Opinion: Assessing the "Hekhalot" material under the Theta-Brainwave will cause a "Dark Night Processing" causing one to "Wrestle with Angels". As "cleanliness is next to G-dliness", such system causes one to "defecate" one's Qliphotic "shells", peeling back the qabalist-layers opening the twilight-psychological foundation of Yesod into the "netherworlds", to bring the Higher Shekinah of Binah to the Lower Foundation. To bring peace and reflection of Netzach to the mind of Hod, while maintaining the "middle pillar" as one assess the judgment of Gevurah, do you have "El Elyon" in Malkuth providing the "Tzimtzum" of conscious-awareness. Nonetheless, the teacher at Chesed knows the goal is "negation" for "silence" as one "descends" up the "Throne" towards the "Raqia". -Daniel 12:3, Shine As The Brightness Of The Firmament

18. Judgment: The U.S. educational system is a bit "Arkansas" for the mere fact that graduates fail to recognize that the word "Swastika" is Sanskrit and not German. As such, studying WWII becomes more "emotional" than "logical" which would move from "hallmark" sentiments to actual "political" comprehension. Provided the failure to take into consideration "Thule" which continues as "Skull and Bones" as well as "Freemasonry", shows the lack of proper context as well as a distorted view of history. In other words, why should a "Gentile" support anyone utilizing the "Ineffable Name", especially when properly historically assessed and leading towards today's political-social-industrial pollution in an oath-driven brotherhood. -Conflicts of Interests, Freemasonic Lawyers?

19. Damages: As stated to Mr. Benson Turner, in dealing with his son Michael Turner, when the in-laws are raising, sheltering, nurturing, educating and caring for your children, DON'T ACT LIKE A JEW!. A covenant with a g-D leads to scapegoats and the blind-hierarchal-racist-sentiment of "chosen ones" with the nationalist appeal of a "true g-D", however with the inability to address repeating habits as "mental thought patterns", as in "karma" to return to psychological "empty" for the "clarity" of actual "ENLIGHTENMENT". -You Cursed Me, Because You Can't Handle The Truth (Fraud: Genesis)(Occult: Exodus)

20. Punitive Damages: Modern "Freemasonic" authors attesting to the occult of the higher degrees, are all evidence of how much "Hindus" have to "dumb themselves down" for the "Desert Religions" and their "covenant" based "prophets". -May Peace Be With You, Holy Land? (Israel: The Hillbilly and the Jew)

21. Conclusion: As in William Golding's "Lord of the Flies", Mr. Benson Turner, Sir I would be at a loss if I didn't, in hesitation, repeat my original request of "psychic mentoring" as I have never experienced anywhere near as much as what I experienced in dealing with your reflections since our emails of December 2021. Such satisfies my childhood question in dealing with Hindu philosophy, in what could Laksmana learn from Ravana? -Satisfied, Dasmahavidyas

22. Holocaust (2-24-23): Did the "TURNERS" learn their lesson regarding curse wars, or is the Jew simply untrustworthy, as indicated by objective history in assessing the Jewish-Canaanite people. As such, opponents are not "terrorists", but are simply "counter" to their religious "pact". -Turn The Other Cheek, An Eye For An Eye


Elimination of Bias In A Courtroom:"Israel" -Defense Attorney, Ivan the Terrible

"Thou shalt not suffer a KRACKER to live"
-Exodus 22:18 (The VVItch, Esq.)
(Dedicated ever so specially to "BENSON TURNER" and Saladino's "WHITE MIKE" 
and their "PELVIC GURUS".
​May every "JEW" and every "FREEMASON" suffer for your Families' Crimes. 
May every "ascended" master achieving "33" for "masculine maturity"
be buried in White Mike's "pink underwear", in honor of great-grandfather Marcel Turner.
May everyone supporting the Turners, particularly since Dec. 2021, in cursing me, may even the children in your third and fourth generations be blessed.
​In His Holy Name. -AmenMesse)
[Sic] (Mantra: First Letter of Each Word)

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(2-14-23: 3:43pm: Someone is clearing my home real quick, short after the above comment.
To everyone involved, rest in piss, right in your Tzoah Rotachat, with no Jesus. I hope I never have to sniff your energy cords, taste your residue, let alone gander your shit-qliphoth covered face. -Scapegoat)

(Sexual Curses: To those who sent sexual curses, may the devil hold a special place for you. -The Advocate)

(Bohemian Grove: May your global sacrifices support humanities Ascent. -MLK)

Cremation of Care:
May your children bless the altar.
-Yisra'El

(Benson Turner 4:41pm: Do humanity a favor, and kill yourself. Take your seed with you. -Hellbound)
(Milah: To The Turner-Minded, Chop Your Dick Off. -"El")
(Heaven: May your women be blessed with Menses. -Hekhalot)
(Communion 5:03pm: Where is everyone going, it's getting so quiet in my home. So, so, quiet. What should I do now? Especially without energy cords of "Ben Turner" crawling-suckling Deez Nuts! -Beloved)
(Update: 5:10pm: Couldn't stay off Deez Nuts! - LMAO)
(Messiah: Who Can Save Us From The "Ineffable Name", Mr. Benson Turner aka "Kike Mentor"? -Fuhrer)
(Holocaust: Benson Turner, Kike Mentor, Serial-Asshole, Does The Job Need To Be Finished. -Nobility)
(Forgiveness: Why For Repeat, Abusive, Parasitic Offenders, who breed? -Oath)
(Racism: I do believe we should rid the world of Anti-Semitism. -The Satanist)
(Quiet 6:30pm: Ben Turner cords, quiet but hidden, waiting. May your Rabbi apologies to Hitler. -Eulogy)
(Glans 7:28pm: Get your shit OFF MY COCK! We don't need anymore "Kike Mike's breeding. -Neuter)
(Astral Soul: Whoever I feel, Whoever is doing this, Whoever is on the other side of the computer. -Sold)
(Curses: I feel the adjustments, from being cursed to removal. In other words, slice your wrist. -Turner)
(Food: All Items have to be spelled out for you. In other words, kill them all, right Turners? -No Remorse)
(Liars: "I swear I didn't do it. I promise" heard in nasty-parasitic lower-gut energy cords. -8:55pm)
(Mind Control: "Racist, racist, racist". Triggers conditioning, but out of place. -MK Ultra)
(Glans  9:42pm / Again: "Protocols of the Elders of Zion" Should Be Mandatory Reading. -Kike Mentor)
(Glans 10:25pm / Again: Again on the Dick. I can't blame you for not getting off. -Until You "Get Off")
(Waist: Huge relief. It better stay that way, asshole! "Your such a headache Ben?" heard. -9:52pm)
(Occultism: Denied in the history books, censored in the media, ignored in the court. It's real. -Illuminati)
(Health: Which one of us will die first. That's the only way for this to stop right? -To Hunt Hunters)
(Bathroom: Dedicated to Chemosh and Ishtar, for the Semitic races, in using the "Name". -Belphegor)
(Rule Against Perpetuities: Continuous damages for roughly 2500 years. -Chosen Ones) 
(Damages: The above is what my life has looked since Dec. 2021, immediately post argument. -Family)
(Avvo: Law school is learning how to think like a lawyer, not practice. Where do such "make it"? -Fake it)
(Adversary-Lawyer: Whose oath takes precedence, Freemasonry's or the Constitutions? -Gas Chamber)
​(Jewish-Freemasonry: Why am I the one raising awareness on these constitutional issues. -The East)
(10:41pm Energy Cord: "Shit Shit No", with a nasty energy-cord running out. -Stay The Fuck Out)
(10:44 Huge Relief: May you rest in shit, Tzoah Rotachat. -With No Jesus)
(Dec. 2021: Huge return of guides and powers at 10:47pm. You fucked my life. I will fuck all of yours. -FU)
(Natural Wonders: May your children grow up Turner, as the known family Jewels. -Mastermind)
(Mexico: The Dick curses keep coming back, the favorite spot. Like "Mike" wearing 2 condoms. -Blue Pill)
(Family Curses 3:06am: Witching Hour with the Turners, control family. Gut tension. -Shit Storm)
(Dick Curses 5:10am: To sender, may everyone you ever loved and will love, suffer worse. -Jinn Book)
(Relationship Curses: I have to use "Semitic" verses to heal my whole life. Cursed since birth. -Answer?)

-Ammit, Esq.
(An Adversary, A Gentleman)
(Bark of the Covenant: Coffin "Aron" Nail)
​(Divine Presence / Higher Shekinah / Lower Shekinah)
​(Real Mason - Dedicated To "The Land of Milk and Honey")

In The Name of the "Benson Turners":
"May every Israeli, be treated like a Muslim,
on this Planet.
-Cut the fucking baby in half,
King
(Holy Mount Horeb)

Turner Siblings (Curse War):
I'm not just targeting you,
I'm targeting everyone around you,
everyone with the potential to support you,
everyone who has supported you,
everything that you trust,
you as in your family crest.
-Still Haven't "Gotten Off" The Glans (2-16-23 9:25pm),
Dickhead! (Tu-Balls Now: As A Serial "Asshole" What Next Turner 10:23pm)
(Holy Mount Hebron)
​

Light-Bringing!,
Game Of Thrones

"You learned that the three Great Lights, insofar as Freemasonry is concerned, are the Holy Bible, Square and Compasses. The Holy Bible is God's gift to man. Within its pages can be found the truth that all Freemasons should seek. The Bible is also called the Volume of the Sacred Law, because not only Christians and Jews can become Masons".
​-Allen E. Roberts, 
​The Craft and Its Symbols: Opening the Door to Masonic Symbolism. 

"As we are prepared for initiation we quickly learn that we are a part of a world-wide Brotherhood ...
We will get more out than we put in - not materially, but spiritually and mentally...
We are a part of a ritual of religious faith and ethical responsibility. We are to learn truths that have been hidden from us since we entered the world".
-​Allen E. Roberts, 
​The Craft and Its Symbols: Opening the Door to Masonic Symbolism. 

"Just as this cord is cut, to be replaced by love and care, so is the Masonic cord replaced by a stronger bond - the Mystic Tie of Brotherly Love. With the removal of the cabletow you have placed yourself under an obligation to Freemasonry ... 
The cabletow acted as an outward, a visible pledge of submission and fidelity. It is the symbol of a vow to assist another, even at the risk of our lives."
​-Allen E. Roberts, 
​The Craft and Its Symbols: Opening the Door to Masonic Symbolism. 

"Darkness, in all forms of initiation, has always symbolized ignorance."
​-Allen E. Roberts, 
​The Craft and Its Symbols: Opening the Door to Masonic Symbolism. 

"Do not think that psychic development is not a Torah-based endeavor:
On the contrary psychic development was the foundation of the lessons taught in Biblical times,
in the Biblical schools of the prophets.
In later times, these lessons were called Ma'aseh Merkava, and in later times Prophetic Kabbalah.

Regardless of names,
this body of teachings is designed to awaken sleeping souls by providing real techniques and practices that, when used properly in accordance to the instructions included herein, will allow the practitioner to make psychic contact with higher dimensions around us. 
...
It has become common view to view the Torah and Judaism as being
what is popularly referred to as a "western" religion, one that is based on rationalism and philosophy. But this is not the case,
the Torah of Moses, and the path of the Prophets care nothing for either Greek style rationalism or philosophy. Granted these things exist today in Judaism and have been there for 2000 years.
But Judaism is much older than this.

Judaism for its first 1500 years was prophetic and experiential.
Essentially, what we call Biblical Judaism, was an "eastern" religion by today's standards.
And anyone wishing to cultivate and develop one's innate psychic abilities must be aware of this. Original Judaism was not found in books,
but rather it was found in direct personal communion with God
as one withdrew from the congestion of everyday life, withdrawing into the
sanctity of meditation, mystical practices, and prophetic experiences.
...
For centuries it has been well known that the Torah conceals within it hidden codes."
-R. Ariel B. Tzadok (The KosherTorah School),
Using The Holy Names Of God:
Developing Psychic Abilities Using The Secret Codes Within the Torah

Reference:

A. The Author. King Solomon's Temple (Occult Rebuild: Work In Progress). TheGlamorousPeacock. (2022)
(Forgiveness / Pentagrammaton: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/home/king-solomons-temple-occult-rebuild-work-in-progress)
(The "Word" as a manual to assess "Righteousness" versus the natural-intelligence of the "Tao", using occulted-technology under the "theta-brainwave" such as the "Name", leaving those in the "trance" as the one's labelled as "Righteous" under their "Source". No self-reflection to balance one's energy-centers, to allow the non-entity "inspiration" of Self, do these practices lead to "Enlightenment" or "(Cult)ure"? Attack and defeat their Angels!)

B. The Author. Resheph To Mikal (Rooting Archangel Michael For Gnosis).  TheInnerStairwell. (2022)
(​http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/resheph-to-mikal-rooting-archangel-michael-for-gnosis​)

C. The Author. The Ineffable Name: Semitic-Mercenaries In Egypt ("Yahweh In The Land Of Shasu"). TheInnerStairwell. (2022)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/the-ineffable-name-semitic-mercenaries-in-egypt-yahweh-in-the-land-of-shasu)

D. The Author. A Gentile Attempt To Historically Root The "Ineffable Name" (Timeline Of The Tetragrammaton). TheInnerStairwell. (2022)
​(​http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/a-gentile-attempt-to-historically-root-the-ineffable-name-timeline-of-the-tetragrammaton)

E. Commandment Breaking Commander. Commandments. Egyptian Book of the Dead. (2000BC-1400BC).
[Aron/Bark: "Necessity Breeds Invention". -Karma v. Covenant (Fetish Item: Pact, Scapegoat, Agenda)]

F. Stereotypes. Old Testament. White Supremacy. (Sargon of Akkad)
(Canaan-Syria "occultism" found through the Phoenician Egyptian-hieroglyphic derived letters, encoded in the Old Testament as found and manipulated using Greek "gematria", to angelic invocations attempting to manifest the powers of the Canaan transplant "El" under the Egyptian-Midian "Ineffable Name" of a Pharaonic "Moses", utilizing the knowledge of both Mesopotamia and Egypt with Greek and Arabic-Indian philosophy and technique to establish Medieval Occultism on Solomonic paganism, what has 2500 years of having some of the worlds most powerful occultism brought humanity in the hands of one of the most prevailing stereotypes? -Commandments, Who Benefits: Humanity, The Earth, or The Monarch​)

G. Holocaust. Scapegoat. Propaganda (WWII)
(Qabalist "enchantments" to "sing a song" as an "en-chant" for one's Ruach "mentality" to convince one's conditioned-emotional body to control personality, often by and through "angelic" efforts. With such practices proliferating in the Medieval Ages sprouting the Ashkenazi population in Germany, how was such Qabalah used during this time, in the hands of a demographic with a well-known stereotype?) 

H. Curse Reverse. Shemhamephorash. Freemasonic Temples. (Medieval Ages)
(What happens, when such curses are removed, and contracts need to be rebalanced for one's life to be back under proper spirit guidance? How do you rebalance and reharmonize those contracts, without getting rid of the source? What if, without the Goetia, I don't give a fuck about building your monarch kindgom!)

I. Israel. Yisra'El. Covenant/Pact: Scapegoat Karma. (Pre-Torah to Medieval Ages)
(What is a guilty goD's greatest fear? -An Accuser, Balaam and Jesus)

J. Germany. Indo-Aryan Language Groups. Tribe of Dan (Ancient Scythia)
(Provided "Israel's" obvious nationalist leanings with militant colorings, what would happen if a population of Germans were to sprout in modern-Israel? -Book of Numbers, Role Reversals)

K. Truth is a Defense. Anti-Defamation League. Propaganda. (Egyptian Times)
(Is not the "Torah", filled with historical inaccuracies meant to foster nationalist culture, the most "Anti-Semitic" text uplifting solely a demographic considered "Chosen"?)

"The true Mason and philosopher knows that
there is ONE true religion and that is the NATURAL religion of man
that illuminates the path to Light, and not the false light of Jupiter.
Through the many manifestations of the Supreme Consciousness; 
known as gods, man can utilize their provided energies,
thus illuminating the path of Light, therefore leading him to the multiplicity of consciousness.
These are three states of consciousness in the Hindu Vedas, specifically in the tantric and Ayurvedic sacred texts. Tamas being the first, represents the state of animalistic consciousness that is superficial in nature. Rajas being the second, represents the beginning of the growth of consciousness, thereby enabling man to utilize his chakra centers. Sattva being the third, represents the transcended state of consciousness, where man dwell in Divine equilibrium, and where the Kundalini can successfully travel without any negative interferences. 

The three states of consciousness contain a cosmic aspect of correspondences
that come as the manifestation of Brahma.
As we know, Brahma is the Cosmic Being that forms all that is and all that is not.
The first state of consciousness (tamas),
corresponds with the deities of destruction, known as "Rudras." 
The second state of consciousness (rajas),
​corresponds with the deities of descendants, known as "Prajapatis."
The third state of consciousness (sattva),
corresponds with the high deities, called "Devas." 
Essentially,
each action that is made in any state of consciousness derives from the deity attributed to it,
making it the energetic force that dwells in the macrocosmic body of Brahma.
With this observation,
we can see that the Hermetic axiom of how 
"that which is above is also below, and that which is below is also above."
-Mario A. Moreno (32 Degree),
The Masonic Arcanum:
The Three Revised Occult Works of Mario A. Moreno

"All worship, consciously or unconsciously, leads to this end. 
The man who thinks that he is receiving responses to his prayers
does not know that the fulfillment comes from his 
own nature, that he has succeeded by the mental attitude of
prayer in waking up a bit of this infinite power which is 
coiled up within himself. What, thus, men ignorantly
worship under various names, through fear and tribulation, 
the Yogi declares to the world to be the real power coiled up
in every being, the mother of eternal happiness, if we but know
how to approach her. And Raja-Yoga is the science of religion,
the rationale of all worship, all prayers, forms, ceremonies,
and miracles."
-Swami Vivekananda,
Raja Yoga
(Cited by Mario A. Moreno)

"From time immemorial the cabalistic Jews have had their great adepts,
who mastered certain of nature;
and who, having thus acquired occult powers,
have used those powers for the furtherance of their own political aims.
These aims were carried out in lodges of continental masonry and other secret societies

...

But that is not all.
There are occult societies flourishing in England to-day,
such as the Theosophical society,
under Mrs. Besant, with its order of the Star in the East, and order of the Round Table.
Both the latter are, under the leadership of Krishnamurti,
vehicles for the manifestation of their Messiah, or World Teacher.
These are associated with the continental masons,
and claim to be under the direct influence of the grand Masters,
or the great white Lodge -- Jewish Cabalists."
-Vicomte Leon De Poncins (1929),
Freemasonry and Judaism (Secret Powers Behind Revolution)

"The same principle of tripartite unity
was consciously intended
in the creation of the government of the United States.
When its founders were deciding how to construct a stable yet dynamic and enduring system
they looked to their background as Freemasons.
Esosteric Freemasonry
of the eighteenth century
of self-knowledge and inner development
passed down from Egyptian times
through a chain that included "Peter Gower" (a thinly disguised name for Pythagoras)
and the Gothic cathedral builders.

Freemasons
continued this geometric architectural symbolism
in the new government.
The United States
is one of the few countries whose official seal has two sides,
both on the dollar bill.
The pyramid on the reverse,
with its luminous triangular eye and trapezoidal base below,
is an abstract model of ourselves.
The eye represents our ever-awake, deep, divine spiritual Self,
the thick foundation below its outward expressions,
our energetic psyche and denser body."
-Schneider, Michael, S., (New Atlantis)
A Beginners Guide (Ahiram)
To Constructing the Universe: (22 Letter Name)
The Mathematical Archetypes of Nature, Art. And Science: (Tubal Cain)
A Voyage From 1 To 10. ​(Prophet)
("Enchantment":   Pythian Games:   Esq.)

"...the Jews eventually
began to use isopsephy
as a technique for interpreting the Torah,
but called it by the name gematria,
a word they derived from Greek geometria,
or geometry."
-Barry, Kieren,
The Greek Qabalah:
Alphabetic Mysticism and Numerology in the Ancient World

Reference:​

​A. Elkins, Don. The Ra Material: An Ancient Astronaut Speaks (Law Of One). Whitford Press. (1989)
(Hebrew: ​https://www.lawofone.info/results.php?q=hebrew)

​B. The Author. Bereshit (BRShITh) "In The Beginning". TheInnerStairwell. (2023)
(Make Merry: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/bereshit-brshith-in-the-beginning​)

"...when Alexander the Great (Student of Aristotle) reached India,
he took note of the individuals the Greeks labelled as "GymnoSophists",
and sent some of his team members home to tell the Greeks
that the Greeks were living incorrectly.
He had noted the abundance and luxuriousness of India
including her palaces,
but had stated that the Indian People would rather walk around naked philosophizing.
Alexander kept an Indian Guru with him,
Kalanos, who Yogiraj Siddhanath has addressed as Babaji
under the name as correctly pronounced Kala-Agni (Time-Fire). (Yogiraj Siddhanath, Babaji).
Under Kalanos guidance,
Alexander continued his sadhana until his death,
leaving the world his last spiritual message,
by leaving his hand dangling out of his coffin.
Such expresses,
though one can conquer matter,
what is the purpose if the adept leaves with nothing.
Be in this world, but not of it." 
-The Author (The Great),
The Ascetic and The Householder
(The Blessings That Are Indian Gurus On The Ascension Path)
(y. Supremes)

Torah Composition:
-Babylonian Period (Propaganda: "Abraham" / "Brahma")
-Not yet Monotheist (400BC: Elephantine Papyri)
-Solomon / Ahiram (Canaan: Polytheists)
-Star / Astrology / Magi (Mesopotamian-Chaldean-Sabian Star Systems)

New Testament:

A. Marcionism. Wikipedia.
(144 AD / Demiurge: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marcionism)

"Is the White Man, the Devil?"
-Efficacy of Qabalah (Shemhamephorash),
Was Thule-Society Correct?

Due Diligence:

A. The Author. King Solomon's Temple (Occult Rebuild: Work In Progress). TheGlamorousPeacock. (2022)
(Demiurge: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/home/king-solomons-temple-occult-rebuild-work-in-progress)

When occult practices are discovered to be real, how should evidence be collected, and what does that mean for our legal system.


Occult practices involving the "Ineffable Name" and DJINN have effected my life drastically, since beginning Dec. 2021, immediately post non-occult related family drama-issues with a "Jewish-Freemason" (I Am Indian). However, the "curses" are occurring due to my writing on such topics. As a practitioner myself, not just occult, but a civil lawyer unable to move as I feel "beyond a belief" all my work-study items have "possession" type "entities" removed only through utilizing "Semitic" based occult practices, or Medieval Occultism that works in the hands of Eastern Yogic Practitioners. Do understand when I say "removed" as that means I would seek a psychologist before a medical doctor, though western psychology is quite immature. The major problems arise in collecting evidence, as the world appears quite Judeo-Christian biased ignoring the "Ingo Swanns" and other Government "Remote Viewers" who are degraded by mainstream-culture indicating propaganda. Towards conspiracy theories, I've even discovered Bohemian Grove as holding "Cabalistic Rituals" per a 1982 Newsweek article found online through the Reaganlibrary, where court-biases exists such as Boileau v. Berkshire Hathaway, Inc.  

1. Extremely Helpful. 

2. As  Trance-Medium, I should be a "guinea pig" for scientific practices, as I have sought experts in this field. Didn't consider DNA evolution. Brilliant answer in so many ways beyond this case. 

Response: 

1. Extremely lacking in Due Diligence
(Thank God for the difficulties of the CA bar exam, and the competitive state that brings some of the best cases. It's amazing how in just a few short years, in CA, how one can easily become a "seasoned" lawyer well-beyond the age-factor. )

2. Purpose
​(Damages: "all my work-study items have "possession" type "entities". In other words, loss of sleep, loss of food, loss of work, I lost my year. The resolutions were quite costly, but are occult-animist practices, basically a psychic-created religion aka "Shaman". Occultists are like scientists, you do what works, leave the rest behind. They are not like scientists due to the inability to calculate-evidence, where even worse, logic thwarts intuition where collecting "evidence" becomes a distraction.)
(See Right Column: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day)

3. The Court System Is Not Designed?
(Roe v. Wade: Science v. Religion)
(Further, what about "Baneful Magick"   ... DO I HAVE A LICENSE TO PRACTICE BANEFUL MAGICK?)
(Constitutionality: How is any "authority" including "policing" enforced, with entity-manipulation, ruach-enchantments (sigils, Disney, etc.), and outright death contracts, practices which are now being sold in the market, and are applicable in the hands of yogic-practitioners, not "blind believers", as in the "theta-brainwave".)
​(Evidence: biased ignoring the "Ingo Swanns" and other Government "Remote Viewers")

4. Court Does Not Issue Ruling:
(The case of "Boileau v. Berkshire Hathaway, Inc" was provided for a reason, as it is indicative of "Bias" and "Prejudice" which may point towards "Conflicts of Interests", such as a Freemasonic-Lawyer who has an oath to Freemasonry and the Constitution. It was provided, so that I would not receive responses as yours, where I AM COLLECTING "DISCOVERY" PRE-COMPLAINT as THIS IS PIONEERING and 1) Asked other counsels across-the-board for assistance, and 2) Wanted to "test" the expertise of the legal field on these topics. What a shame!)  

5. Conflict of Interest
(The type of answer provided, evading the information presented to propose a limited understanding with the intent to evade, has been typical in speaking with every Freemason that I have ever spoken to. I asked another Freemason about "Ancient Aliens" and he distracts by telling me "well we still have the Ocean to explore". But of course, post "out-of-body" discussion in reading "I Am That", I was told to research AMORC. I take note of the Martinist connections, not necessarily through legal-entity links, but occult similarities. I AM AN OCCULTISTS FIRST, THE LEGAL REFLECTION ASSISTS. Don't get me started with the Freemasons for which I need to apply "curse reversals". Nonetheless, such begs the question of counsels affiliations and legal-representations.) 

Assessment: 
​
Colorado, Wyoming, South Dakota, North Dakota:
I know some indigenous out here, who have stories from boisterous "politicians" running their mouths in casinos, make these areas sound like the "legal" wild west. When I went out there last, the snow-plowers were trying to kill/run people over, only for the snow-plowers to gain legal support. 

I. ELIMINATION OF BIAS IN THE COURTROOM

A. The Author. Visiting The Descendants of Sitting Bull Protecting the Great Element of Purity: (DAPL). TheInnerStairwell. (2016)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/personal-golgotha/visiting-the-descendants-of-sitting-bull-protecting-the-great-element-of-purity-dapl)

B. The Author. Healing Of The Baphomet. TheInnerStairwell. (2016)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/personal-golgotha/healing-of-the-baphomet)

C. You May Or May Not Have Heard. Den's Got Some Secrets. 
(Evasive: https://www.flydenver.com/great_hall/denfiles)
(Fed. Tax Dollars / $500m: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Denver_International_Airport)

D. The Author. The US Presidential, British Royal, and Pharaonic Bloodline. TheInnerStairwell. (2017)
(Conspiracy Theories: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/personal-golgotha/the-us-presidential-british-royal-and-pharaonic-bloodline)

E. The Author. My Tips On Awakening To The Numerous Conspiracy Theories. TheInnerStairwell. (2016)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/personal-golgotha/my-tips-on-awakening-to-the-numerous-conspiracy-theories)

F. The Author. Science v. Spirituality. TheInnerStairwell. (2016)
(​See Less Than 1%: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/personal-golgotha/science-vs-spirituality)

G. The Author. Presence Of The Paranormal At The Santa Barbara Mission. TheInnerStairwell. (2015)
(Ghost: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/personal-golgotha/presence-of-the-paranormal-at-the-santa-barbara-mission)

H. The Author. In Defense of Traditional Medicine. TheInnerStairwell. (2016)
(​Old Wives Tale: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/personal-golgotha/in-defense-of-traditional-medicine)

I. The Author. Biological Enlightenment; Phase One (Pooping). (2015)
(Evidence: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/personal-golgotha/biological-enlightenment-phase-one-pooping)

1. Question was removed. Why?
-Propaganda?
-Religious "Fraud" and "Manipulation"?
-Freemasonic Oaths?
-Simply Unwilling to Know the Truth, especially like Socrates?

Conclude:

The answers show how ignorant the legal-profession is on these topics, lacking in intelligence, and EXPERTS IN THE FIELD, and the unwillingness to evolve as such. 

Answer carefully, as many demographics are at risk. 

Once again, as CA Licensed CIVIL ATTORNEY, I AM ALSO A GUINEA PIG FOR THESE PRACTICES. 

Due Diligence:

A. The Author. Bereshit (BRShITh) "In The Beginning". TheInnerStairwell. (2023)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/bereshit-brshith-in-the-beginning​)

B. The Author. King Solomon's Temple (Occult Rebuild: Work In Progress). TheGlamorousPeacock. (2022)
(https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/home/king-solomons-temple-occult-rebuild-work-in-progress)

C. Hargrove, Corwin. Practical Jinn Magick: Rituals To Unleash The Powers Of The Fire Spirits. Independently Published. (2018).
(Far too easy, far too devastating, I've used this book particularly the names of certain Jinn to "undo" the Jinn curses being done to me, interesting enough matching the same day as well. Seriously, how did Solomon get people to build, especially for content that would be banned from them? In addition, and relatable to King Hiram, the Phoenician "El" is the best in crafting protection from Jinn working stronger than Solomon's Medieval Seals.)

D. The Elite Meet In Retreat. ReaganLibrary.gov/Newsweek. (1982)
(pdf pg. 51: https://www.reaganlibrary.gov/public/2022-05/40-654-48177561-012-006-2022.pdf)
​(Bohemian Grove: "Cabalistic Rituals")

E. Public Policy. Constitutional Law. (1788)
(Magna Carta: ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_fupbF1wtLE)
(Tom Pain: ​https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/vocabulary)
(Judeo-Christian: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KXdU3cZbNQ)
(FTW: ​https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Socrates)
(Conditioning/Bias/Privilege: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Allegory_of_the_cave)
(Slave Master: ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xTgKRCXybSM)

F. Jurisdiction. 
(Dress Code: ​https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/vocabulary)
(Gehinnom: https://getyarn.io/yarn-clip/ce19e104-3292-4475-8516-d6e99892e1e8)

G. The President And The Press. (1961)
(Secrecy: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/)
(Discovery: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/scramblings/how-to-talk-to-a-jewish-freemasons-wife-is-freemasonry-a-control-mechanism)

H. History (def.)
(Arkansas: ​https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/vocabulary)
(Behavioral Assessment: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/behavioral-assessment)

I. Prayer Of Release For Freemasons & Their Descendants. 
(https://www.rcm-usa.org/PDF%20Files/Prayer-of-Release-for%20Freemasons%20and%20their%20Descendants_Revised.pdf)

J. Parker, Peggy. Francis Bacon and the Inspiration of the 1611 King James Bible.
(https://dl.icdst.org/pdfs/files1/08655395baa02f4df5fe3fc9f3a31f27.pdf)

K. Levy, David, Who is Asmodeus, King of Demons? A Study of King Solomon's Master Craftsman (2019)
(https://www.academia.edu/43129202/Who_is_Asmodeus_King_of_Demons_A_Study_of_King_Solomons_Master_Craftsman)

L. The Author. False Perceptions The Weight Of The World. TheInnerStairwell. (2020)
(How Judges Think: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/false-perceptions-the-weight-of-the-world)

Expert Analysis:

A. The Author. Elizabeth Lund of House of Idems: Why The "Divine Feminine" Industry Needs To Be "Bitch Slapped" With Regulations. TheInnerStairwell. (2022)
(Above The Law: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/scramblings/elizabeth-lund-of-house-of-idems-testimonial-messages-coming-soon)

AVVOs LAWYERS:

Make sure you tell every Zoroastrian, Jew, Christian, Muslim, and FREEMASON that they have "brain damage".

Make sure you remind AVVOs lawyers that they have a Constitutional Oath, while you effect your censorship and monopoly in a quickly becoming anti-constitutional pro-lobbyist (elite business) Country. 

Mediation.

​I talked shit, but this is what Mediation "Briefs" are for. Apologies to counsel for any rudeness, but such is becoming a requirement in this pioneering field within law. 

A. Legal Forum?

A. Legal: 
-"Ask a Lawyer online." 
-"Experienced lawyers are ready to help."

B. Forum:
Oxford: "a place, meeting, or medium where ideas and views on a particular issue can be exchanged."
-Place (Avvo.com)
-Meeting, Medium ("Ask a Lawyer online".)
-Ideas, and Views  ("Legal.Easier")
-Particular Issue ("Legal.Easier")
-Exchange ("Ask a Lawyer online".)

Counsel, what is Avvo then?

Counsel, I could use your help in rewording the question, if that will help. 

1-26-23

​Avvo immediately removed the question.

1-26-23

Counsels, you want to try again?

The "suit" will not be for curses. It will be for Fraud, Negligence, Intentional Infliction of Emotional Distress, Unfair Business Compet, Defamation, etc. However, I need it for the "curses".

The problem is they are family. I want discovery on Freemasonry's practices (shemhamephorash and goetia). 

Messages Began Nov. 9, 2022.

​Bibliography:

A. Raina, Parmarthi. What The Gita Says About Free Will And Destiny. The Times of India. (2008)
(https://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/what-the-gita-says-about-free-will-and-destiny/articleshow/3377587.cms)

B. Bhagavad Gita.
(18:60-61: https://www.holy-bhagavad-gita.org/chapter/18#​)

Referrals:

A. Advaita Vedanta. 
(I've personally used Mooji's silent meditation to get to the "ananda", but Bentinho pulls it back further to  a place before there was "awareness")

B. Become A Living God.
(The most powerful archetypes that I can find, simple rituals for those "initiated" into their sigils, I have sought to forge myself first before "manifesting" as I do not want to "play the same game". Hence, they are the group I would go to, to learn about "sexuality" and its potential, not just healing with Azazel "hellfire" or amping-up Tiamat "energy work", but manifesting or spirit-utilizing-locating the one needed for one's evolution in a romantic manner. Nonetheless, such "manifestation" will take some time as I prioritize my "interests" in the qliphotic "pathworking". Honestly, "can't trust a bitch in this business". 

C. King Solomon.
(Medieval Times:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xnDCAa-b4E) 

D. The Author. The Anima/Animus Psychological Complexity (The Psychology of Twin Flame Ascent). TheInnerStairwell. (2022)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/the-animaanimus-psychological-complexity-the-psychology-of-twin-flame-ascent)

E. The Author. The Bride, The Breed, and the Brigade (Invoking the Celtic Goddess Briget). TheInnerStairwell. (2022)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/the-bride-the-breed-and-the-brigade-invoking-the-celtic-goddess-briget)

F. Cultural Appropriation.
(Namaste: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0mJecHoHyoY) 

G. The Author. Paradise (Age of Horus). TheGlamorousPeacock. (2021)
(Paradise: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/vocabulary) 
(Magua: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/vocabulary) 

H. Relationships. True Love. Yin/Yang (0) 
(Forged: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RohJ1RxPVbg)
(Guru: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ARCzcHQ3PPU​)

Referrals:

A. Artemis.
(Cerberus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EMmM5pB0wqk)
(Guru / "The Sacred Tent": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMxGdLdMNRc)

Dec. 12, 2022.

​https://www.houseofidems.dk/post/thank-you-for-an-amazing-event

Dec. 12, 2022.

Elizabeth Lund:

You had stopped my teachers on my writing from presenting material regarding, DNA Activations, Akashic Record Keeping/Editing, Spirit Work, Kundalini Awakening/Use, Astral Projection, and Use of Archetypes as "Vision Boards" by and through Sefirot "Astral Projection", on their path to the "Empty" of "Self Realization".

Please respond properly based on your definition of this event. Why Michael Walker?

Amit Prakash, Esq. ​

Dec. 13, 2022

"Elizabeth Lund:

With what you have brought to my table, how can you call yourself "Divine". As someone who has followed you, and has had his work product ripped off from you, and has been sexually degraded by you, and culturally degraded, please respond to my very much "legal" messages sent to you, as your further "alleged" channelings are basically "intentional infliction of emotional distress".

It's time you define your words and work product, properly and authentically, for individuals who can grasp reality beyond a "hallmark card", particularly those paying-customers who have been screwed over by your "channeled" messages.

Amit Prakash, Esq."

Dec. 14, 2022

Referrals:

A. Her Creativity
(Open Willingly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbcwKVOpeKM)

B. The Passion of the
(His Creativity: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRK7PVJFbS8)

C. G.o.d.d.e.s.s. 
[Prescription (God): ​https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/vocabulary]

D. Powerful
(Being: ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GF8aaTu2kg0)

E. Aims High
(Perfume: ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWQJdnmpnhc)

F. Coming
(Most: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCv_XBTRVC0)

G. Love. The Author. TheGlamorousPeacock. (2022)
(He Is: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/)

Dec. 15, 2022

Referrals:

A. I'm Not A Miracle Worker, I'm A Janitor. Michael Clayton. 
(​https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x4e21a)

Dec. 19, 2022

"Catshit" Lund:

Catshit (Definition): See Dec. 16 Comment.

Ms. Lund, apologies for not providing you with weekend commentaries, as certain DJINN based "Ineffable Name" curses has limited my ability to keep technology on in my home. In addition to needing a break from "catshit". Seriously, it's amazing how much "felines lick themselves"?

These "divine feminine" industry, as I have been market researching for my own personal benefit and public informative, has used a significant amount of "buzzwords" which are quite "comforting" in a "hallmark" manner, but yet fail in actually displaying "intelligence". Main words around the "feminine" appear to be "wisdom" due to Sophia, but is better understood in real Tantrik traditions of facing "Dark Matter", as Sophia is biblically "fallen". The same applies to "love", in a serotonin-dopamine "big dick" chasing world, where such fails in the ego "empty" category, allowing higher "insight" or "intelligence" to pervade, as actually needed in a light-dark, yin-yang fashion. Hence, the definition of "love", actual "love" from "higher insight", becomes quite "unique" from being "terrific" to "terrifying" and of course the absolutely "terrible". In other words, SANS THE "BUZZWORDS" OF "LOVE" AND "WISDOM", MRS. LUND, WHAT ARE YOU TEACHING, WHAT ARE YOU SELLING?

The "decline of the State" for the buzzwords of "peace, harmony, stability, and prosperity", is counter towards your "Socialist" leanings, and is probably a response to my message, as opposed to "channeled", for which I have placed your messages and abilities in question. MS. LUND, ARE THESE DAILY MESSAGES, IN FACT, CHANNELED? The only explanation of your definition, would be the return of the "Tao", not these "women" who essentially capitalize on the culturally-irresponsible "Eat, Pray, Love" modality to sell themselves as something that is better suited for a dating-website. So far, from the "divine feminine" business modalities, including yours, I have seen the need for "Abortions", particularly a greater need, over "Women and Children's Shelters", once again, due to the lack of "intelligence" for the buzzwords of "love" and "wisdom". Which begs the question, MS. LUND WHAT IS A SACRED RELATIONSHIP OTHER THAN ONE BETWEEN A SAT-GURU AND STUDENT? Any other "relationship" appears to be a shoddy-attempt to balance one's energy-centers, using the other as nothing more than a serotonin-dopamine ego excuse. Especially in the "divine feminine" industry, capitalizing on the biggest sales demographic, teenage-girls to women.

MS. LUND PLEASE PROVIDE COMMENTS, ANSWERS, EVIDENCE, WELL-BEYOND YOUR LIMITED TESTIMONIALS, TO ALLOW THE AUDIENCE TO ASSESS WHAT IT IS THAT YOU ARE SELLING.

Amit ​

Referrals:

​A. The Author. End of Days. TheGlamorousPeacock. (2021)
(Any Last Werdz: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/vocabulary​)
(I Can't Get No -Satisfaction: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02AsfrLVNNM)

B. The Author. King Solomon's Temple (Occult Rebuild: Work In Progress). TheGlamorousPeacock. (2022)
(Coming of Age: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/home/king-solomons-temple-occult-rebuild-work-in-progress)
(Golden Coast - Yin/Yang: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XrMI2tvQGiQ)
(Battle of Los Angeles: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kr0tTbTbmVA​)
(Retainer Agreement / MIB: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day)

​C. The Author. Horus (The Age of). TheGlamorousPeacock. (2021)
(20th Aethyr: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/vocabulary)
("Moses": http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/uploads/2/1/5/9/21591682/horus-the-age-of_orig.jpg)
(DJINN: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWCZse1iwE0)
(Ineffable: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2soGJXQAQec)
(Ark of the Covenant / Divine Presence: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZFmne-GINZk)

12-20-22

Lund:

Oh Lund. IN ALL OF MY COMMENTS, I HAVE REQUESTED INFORMATION AND EVIDENCE OF "WHO YOU ARE", IN ORDER TO MAKE A PROPER LEGAL-BUSINESS DECISION. Once again, we're left with "buzzwords" as articulated in yesterday's comment of 12-19-20. Who are you, not just Lund, but all readers, but many "masks" based off-of "conditioning" which creates your chemical-hormonal "desires" or rather "dreams", as opposed to "THE TRUTH" of "WHO YOU ARE" beyond all such "sim character" identities? You worship the projection screen, but fail in acknowledging the projection, let alone the ex-nihilo (0) which sources the projection and makes "in the beginning" (1: Bereshit), which as "Marconian" Jesus preached against as the "Demiurge-Egregore".

LOSING "SIGHT" IS PROBABLY THE MOST SPIRITUAL THING ONE CAN DO. It is through "DAMNATION" that one finds "SALVATION" and hence "LIBERATION". The criminal attached to desire of samsara wears regular handcuffs for which he is eager to be free from. The self-righteous attached to desire of samsara wears golden handcuffs for which they further attach themselves. With "DAMNATION", there is nothing to cling onto, other than what's left, which is the "TRUTH". Such is taught in all Eastern Religions (Advaita: Nirvana, Samadhi, etc.) as well as Old Testament "Ineffable Name" (Negation) as experienced through the Hekhalot material .

Like when I dropped you from my blog, as I was an avid-supporter of your "gifts" as evidenced by numerous "paranormal" experiences, remember that it was due to your MISUSE OF GNOSTIC SCRIPTURE where you essentially PIMPED JESUS for "CHRISTMAS" (Saturnalia). Once, again, you failed in including the last sentence required for the paragraph, which would have placed your clients outside of materialist "desire" havens and into the "truth" of Self. What "matters'" most in the "material" world, should be to help others towards "liberation", where actual "love" will be shown as opposed to "big dick" desire gains further engraining conditioning as opposed to "liberating". As somewhat stated before, if Jesus was not "blessed" in a material sense, who would be able to wash his feet other than a "prostitute" who has transcended her need for such pleasures becoming nothing more than a "rote" job, the opposite being "karmic patterns"?

Lund, once again we return for our Christmas debacle, with the same "karmic" show expressed through slightly different "hallmark" type "greeting cards" sold as "channeled. IS TODAY'S MESSAGE CHANNELED, OR IS IT A RESPONSE TO YESTERDAY'S COMMENT PLACING NOT JUST YOUR BUSINESS, BUT YOUR TEACHINGS, AND YOU PERSONALLY, INTO QUESTION.

Amit

Referrals:

A. Marconianism. Wikipedia. 
(144 AD: ​https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marcionism)

B. Shri Sadguru Siddharameshwar Maharaj. Amrut Laya: The Stateless State. Sadguru Publishing. (2011)

C. The Author. Merkavah Mystic (Hekhalot Astral Projection). TheInnerStairwell. (2022)
​(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/merkavah-mystic-hekhalot-astral-projection)

D. Koetting. E.A. Abaddon: Angel of the Abyss, 4. Become A Living God. (2019)

E. The Author. Esoteric Hinduism, In Summation. TheInnerStairwell. (2019)
(Let It Be: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/esoteric-hinduism-in-summation​)

F. Mooji. Begin Discovering Your True Self Today. Youtube. (2020)
(Being: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EI8YBilXvc0​)

​

12-23-22

Amit, Esq. 

12-24-22

​Dutch East India Company,

Thank you for years of providing "channeled" messages, spiritualizing "togetherness" as part of your business with your "soul family", as some of us dangerously chose to find "oneness" in a separatist world. In a world where those who preach "peace" typically come with a selfish agenda, where "Conscious-Awareness" becomes the subtle art of catching each vibrational nuance with "Intelligence" with the intent to "balance" as in "harmonize", the result subject to "free will".

The façade of "saturnalia" returns, the need for "serotonin-dopamine" breaks from the "daily routine" for most, where it is expected of one to be "cheery", all in the name of a deity stolen in the name of Roman survival. Hence, the "NEED EACH OTHER TO FEEL THIS LOVE", when really all there is one's own "Serotonin-Dopamine" complexity managed by external-phenomena based on one's conditioning. As such, my "conditioning" has led me probably to have the most "peaceful" Christmas, with one of my favorite childhood movies, "Home Alone", where love for my Self/self is "harmonized" or "balanced" being away from those who ABUSE MY KINDNESS and then treat me 'ONCE YOU GO BLACK, YOU NEVER GO BACK". The need to be "loved" in a serotonin-dopamine complexity, freedom from such would be TRUE HARMONY. As such, once again I return to show that your messages can be easily met with a rebuttal, as they are marketing. The "TRUTH" is my gift to you, including the numerous LEGAL ADVICE provided to you, the result subject to "free will".

Nonetheless, I wanted to wish you and all of your ladies, a White Christmas and Merry New Year. Hopefully you can seize these moments, as, "today is a good day to die".

Exodus 32:6,

Amit Prakash
​(Coolie)

Assessment:

Referrals:

A. The Author. How Judges Think. TheGlamorousPeacock. (2022)
(Weight Of The World: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/home/king-solomons-temple-occult-rebuild-work-in-progress)

B. The Author. Akephalos. 
(Om Kring Kalikayai Namah: ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bldv5mvU1gg)

C. The Author. Kali Ma is STILL with Her Thugs! TheInnerStairwell. (2019)
("Togetherness": http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/personal-golgotha/kali-ma-is-still-with-her-thugs)

D. The Author. Shava Sadhna. TheGlamorousPeacock. (2022)
(Satariel:  ​https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/home/king-solomons-temple-occult-rebuild-work-in-progress)

E. The Author. Global Religious Syncretism To Understand Ascension; Just Another Nimrod Giving You The Blueprints To Rebuild THE Tower of Babel. TheInnerStairwell. (2019)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/global-religious-syncretism-to-understand-ascension)

Devadevam jagannatham devesam vrushabhadwajam,
Namami sirasa devam, kim no mrutyu karishyathi

The Lord,
Who is the God of gods,
Who is the lord of the earth,
And who has the bull flag.
What can death do to the one,
Who salutes with his head to the god.
 
Anatham avyayam santham akshamala dharam haram,
 
Who is limitless,
Who cannot be explained,
Who is peaceful,
Who is the killer,
And who wears the garland of ruraxs (furious eyes).
 
Aaandham, paramam nithyam, kaivalya pada dhayinam,
 
Who is happiness,
Who is beyond thought,
Who is stable,
And who grants salvation.
 
Swargapavarga datharam srushti sthithyanthakarinam,
 
Who grant heaven and salvation,
Who looks after creation, upkeep and destruction.

-Rotting Christ

12-25-22

"White Privilege" Lund:

Can you please provide examples for your teaching? The only evidence I can conjure is "Mahatma Gandhi" based on your "love dovey" preach that has been known from you for years. Look how that turned out for his people, who had to defend his form of "pacifism", with the numerous sacrifice, and still continued colonial disrespect.

In a world of "White Privilege" where "peace" is preached post "colonial" conquest, these "ALL LIVES MATTER" responses continue to be a joke, especially from your cultural appropriative mouth. Any country that has colonial-conquest, especially those who complain about "immigrants", should be put on trial.

Elizabeth Lund, do you have the COURAGE to own your mouth, as has been continuously requested? How do you protect the constitution, a mandatory agreement to enforce "peace"? The evidence continues to contradict your "vision board" teachings, as well as your hypocritical ideologies.

On this Christmas Day, I will thank those that do the hard-work and make those sacrifices, especially those that have to return to those who are ungrateful for their efforts in forging a better planet. Those are the real heroes, as many continue to preach in opposition, despite obtaining the benefit of a better standard of living.

In addition what is love from you, other than "once you go black, you never go back"?

Remember that next time you stay "Namaste", and get paid for it!

Amit

Culturally Sensitive:
In prior messages
I included the "sacred-tabernacle tepee" with regards to other cultures,
during "red-circle cycles".
-What A Jerk!/? 

12-26-22

Lund:

12-26-22 (No "Channeled Message")

"Nonetheless, you have abilities as I've picked up stuff from you, "being in each other's body", etc. Hence, the reason why I follow your dumbass." -12-25-22.

Lonnebakken, Leines, and McCann:

A. Help? DJINN!

B. Help! LUND?

HOI Team:

"Can you picture my prophecy?
Stress in the city, the cops is hot for me.
The projects is full of bullets, the bodies is droppin'.
There ain't no stoppin' me.

The question is will I live? No one in the world loves me.
I'm headed for danger, don't trust strangers.
Put one in the chamber whenever I'm feelin' this anger.
Don't wanna make excuses, cause this is how it is.
What's the use unless we're shootin', no one notices the youth"

-Is there another route, for a crooked outlaw?

Amit

Referrals:

A. Sublime. 40oz To "Advaita Vedanta". Universal Music Group. (1992)
(War&Peace / Ananda Tandava / Caught Slippin'?: ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZlpAAHar96E)

B. Tubal Cain. Nephilim. Azazel. (2022)
(Seer/Watcher/Witch: ​https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tubal-cain)
(1 Enoch 15:4-9 / Togetherness: https://www.sacred-texts.com/bib/boe/boe018.htm)
(1 Enoch 12:5-6 / "Delight: Beloved": https://www.sacred-texts.com/bib/boe/boe015.htm)
(Better Than Slangin' In the Valley: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/home/king-solomons-temple-occult-rebuild-work-in-progress)
(Jurisdiction: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/scramblings/elimination-of-bias-in-the-courtroom-even-avvo-cant-answer-proper-legal-questions)
(1 Enoch 10:13 / "Against One Another": https://book-ofenoch.com/chapter-10/)

C. The Author. A Qabalist Interpretation Of the Nigerian Igbo People (Judaism and Odinala). TheInnerStairwell (2022). (http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/a-qabalist-interpretation-of-the-nigerian-igbo-people-judaism-and-odinala)
(Abakua / Masulinity)

D. The Author. Invoking The Dark Goddess. TheInnerStairwell. (2015)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/personal-golgotha/invoking-the-dark-goddess-an-erotic-experience)
(Hekate / Femininity: Primal Self for "As Above, So Below")

E. The Author. Your Honor. TheInnerStairwell. (2021)
(Retainer Agreement / "Doubtful Repute": http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day)
(Los Angeles Times: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tJP29ja1WM)
(Chapter of Rose Croix Degrees: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_Iv7p8rt_0)
(Confidential / Doctor Report / Luke 7:34: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhSVlp2-u20)
(Masculinity: ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1U8kUEzEnUM)
(Gurus: ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eo2tsSRAhew)
(Milk and Honey: https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Numbers%2013:27-33&version=NIV)
(Giants / "Ineffable Name": ​https://www.lawofone.info/results.php?q=anak+yod)
(Chillin' With The No. 1 Station: ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktKZy7xFSbo)
(Talkin' To The Chicks: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_eBPiKPe18)

F. Judgment Day. Still Waters Run Deep. Easter Bunny (03:00)
(Trainees: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEg_6Hs71Cg)
(Adversary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51oVUpajcCo)
(Attorney: https://theglamorouspeacock.weebly.com/vocabulary)
(Protection: http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/resheph-to-mikal-rooting-archangel-michael-for-gnosis)

G. Saw Red. Leviathan. Santeria. (2022)
(Swim / Reef / No Time: ​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmadSGJCzo8)

1-3-22
(Sent via Private Submission)

RE: Expert Opinion

House of Idems:

In case you can't tell, I'm trying to make an "expert" of Lund, to be under the crossfire within a "professional" situation. It didn't happen placing Lund on my blog, questioning Lund on my blog, removing Lund from my blog, returning to question Lund for 2 months, threatening to publish such post-comments, publishing such posts-comments with further commentary, all of which filled with significant "legalese", only to find we still have the same "House of Lund".

In a world where "psychics" are questionable, where such can now be a "peer-reviewable" practice, from manifestation to vision boards, to astral-projection "deity" gnosis for soul-evolution, to discovery of "empty" or the lack-of "free will" for one's "true self" beyond all conditioning or anchoring one's "spirit contracts" via "karma", we would have to fight against, or rather counter-create not co-create, with a heavily prejudicial and arrogant-hedonist psychological environment. 

Should "psychic" phenomena be evidentiary-proven true, it may be kept a secret due to the potential for misuse, abused by the few at the manipulative expense of the many. Such "practices" are due-diligently noted in elitist-circles, one of which requires legal "discovery" at a national-public level due to "Constitutionality" purposes. 

Instead of your need to "compete" as you had ignorantly-addressed when I had your name on my work-product, as a recommendation, you should have just owned your skillset unclouded from "hallmark" marketing and "baby girl to motherhood" reflection of emotional-sentiments and crutches to "emotional dolls", all of which we are stuck in some sort of "disney" enchantment conditioned since childhood. 

On an "overpopulated planet" sold under "go green" ideologies, education and discernment, or rather "conscious-awareness" becomes pivotal, as opposed to sheepishly "breeding" and satisfying hedonist "serotonin-dopamine" complexities, much sold on the market under the disguise of "follow your bliss", leading people astray from the "true-bliss" of "empty".
 
Lund and her team of experts, are you capable of standing-up and addressing the concerns of your/our communities, and developing a business modality that can be placed under "peer reviewable" efforts for evolving "success" to effectively educate the next generation in a world full of opposition, or do we return to "once you go black, you never go back" placing everything Lund and her community does into question? Do we place the path of service to "serotonin-dopamine" self over the path of service to "empty" self, both providing a "mirrored" reflection? 

Do we return to the barbie doll's dreamhouse of a "white privilege" vision-board, Ms. Lund?

Amit Prakash

January 11, 2023

Elizabeth Lund:

In dire need, I came to you for help, only to find you flaunting the "New Dick" as in "Black" in front of me, Michael Walker.

1. You already told me "once you go black you never go back", for which I gave up. Some word of advice, judge women by the men they fuck. If they have no respect for your white children, who are you spreading your legs for, and what is the point of you breeding?

2. You are giving "Michael Walker" respect? Another KKKRACKER teacher, right, because he would get behind all your bullshit. Seriously Lund, what about the respect for all the real spiritual teachers you ripped off, including myself. Looking at Michael Walker's facebook posts, as this is the new generation of spiritual teachers, GIVE ME A REASON TO NOT KILL MYSELF! I seriously can't believe you went that direction. But then again, how else are you going to glorify yourself other than hiding behind the "Marcs" of the world.

In a world of "All Lives Matter" requiring "Black Lives Matter", proving that life is actually meaningless especially with "once you go black", showing me that I shouldn't breed, the whole "you bring peace to the world by loving yourself" is better met with "buy a gun". In a world of "white privilege", what else is there to do? If I'm going to go out, I might as well go out with a bang, RIGHT BITCH? In other words, treat white people, the way they have and continue to treat the rest of us.

3. The last time I heard about you dating, I think it was an Indian guy for which you removed a serpent or some other story you conjured as an excuse. You stated that he ended up cursing you out. Please speak the truth, about what happened. Honestly, I basically sent you a demand letter every day for two-months (Nov-Dec.) for which I am owed damages from you fraud, plagiarism, misrepresentations, intentional infliction of emotional distress, etc. Honestly, I'm surprised someone doesn't "beat the shit" out of you on a daily basis, given how much bullshit comes out of your mouth. Honestly, do your children go to school, or do they just use vision boards?

4. I asked for your help, and all I can get from you is you rubbing dick in my face, hence the reason why you labeled the "walker" email "BLACK". In other words, FUCK YOU BITCH AND THE FUCKING CUNTS YOU FUCK!

ELIZABETH LUND IS TOO BIG OF A BITCH TO OWN HER CUNT-MOUTH, LET ALONE CLEAN HER SHIT TOILET. SO TOILET-CLEANER MICHAEL WALKER, I CREATED A SUICIDE-DEATH COURT, TO INVITE YOU AND ALL YOU KKKRACKER-ASS MOTHERFUCKERS. Please give me a reason to end this shithole life, surrounded by "White". At least, I won't have to worry about FREEMASONS or other DESERT RELIGION fraud meant to enslave. LUND ARE YOU STILL AN angEL? Do you still sell "wings" to your clients? If you can't help regarding DJINN, can you just say so, instead of rubbing your sex life in my face, you fucking asshole. Seriously, how many of your former-clients have you pissed off over the years, make sure you keep a record of them for legal purposes, and the real reasons why including their contact info as your shit mouth will "white wash" everything.

Sincerely,

Amit Prakash, Esq.
(Lund: Once again, each and every message to you is basically a demand letter to your lawyers. Now, I will only be further collecting evidence for "Fraud" against you and your team, as well for the reason why I call you "BITCH" as in "you can't teach an old dog new tricks". Provided that I'm selling nothing but my own death, I invite you KKRACKERS and STANK-ASS BITCHES to MY SUICIDAL COURTROOM. You wanted a spiritual business, I want to die, let's see where we end up, shall we?)

http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/scramblings/elizabeth-lund-of-house-of-idems-testimonial-messages-coming-soon ​

Michael Walker:

1. What is a Daemon? -Qliphotic Practitioner 

2. Cultural Hypnosis? -Qliphotic Practitioner
What is the "Divine" if not "Empty" attained in "Ain Soph Aur", where Dreams are merely cracking the foundation in "Yesod"? How does one face "fear" if they are afraid of the "dark"?

3. Not a psychologist, not a pharmacologist, not self-help, not spiritual? This comment is ripe with legal issues. Why get an education when you can be an arrogant clueless fuck? 
​​
4. Wisdom of the Numinous Soul. Where is it? Where is the Wisdom, especially since we don't need scientists anymore, or the need to be scientific with our work-product? Once again, what is "wisdom" without "intelligence"? Fancy interpretations, or dreams in themselves and "CONDITIONED" symbols in addition to theta-brainwave sigils, are all mere attempts to rebalance the energy centers in recognizing one's power, done by going "empty". 

5. Ego. He talks about his identity "ego", and then puts his picture on the post. Consciousness and "Ego", you might want to STUDY REAL SPIRITUAL TEACHERS. Your dreams are a delusion. Your dreams (yesod) in materiality (malkuth) are taught from ex-nihilo nothing (kether) that evolves the soul (tiphereth). In other words, SELF REALIZATION IS GREATER THAN YOUR CONDITIONED WANTS, DESIRES, AND DREAMS. This is the reason why "GURUS" were not to have "SPIRITUAL BUSINESSES".

Honestly, I can't even get through the rest of your facebook posts as you're merely kissing your own ass, and coming up with excuses why you don't have evidentiary support. No wonder the "Lunds" go towards this nonsense, it makes her feel "Divine". 

Captain Sav-A-Ho putting Pussy On A Pedestal, and rather stupidly I might add. But then again, this is the "once you go black, you  never go back" with a "white son" shithole selfish-spirituality of "House of Idems". 

Referrals

A. Lys Campbel. Dynamic Intententions.
(Fuck the Hero's Journey: ​https://dynamicintention.podia.com/)
(Quickly get the activations you need from these "Dreamscape" teachers, and ditch the sales "wisdom" for the "intelligence". Not just your own time and evolution, but humanity's is at stake.)

B. Seth Speaks

C. Story Waters

D. Masculinity?
(Is Dreamscape like playing "Video Games"? I wasted my life trying to be "good" and "responsible". I wasted my life looking up to "Jesus" if not a "deity" at least a "homie". Old slave masters god, a new outlook, Socratically crucified.)

E. Become a Living God
(The answer to "Video Games' is "yes", but only after rebalancing and forging with powerful archetypes, deities "condemned" due to their "heavenly powers and wisdom", in "daemonically" adjusting humanities "evolution".)

​Michael Walker (Kracker):

How does "Dreamscape" work, is it like Lund's "Vision Boards"?

Did you dream yourself with "black" size penis and manifest Lund? Is that how it works. Honestly, after looking at your posts, I wish I never have done "an honest days worth of work". Fuck helping people, when you can just tell them to "imagine yourself with a bigger penis", right? Do you still visit the doctor, or rely on medical intelligence?

In fact, what is your size, as Elizabeth Lund has sold her business as a "Sex Goddess" but a "Size Queen". How does she help those, particularly the ones she's constantly turning her back on, in an elitist "White" manner.

Seriously, what the fuck are you selling, especially if you're still stuck on new age Joseph Campbell in a world where 50% of the population still need to figure out what they are worshipping. Follow your serotonin-dopamine "bliss" over the true "bliss" of empty, bringing intelligence and conscious-awareness to balance the moment, something Lund has continuously failed to do for years, keeping her audience INTENTIONALLY in "ignorance is bliss".

Should either of you, collect a single-penny, for the crap that comes out of your mouths?

Amit Prakash, Esq.
(Apologies for the numerous posts, but I have had to switch email accounts as I keep getting blocked for some reason, right Lund? I thought I'd get them in, while the legal fire is hot)

​Lund (Divine Cunt):

You labelled the email advertisement with Michael Walker as "Black". What does that mean? Does that mean you're getting married, congratulations, as in "once you go black, you never go back"?

Why did you label that advertisement as such? Answer is a hint towards your psychology, for which I called "Cunt".

Amit Prakash, Esq.

​Michael Walker:

Lund got her understanding of "Daemon" from my work product, for which she then relied, and used for her business model. Even her concept of "unique" comes from my differentiation.

Please address why you are teaching such information, post Ms. Lund being educated from my work product. Your whole outlook simply looks like one of my posts, in an uneducated fashion. (http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/research-in-becoming-the-daimon-demons-are-a-girls-best-friend). Honestly, even your "chivalry" picture post adds up to the "powerwolf" song addressed in the article. In other words, you're a wannabe attempt at my blog post!

Seriously regarding Lund and now yourself, evidence needs to be addressed on her plagiarism, unfair competition, and lack of evolution as noted "intelligence" is highly frowned upon in these communities.

Amit Prakash, Esq

​Elizabeth Lund:

Why is it that you are supporting "Michael Walker" for "Daemon", but you talked so much shit about what I was doing, what I was writing, what I was creating, and the teachers I was using, which was then when you started using the word "Unique" as you were bringing people away from "religion" post another one of my posts attesting to my experience in Christian schools.

Do understand, YOU HAVE SHOWN SIGNIFICANT "UNFAIR COMPETITION" in the way you have presented your Business, MISUSING YOUR MARKETING DEGREE. The work product that you and your community are producing, is sexist, racist-rapist hierarchal, elitist, prejudicial, and highly uneducated and glorifying yourselves as such.

Continuously, I can't help be but disgusted with the state of "spirituality" as it is capitalist-competitive in the market, with a bunch of racist ANTI-GURUS, like LUND.

In terms of the "Daemon", can anyone in and associated with "House Of Idems", before collecting a penny, prove the world that Louis Farrakhan is wrong about them. As in, is, "the White Man The Devil"? White spiritual businesses, theologians, historians, and hell even politicians, should all be answering that one question.

Amit Prakash, Esq.
(Lund: "Is the White Man the Devil?")

January 4, 2023

Michael Walker and I have been collaborating for the past 8 months, and you would have seen us in Youtube-videos and Live Events together.

In Elethica we work with focus on empowering you by supporting your connection with your psyche/soul which is emphasized in your dreams and visions.

In Michael's words...
"Your consciousness is based on the instinctual intelligence,
and not what you think about thinking."

And we connect best with our instinctual intelligence when our mind is prevented from (over)thinking. 

You are hereby invited to join us on our Facebook- and/or our Instagram-page, where you can get a daily kick of wisdom and expertise on Integrated Healing, dream and vision work.

We also invite you to sign up for our FREE Dream-course, which will be launched in January. All you have to do is reach out to us on our facebook-page with your email address, so we can put you on the list of participants.

Like, share and subscribe to Elethica, where much will be shared from now on, and join in with your comments and/or questions, and we will make sure that you feel seen, heard and responded to in every case.

Thank you for all your energy and support over the years, I am beyond honored and I am looking forward to be connecting with you again through Elethica. If not, thank you for being here with me and hopefully our paths will cross again some day.

With love

Elizabeth Lund
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January 12, 2023 (Email Response)

Elizabeth Lund:

Are you capable of having an Adult Conversation, if not professional? You obviously don't care about your reputation, where now we need to discover if you are a "Scam" or a real "Psychic". You're marketing for your business model, once again, is essentially limited and done in a manner where you can rape other teachers, under the disguise of the "uneducated" and "unlicensed" title of "COACH". 

I am at a loss on how much you have ripped off from my work product, to end up with the "Michael Walkers" of the world, unless it's just sex with you. I came to you regarding curses, and I have to deal with your inability to close your legs, for some sort of "Divine" sex and reproduction, both of which needs to be highly evidenced in order to present you adequately, not like a scam. Honestly Lund, instead of calling your relationships "divine", you're giving us evidence that your relationships are "shit". Even with your children as you hide behind and use MELISSA as your marketing gimmick for your "SACRED TENT", but of course we don't know what your son's name is, he's not as important. No wonder your ex husband left, no wonder men want to fuck you but not marry you, no wonder they end up yelling at you, no wonder you date men that "have changed" from abusive to "pickup artist", HONESTLY, WHAT ARE YOU SELLING IF YOU ARE SO SEXIST WITH YOUR APPROACH AND TEND TO FALL TOWARDS "DUMB". 

I ASK ONCE AGAIN FOR A PROPER STATEMENT ON WHAT BOTH OF YOU ARE SELLING ON THE MARKET, as I have suffered significant legal repercussions from Elizabeth Lund and MICHAEL WALKER SHOULDN'T EVEN BE ALLOWED TO OPEN HIS MOUTH IN PUBLIC. Seriously, YOU FUCKING ASHRAM-COUGAR, how often do we have to negate the "intelligent" because they are wearing a turban, for the deluded "wisdom" of the kracker? So far, your educations are showing to be a joke, your work product is showing to be elitist-narcissist-arrogant, and your mouths are nothing more than "hallmark" cards preying on the "emotional". 

Honestly, Lund, I came to you for help only to find you're still the same asshole, however, now you're dating a "retarded version" of my blog post on "daimons".Just a quick glance at his facebook posts, I CAN NEVER PROFESSIONALLY RECOMMEND "MICHAEL WALKER". But Lund, it makes sense that you do, provided the numerous comments I have given you since roughly 2019. IT'S AMAZING THAT YOU REFUSED TO GROW UP LUND. 

DO UNDERSTAND, I WANT A PROPER RESPONSE ON WHY ELIZABETH LUND LABELLED THIS ADVERTISEMENT AS "BLACK", WHICH IS EVIDENCE THAT SHE IS GETTING MY MESSAGES, BUT IS UNABLE TO PROFESSIONALLY RESPOND. AFTER SAYING "ONCE YOU GO BLACK, YOU NEVER GO BACK", YOU THOUGHT IT WAS APPROPRIATE TO RUB IT IN MY FACE OR WHAT LUND? AS A SPIRITUAL TEACHER, AS A SEX COACH, AS COUNSELOR, OR WHATEVER STUPID TITLE YOU ATTEMPT TO SELL YOURSELF, PLEASE EXPLAIN YOUR HIGHLY EVASIVE, ARROGANT, ASSHOLE, AND UNINTELLIGENT RESPONSES. 

The world doesn't need more spiritual scam artists. You assholes should be held liable for what comes out of your mouths. 

Amit Prakash

Referrals

A. Intentional Infliction of Emotional Distress. CACI No. 1600. (2022)
(https://www.justia.com/trials-litigation/docs/caci/1600/1600/)

​B. The Author. Research In Becoming The Daimon (Demon's Are A Girl's Best Friend). TheInnerStairwell. (2019)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/research-in-becoming-the-daimon-demons-are-a-girls-best-friend​ ) 
(Evidence that "Elizabeth Lund" has not evolved, has not grown up, since being recommended on my blog, but still presents herself with an asshole "superiority" model.)

C. Lund, Elizabeth. House of Idems.
(https://www.houseofidems.dk/)
(Case Study: The damage of White "Spiritual Businesses" on proper "Spiritual Teachers". How to spot lovey dovey "hallmark" cards that essentially rape intelligent "teachers", with a superiority complexity hiding behind false "ego death". As evidence and comparison to Advaita and Qliphoth, no evolution, no progress, no intelligence in an industry of "coaching" where the uneducated don't have to "own their mouth".) 

(Lund: In one of your videos, you had discussed that you were almost raped. The next day, you had stated, that someone (male) who brought wisdom into your life, sent you "protective energy". PLEASE TELL US WHO WAS IT THAT SENT YOU THAT PROTECTIVE ENERGY, AND IF IT WAS "DARK".) 

D. Chili. The Dog.
(The dog was named and treated better in all of her videos, than her son, who is?)(Remember those videos, I don't remember who was hornier, you requesting friends with benefits, the men you discussed on your dating websites from "abusive to chivalry" pick-up lines, the men you hired to brush off other men while they created musical "playlists" to serenate you, the men you collaborated with who in your meetings would say "hey babe, show me your tits", or the dog who continuously-viciously would be caught humping the pillow.)

E. Melissa. Sacred Tent
(I'm sorry children, but this has not been fair, and you deserve better. The next generation deserves better, including children who are not "white". Your mother has not been professional at all with her business since first meeting her where she is still the same today, let alone using you in her business, where it has become obvious she does not care for anyone else's reputation. With your father leaving you and a selfish mother of "once you go black, you never go back" stated publicly despite her white family and colleagues, I am at a loss on why certain people should be permitted to have children. Once again, you deserve better than vision-board "hallmark cards" over education, "real teachers" over whiteness, a balance of "logic" with "emotion" for the most holistic human being, to have the most amazing life possible, FEARLESSLY. It is only the "left hand path" where "fearless" is found, as the "Michael Walker's" of the world stupidly preach about the Daimon. Under Tiamat, "they are a girls best friend". Sorry for all the chaos I created, Melissa.)

"Freight train, each car looks the same, all the same
And no one knows the gypsy's man
And no one hears his lonely sighs
There are no blankets where he lies
Lord, in his deepest dreams the gypsy flies"
-Crossroads,
Seem To Come And Go
(Solo Path: No One Else Can Do It For You)

[email protected]
​[email protected]

1-23-23 (Email)

I received no response, no courtesy, and of course, no morals and ethics, from your organization once again, especially since you are known to utilize my work-product and the spiritual teachers listed for your own marketing and ego-centered "female" glorification. Like "Michael Walkers" facebook post as part of your business "partnership" as "Elethica" which has been since "removed", it's amazing how one can glorify their "egos" in presenting "ego death" material, hinting towards the emotional-bodies primal instincts of "flight or fight" and the lifelong conditioning engraining "fear" responses, leading towards his "dreamy" work product. Such also indicates that you, Ms. Lund, were unable to integrate Kali Ma despite your cultural-appropriative mouth. 

For the life of me Lund, instead of ripping-off the teachers on my blog, did you comprehend or let alone experience the gnosis they provided, before returning to your self-glorification "jack off" business? What is "processing" that you are selling, if it is not "Advaita Vedanta" pointings. In fact, how many times since last November 2022 have I asked you, "what are you selling?" for which you continued your self-glorification, sexist, and self-loathing "buzzword-hallmark" charade. Your messages, though couched in tarot or some obscure-astrology for marketing-differentiation, may land correctly but the probability and the sourcing is questionable. Hence, the need to clean you up as in "help you put your pants on" and see if you can handle questioning to systematically assess your information-output, becomes highly necessary for your business if we are to use your "gifts" in a professional setting. 

A. Advaita Vedanta
If you or anyone in your community cannot do the "samadhi blanket", meaning bring people to "bliss" which is found with Sat-Guru in becoming "aware of awareness", causing the mental body to "dark night process" its conditioned responses and attachments, then please articulate what you mean by "processing" as sales.

B. Kriya Yoga
If you are mentoring others regarding "psychic gifts", others have already provided time-tested stepping stones, of running your energetic-channels in a Taoist manner, as well as imaginative-guidance in navigating one's consciousness in exploring the "netherworlds" as a psychopomp with experience in many different aspects of using one's abilities. Once again, in a stepping-stone manner. Not only are these pointers amazing when detailed providing numerous "arrows" for one's quiver, but the assistance of "entity-archetypes" is expansive well-beyond the "vision board" conquests of the typical marketed material geared towards those logical-scientific. 

C. Channeled 
If you present "channeled" material, please describe such entities or energies, as they may be "inspiration", they may be "egregore", or they may be "mind control". Moreover, please ensure the "channeled" material is "intelligent", as many in the audience may actually be smarter. Inspired messages should not be considered "channeled", but actually "inspired" or "energy readings".  

D. Intelligence
When possible, and as much as possible, substantiate practices and claims. Peer review to set the stage for the next generation. 

E. Expert
Research your field, become a market researcher to develop your own material. Only present your material, when you've forged beyond or with the material you are consuming. Differentiate and substantiate.

Once again, I came back to you to assess your gifts, your talents, your business model, your attitude, in order to prepare an EXPERT OPINION report based on the year 2022 and continuing today, in dealing with Freemasonic and Ineffable Name based occultism, in a field with a terrible reputation and strong skepticism in a courtroom. I expected a whole lot more from you, especially since I attempted to assist you only to find your attitude to be quite selfish, self-centered, and self-loathing. 

You are provided, once again, to publish a full public-report in allowing you and your "trusted" community to freely and openly "read me", because that's how stupidly I still trust your abilities, which will allow public assessment of your gifts and abilities. It's free marketing for you, and an opportunity to establish some credibility for the psychics of the world, and allow me to be one step further in getting these issues to cease. 

Amit Prakash, Esq. 

​​[email protected]
​[email protected]

1-26-23 (Email)

Lund, LuND, LUND!:

Please take a look at what the lawyers are looking like in my country.
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/scramblings/elimination-of-bias-in-the-courtroom-even-avvo-cant-answer-proper-legal-questions)

Please, PleASE, PLEASE! let me know if you can help me.

Amit

​Lund:

Every time you open your mouth in public,
I'm reminded of how shitty people are. 

Because of you,
I learned that it is better to slice one's wrist than to help others.
And, I'm going to keep following you to prove that. 

Every penny you make,
is raping spirituality.
What's worse, is you know it,
and you knew it back when I threw you off my blog for pimping Jesus.
Of course,
you don't judge yourself or take responsibility or reflect
unless it is to "white wash" in the name of "peace".

Lund which is it?
A. You bring peace to the world, by loving yourself.
(Hedonist/Desire/Samsara)
B. You bring peace to the world, by sacrificing yourself. 
(Ascetic/Desireless/Liberation)

Answer ASAP!

Amit Prakash, Esq.
(2-9-23)

3. Why it is divine to take responsibility for your own reflection?

​Lund:

As a "parent", you have many responsibilities to others, many of which are why some of us are "lawyers". Your perspective is nothing more than your conceptual ideation based on your conditioning, broken by the "inspiration" found by going "empty".

Response: You have failed to respond to my messages for two (2) months for the closing of last year (2022), with my health at risk. Do understand, I am legally owed damages. This post shows why.

Amit Prakash, Esq.

4. Full Moon in Leo

Lund:

These astrological readings of yours, keep one in the "monkey head" wouldn't you say? As they are repetitive of prior "monthly readings" for which I needed to stop reading, and focusing on energy-myself, not in reading due to the amount of mind-control and entity-manipulation, but in managing and manipulating to my "meditative" frequency. As in, outdo and transcend the planetary aspects, as they are archons as attested by the Christian Gnostics.

Elizabeth Lund, many of your posts are actually you attempting to avoid "responsibility", as in to your children, to your family, to your society, to your "lovers", obviously to your "clients", as you continue to peddle "the Secret" as if it is scriptures for your "hallmark" charade. As you have continuously shown us to be the "main character" of your soap-opera life sold as a spiritual "eat, pray, love", should I be "responsible" for your "reflections" and "responsibility" in society?

Should others bare the burden of wiping your ass, provided you're incapable of cleaning up your toilet, aka "release".

Amit Prakash, Esq. ​

5. Why is it important to focus on the breath?

Lund:

Breathwork, or rather, returning to breath like a child energizing the lower-gut (lower dantien), causes the meridians to open and energy to flow properly, balancing-harmonizing the psychological-centers known as chakras, to have an "as within, so without" experience.

Attention should be on "awareness", breathwork assists in dropping the mind-body conditioning and release of the resulting muscular-tension, as one goes towards "empty" for "inspiration" of Self. The "present moment" is in your "head", which is why most of these teachings and teachers fail, though are sadly repeated. This is why real "spiritual teachers", as in "gurus" are desperately needed, but for the distraction of this white-washed commercialized cookie-cutter sold as "unique" industry.

In the "empty", you have the "tao", or the Greco "chaos and order" for the balance of "kairos". What you have, is an addiction to "samsara" as in "manifestation". Your ego wants, what your ego wants.

Amit Prakash, Esq.

2-9-23 (Email to Katrin):

Katrin:

I could really use your help. 

Since Dec. 2021, I've done nothing but fight off Freemasonic-Jewish curses. It's taken over my life, to the point where it is better to just end it. I'm constantly connected with the other's energy cords, which is painful to remove, and I can't get it all. They are entity-attachments, and they try to get me to act. I can't work anymore. 

I've wrote to Lund for nearly two (2) months last year (2022), which I hope you've taken note. Lund brags about her abilities, her predictions. Her general readings are on point, if one can read between the lines. My paid for sessions on the other hand, were a complete waste of time, leading me on irresponsibly. In fact, I should be with my "twin flame" or something, which makes sense since the divine union is in me. In fact, shakti-tapas clears the left side of the body, where the right side is struggling to resolve its issues leaning on the left. Hence, I would be mostly the "feminine" trying to heal my "masculine". Nonetheless, Lund is a piece of shit, with arrogant "divine feminine" syndrome, where she essentially rips off other teachers then hides behind cards or astrology. She's proving to me that women are more and more basically "easy bake ovens". Something weird to me since both my mother and sister worked their asses off. 

I could use your help as a third party reviewer and if you can help clean me up. Maybe help me move on without going towards tougher teachers. However, I don't know the extent of your abilities, and Lund clouds everything especially with her white-washed spirituality ripe with her own personal agendas, hence, Cult of Lund. 

Please help. At least respond. 

​Amit

​Katrin:


Please help Katrin. Everyone of Lund's videos makes me want to kill myself. I hate that selfish self righteous bitch who thinks she's better than actual Gurus. After following my blog for so long, she should be a lot smarter today, instead of reverting back, where I'm basically seeing "cut and paste". My family also kicked me out in support of those who have abused my family their whole lives, because they have cute kids to manipulate everyone else. In this world, the good are abused. The bad and abusive, like the Lunds of the world, are the success. Lund is just another socialist-liberal with "going green" sales, but really wants to be "donald trump" with her cultish behavior. Same conduct, different flavors, easily noticeable if you've had to grow up around white people. When it comes to women, should I be "kind and courteous" or should I be "grab em by the pussy"? How about we ask, "once you go black, you never go back". And yes, that statement will continue, and we will look to the past, because Lund has left a trail that shows her "modus operandi", her M.O.

Nonetheless, Katrin, please help. At this point, and in this world, and after Lund's bullshit, can you give me a reason to live. Please Katrin.

Amit

Referrals:

A. Dj Quick. Do I Love Her? Suga Free. (1990)
(Energy Pimping: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5qZwDLr7k0)

Email
[email protected],
[email protected]


Cunt Mentor:

Is a masculine only "divine" when you fuck him? I'm so confused as to your standards, and once again WHAT ARE YOU SELLING?

Seriously, white privilege is nice. (Divine Masculine)
 
Amit Prakash, Esq. 

DIVINE WHITE:

NAMASTE!

I just wanted to ask now that you've ripped off and white-washed my religion, culture, demonized our race, etc....

GIVE ME ONE FUCKING REASON TO NOT KILL MYSELF!!!!!

Every time I watch your videos, I feel like slicing my wrist ... you should know why.

Amit

​Lund:

How the fuck do you go from Advaita and Qliphoth to that shit!

Amit

Lund:

You talked so much shit about me, tried to get me away from psychic training and "the void" and the "dark matter", etc.

What is wrong with you???

I fucking hate you Lund!

Amit

2-10-23 (Email)

​​Katrin:

Can you confirm whether or not Lund is a "Con Artist".

1. Please describe how she has helped you develop your abilities?
2. How has she used her abilities, the extent?
3. How are you developing?
4. Have you done market research and comparisons? If so, who and how are your competitors? 
5. Has she used other "teacher's" material?
6. What is the success rate of her "readings" or channeled "meditations", are they repeat like energy "drug dealers"?
7.  What is the probability of her success, and what is the extent of the difficult challenges she faces?
8. What is the scope of yours and Lund's "Channeling"?
9. What other training have you and her or others been through, what is the comparisons?
10. Is Lund better than other spiritual teachers, particularly the one's she is well aware of?
11. What are the amount of complaints Lund has received, and how has she handled? Has she used her teachings to be "evasive"?
12. Have others suffered from Lund's messages and the direction she has presented her teachings, has such teachings conflicted with other teachers?
13. What is the extent of her "marketing" efforts in her business, and how does she use her abilities to "attract"?
14. Can Lund be considered a "Guru" as in "Sat-Guru" helping actual Self-Realization, particularly "ananda" bliss?
15. What is the dating-profile of Lund's clientele and coworkers, as this can easily be a sex cult?
16. Are there relationship damages based on Lund's relationship "teachings", especially by the men, including the one's who have yelled at her.
17. Does Lund surround herself with competitors, or people different, so they don't outshine her. As in, Cult. 

Please Katrin. Since 2019, I've realized I don't see a point to Lund's efforts, and I used to follow her daily. She has a "mezmerizing" demeanor that "serenades" the audience, where intelligence is not required, as I'm reminded by watching her videos, as she explores her sexuality, as we all know, sex sells. 

I'm living in "lord of the flies".

​Amit

​(2-11-23)
Elizabeth "Show Me Your Bewbs" Lund:

Ms. Lund, provided that you have sold yourself in dealing with "Spirituality' and "Relationships", in actually proving the opposite to be true that "Relationships are a Distraction from Spirituality", I'm really wondering if you are capable of learning from the many teachers, particularly MEN, who you have PROPPED for your CULT videos?

When I supported you, even after "once you go black you never go back", you were told by Mr. Demon Toothbrush to open your business up to men who are in the feminine. That it was SO IMPORTANT. This was around 2019, only to find your still carrying on the SEXIST VENTURE, to glorify ELIZABETH LUND.

With my writing, you attempted everything you can to thwart people away from such practices. Including Kriya Yoga to properly flush the Chakras, Theta-Healers to explore the many realms and work with any entity and akashic records, Spiritualists who can teach "hands on healing" upping the game on energy work, and legitimate occultists with psychic background and tested "peer reviewed" experience for which you degraded. You stated you "integrated" KALI MA, but then you degraded the left hand path for your "hallmark" charade.

Now, I'm finding the "new dick", the "divine masculine" has finally arrived, to support LUNDS SEXUAL IDEATION. Of course, the teachers on my blog aren't "divine", especially when talking about the Daemon, the Void, Dark Matter, Psychic Development, Energy Use, etc. The "DIVINE MASCULINE" HAS TO FIT THE 'DIVINE FEMININE'S" SEXUAL INTERESTS, apparently.

But, the problem arises with your Modus Operandi, your "M.O.". Are you going to listen to "Michael Walker", despite the ignorance of his work product, for which you know he is ignorant, as I've shown you much better, for which you talked shit. Or, are we back to your colleagues telling you, "hey babe, show me your boobs". After revisiting your videos, that may be the only real reason to have a conversation with you, especially since you don't listen. In other words, PROVIDED WHAT YOU WEAR, PROVIDED HOW YOU MARKET YOURSELF, PROVIDED HOW YOU USE MEN, DON'T COMPLAIN IF MEN ARE SIMPLY TRYING TO GET A "RETURN ON THEIR INVESTMENT". The "return on investment" is obviously not your "spiritual" work product.

Once again, you had said MEN WANT TO FUCK YOU BUT THEY DON"T WANT TO MARRY YOU. It's not hard to find out why. But maybe it's the other way around if you were to be honest. YOU WANT TO FUCK MEN, BUT DON'T WANT TO MARRY THEM LET ALONE HAVE A PROPER RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM. Once again, you were to be "the path of marriage", but really, it's the path of SELFISH LUND as your desire-distortions are evident especially in your faulty "Self Reflection" sold as "Processing".

So in looking at your videos, where you are essentially USING YOUR TITS AND MAKEUP as part of your SALES, and the inability to learn, grow, and evolve with real spiritual teachers, may I ask you to just give the audience what they want? ELIZABETH LUND, SHOW US YOUR BEWBS!

You also propped WAR AS EGO, to fit your selfish ideation and interpretation of Mars (Gevurah) and Judgment, or rather "Discernment", something your cult lacks unless it is to get dick. On the other hand, you have the manipulative tactics of war-based Venus (Netzach), who USES SEDUCTION AS AN ART OF WAR. Like I had asked you before, if you cut your hair, and covered your tits, would you be able to make a dollar?

War has brought peace. Tits have started wars. (Helen of Troy)

Amit Prakash, Esq.

​(2-11-23)
Other Woman:

To other woman, including those in the "Cult of Lund". I apologies for my demeanor.

I hope that you are "safe and warm" with whatever you choose to wear or not wear, with whoever you choose to "cuddle and/or display".

Nonetheless, I would be a faulty "teacher" if I didn't discuss otherwise. While many praise "hope", such becomes merely a "psychological distortion" that may inhibit clarity, of both thought and emotion, for a sense of "distraction".

The one that many of us "hope" for, who should they place their "hope" within? That is a question I've had to ask myself numerous times, while burning the "midnight oil" in the "war room" known as the "Law Office".

Find those who can give you "clarity". Who can "counsel" rather than just "coach".

Amit Prakash, Esq.

(2-12-23)

"The Real' Elizabeth Lund:

Elizabeth. I WOULD LIKE TO PURCHASE A SESSIONS WITH YOU, ONE WHERE YOU PARTICULARLY ANSWER THE QUESTION AFTER YOU USING MY WORK PRODUCT AND MY NEAR 3 MONTHS WORTH OF "DEMAND LETTERS: "ELIZABETH LUND, SHOULD I SLICE MY WRIST AND END THIS MISERY".

A. Divinity: Like I had predicted about this shit industry known as "divine feminine" and "twin flame", there is only a DIVINE "MASCULINE" when he fits her conditioned-egoic sexual interests. Once again, many of my assessments in this demographic, are based on your work product as you have had one of the worst mouths I've come across. You even watched me complain about you, with no effort to change and grow whatsoever from your "hallmark" perspective.

1. Michael Walker: In looking at Michael Walker, SHOULD I DELETE MY WORK PRODUCT WHICH EDUCATED YOUR STUPID-ASS, SHOULD I QUIT TRYING TO EDUCATE THE WORLD TRUTH, SO YOU CAN HAVE THIS "WHITE WASHED" IGNORANT "SPIRITUAL BUSINESS", THAT IS BASCIALLY A RETARTED VERSION OF MY WORK PRODUCT.
2. Divinity: With all the teachers that I have shown you through my work product, HOW DOES HE EVEN COME CLOSE TO BEING DIVINE? In fact, he sounds like he needs a vocabulary to understand his own mouth as this community uses obscure "BUZZWORDS" stolen from real teachers to make themselves sound Authentic. Elizabeth Lund, how is the retarded version of my work product, divine? And, Why is my life worthless to you, especially since you raped my work product and appear to be continuing to do so. That includes Michal Walker?
3. Relationships: Michael Walker fits your patterns Ms. Lund. Rape other spiritual teachers, sell yourself as better than them, and continuously brag about yourself selling something "obscure" as if you're better than everyone else. And yes, that "I'm better than you" reeks with you Ms. Lund, as evidenced by my responses to you through my blog when we followed each other, where I had to call you out on all the people, especially MEN you through off your vlogs or you ignore. You currently have one of the most sexist, elitist, white washed, self absorbed, ignorant, white privileged, as well as maximized on "double standards" where woman are glorified for merely having a "pussy", seriously, instead of "divine masculine" ... can you find me one "divine feminine".
4. Divine Feminine: An idiot with abilities, is still an idiot. An asshole with abilities, is still an asshole. A white person with abilities, sadly still acts white, as in historically. Like Guru Snoop said, "...when bitches get scandlous they pull a voodoo, what you gonna do, you really don't know, so I'd advise you not to trust that ho. Silly of me to fall in love with a bitch.". Ms. Elizabeth Lund, I'm still assessing you as a scam artist, in light of real spiritual teachers, so can you instead of "hallmark" ignorance plaguing your work product as "MARKETING", can you own your life, own your motto, own your words, and properly DESCRIBE WHY YOUR CULT IS BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE?
5. Children: Do you care about your son? Should your daughter be educated? So far, your son should be neutered, and your daughter should drop education and sell "femininity" like "mommy". Why would anyone want to bring kids into a world, surrounded by ELIZABETH LUNDS and her IDEATIONS. Should you be allowed to have kids?
6. Sex: In addition to using "feminine" antics such as "titty" clothing, though complaining when such is effective, you love bragging about the men you're fucking and also trash them. Listening to your uneducated-mouth, I"m left suicidal, hating humanity, no longer wanting children, because I do not want them to suffer the spoiled-whitness that is the Elizabeth Lunds of the world. Ms. "once you go black, you never go back", are you capable of actually helping/serving anyone else through your business other than yourself. I'm ugly by your standards, my work product is worth ripping off, but of course you have to talk shit, while fucking the ignorant "Michael Walkers" of the world calling them "divine". Seriously, I hope "people of color" start reversing the privilege and start treating "white people" the same as they have historically treated the rest of us. If "Michael Walker" is divine, buy a gun!
7. Spirituality: So far, you use spirituality to pimp your clientele, your co-workers, and sadly your Christian religion. Once again, don't forget that I dropped you from my blog for "PIMPING JESUS" highly-offensive, highly-evasive, unapologetic, and hinting towards your SCAM ARTIST MENTALITITY. Seriously, if you have a Christian funeral, remember that you used your "spiritual business" to piss on Jesus face and his teachings. But don't worry according to your "hallmark" energy "marketing" reports, no judgment, you are worthy? You have shown yourself to be completely ignorant on these topics, and when I turn my back on you, you go back to the same tactics.
8. Truth: Where is the truth of your work product, of your abilities, of your predictions, of your channelings, and most of all, your asshole-ideologies. Seriously, is anyone capable of following you for more than a year?

Elizabeth Lund. I've searched all over your "evasive" webpage, filled with spiritual-hallmark slogans, but no detail, in looking for where to purchase your mouth. Honestly I need to know so that I can stop wasting my time. You know what my work product is, what it is about, what it looks like, as you said that "I'm building a temple" and a "new illuminati", but then you shit on me for the Michael Walkers of the world.

Should I slice my wrist now, because what's the point of manifestation and a vision board, when the best thing you can put on that board, is spoiled-ass "white privilege" . I want "Elizabeth Lund's" privilege, as a "titty female" to use as marketing, as a "pretty female" so people can ignore my issues, and not get an education and sell people more corrupted and evasive versions of "the Secret".

Elizabeth Lund, where do I sign up to get your answer, that has been long overdue, particularly since I've been sending you demand letters since November 2022! (Many publicly, for which you removed and failed in answering)

I Hate You,

Amit Prakash, Esq.
(Should Your Daughter Go To Law School, or should she just sell "White Titty" vision board ideologies? After all, her goal would be to have sex with as many "divine krackers" or "once you go black" right?)

​Lund:

I spent all last night, cleansing Jinn and Shemhamphorash from my home, I had to turns cleansing the outside areas. This has been going on since 2021. I've barely slept. In fact, I did an all-nighter last night, as I have Djinn in my private areas that I could not flush out. I don't see myself working anymore, as I'm slowing down, I don't know how this will end.

I have to use Jewish curse reversal, with Ben Turner's image in my head, as he is constantly cording me, like automatically. If I come to my blog or read books, it turns into a massive malevolent attack, as the Turner cords do whatever they can to get me away from the books and computer. This is possession that I can't control all of, at least not yet.

This is a nightmare. What's worse, is everyone around me, acts like you.

I think I already know, from you ignoring me, that I should die. That you want me to die.

What did you do last night. Have amazing sex? Can you at least share? I don't know if I will ever have companions again, as well, what if they get cursed?

Amit Prakash
([email protected])

​Lonnebakken:

Can you please get Lund to help me. Please Lonnebakken. I can't live like this anymore. My life last year was out of my control because of curses, and eveyone kicked me to the curb. 

People have done nothing but abuse me my whole life, and I just wanted to be left alone. I'm not even on facebook or social media, and have kept to myself. I had my little blog to find like-minded, where I thought I had found Lund as a friend and mentor. Little did I know she was just trying to fuck me over for her business, and personal sex life. Instead of trying to understand other teachers, including the men she is next to, she props them for marketing but ignores them and returns to the abusive "hallmark" spirituality. Her slogan "you bring peace" make me want to put a bullet in her head, as she herself can't explain the truth of that comment. In addition, I dropped her not because of her sexual humiliation, but because of her misuse of Jesus. 

Please Lonnebakken. There aren't many other ventures to turn to for assistance, so that makes things worse. 

I could use your help in getting my health back together. 

Amit

​Elizabeth Lund:

When I called you "Nazi Lund" and "East Dutch India Company", did you not take that seriously?

That was actually, legal advice.

Amit Prakash

10. What is the Spiritual Answer to PMS?

Lund: 

Why are you ignoring me? Everyone is ignoring me?

Every female has menses to traverse, and have numerous outlets to find help. Not everyone has a psychic to help them assess "attachments" or other "spiritual" entities.

Why do these answers to the questions I have presented, take precedence over mine? Especially after begging you for four (4) months for help (Nov. 2022 - Feb. 2023).

Lund. I Fucking hate you.

Amit Prakash

Update:

Women of the Red:

Apologies for my prior comment dissuading the answer regarding menses. You come to Lund for a reason, the same as I. My intent was to express the emergency of the situation I presented.

Nonetheless, not necessarily to distract, but maybe add to Lund's comment for further "spiritual" discussion, actually, a change of "consciousness" in how such "red letter" is perceived.

For the "tantric", the act of doing certain austere-practices known as "tapas", will have the adept attempting to possess, hold, and harness, the current of an archetype, particularly a wrathful-female. That current, will adjust the energy centers, shifting the adept to a very different "feeling" vibe, which can be clairsentiently compared with other items. As such, items such as urine, fecal, and menses will carry a "sacred" current, that can be used for "amulet" type reasons, based on the different subtle nuances.

The mental and emotional body will be balanced with the "deity" or with an "Advaita" guru, as the adept stays with "awareness being aware of itself", the mind-body carries a dark-night processing that would then bring the "clarity" or "inspiration" to reach for what is required, as the prior conditioning is shredded.

In other words, with the head right, the body vibes ripe, what is eliminated from the vessel is then a powerful tool for practicing occultists.

Saw Red,

Amit Prakash
(One more, shot dead)

12. What is Masculinity?
​
​Hi Lund:

Your definition of "masculinity" is typical "domestication". It is a shit reflection of your own egoic-desires. The men you surround yourself by, are merely your sexual preferences, as has been obvious since at least 2019.

Amit

What is Spiritual & Holistic Coaching?

Elizabeth Lund (aka Dutch East India Company)

I'm just looking through your business portfolio, with your latest cultural appropriative and other competitive unfair business practices utilized for your NEW LOUNGE (March 1, 2023), where you are continuing to use white-washed appeal for your demographics selling commercial "yoga" , astrology, energy work, etc., all practices you frowned upon when done in the hands of other teachers. Yes, you have real abilities as many on the market, and your energy tips and readings tend to be on point, the rest is your personality and probably one of the worst business models I have ever seen, that includes professionally for which I have already addressed to you.

You have essentially taken "real teachers" who have mastered subjects such as "embryonic breathing", the "taoist circulation", your differentiated "astrology", to create your own Elizabeth Lund cult modeled of "bon bon" Oprah book club. Not only that, you have gender excluded, where men do not have other options for such conversations, where you have sought to play your similar role, your brand of "Donald Trump", where instead of "grab em by the pussy", you have "once you go black, you never go back" rubbed into the face of your men colleagues and supporters, who you continue to irresponsibly utilize for nothing more than your marketing gimmick as you fail in taking their advice. In fact, you were advised back in 2019, that men who are in the feminine need the assistance. What did you do with his advice? You threw toothbrushes at your "demons", like you hire men to clean your toilet.

Looking at your "cookie cutter" demographic that you utilize as "ascended" or "divine", capitalized as "unique" as well as the level of intellectual capacity and inability to evolve, in a world with hierarchal attitudes, including "vision board" quests as found by your work-product, HOW CAN ANYONE OF A WHITE BACKGROUND CALL THEMSELVES "DIVINE".

Looking historically at planet earth, if such people are "divine", should we expect more from them?

Others cannot capitalize on spirituality, including your white-washed branded version of it. What are they to do, to make things equal, wholesome?

Is peace brought by "turning the other cheek" or "an eye for an eye"? Which is more loving to oneself and other?

Amit Prakash, Esq.

Onita Turner:
(Wednesday: October 5, 2022)

I asked only one question including a proper conversation to detail such experiences. As in, why is it that I've spent the year fighting to eat, sleep, work, etc., with the only relief being "REMOVE BEN TURNER CURSES". Nonetheless, with this one question, take a look at the route required, just to get an honest answer, among the family members. The amount of Narcissism, all of which BLINDLY surrounds your family, the TURNER FAMILY, is shameful, ignorant, disloyal, dishonest, and extremely-abusive. Such is further shown by your conduct of coming back into the family, and White Mike's continuous conduct of being, well, a "White Mike". Seriously, I am at a loss of what you actually know about him and his family, and I've raised significant safety concerns. Take a look at Nik, who shouldn't be allowed to open his mouth in public for the family's reputation and LEGAL-safety. Seriously, why is he talking? You've stated that you hate Nike, and we've had a similar-upbringing when it comes to "Taking Care Of The Narayan's", but you married "White Mike"?

SERIOUSLY, it was ONE SIMPLE QUESTION for which yours/our family has been evasive, derogative-condescending, and absolutely agenda-ridden ignorant. It was obvious that BEN TURNER IS CURSING ME, CURSING MY BLOG, AND ATTEMPTING TO HAVE MY BLOGS CEASE DUE TO ITS HIGHLY-TRUTHFUL CONTENT BASED ON THE "DESERT RELIGIONS". Moreover, when confronting your jackass husband, he provided a distorted attempt at a "legal analysis" with irrelevant-output meant to glorify himself, NOBODY GIVES A FUCK HE OWNS STOCK IN THOSE COMPANIES. Seriously, tell your husband to stop "SUCKING HIS OWN DICK" which is something I've seen him do for half my life. Remember when we took him to the cabin to help paint and sandpaper back when I was in High School. How MICHAEL TURNER SPENT 15 MINUTES SANDPAPERING WITH A BLOCK-OF-WOOD WITH NO SANDPAPER, POLISHING A SMALL STRIP NONCHALANTLY, UNTIL HE WAS CALLED-OUT? Seriously, how can "masons" call themselves "builders"? He was also bragging about his ex-girlfriend or something, talking about how he needs to call the locksmith to change his locks? I remember asking Vee and Atil, DOES WHITE MIKE HAVE SPECIAL "LOCKS" FOR HIS DOOR OR SOMETHING, ISN'T IT JUST A BUNCH OF SCREWS THAT NEED TO BE REMOVED AND RE-FASTNED? Do note that Nik and Atil were the only ones to recommend "White Mike", and take note, of how I currently "HAVE TO COMMUNICATE WITH BOTH OF THEM TO CEASE THEIR PERVERTED AND ILLEGAL-CONDUCT IN THE WORLD"? Moreover, we all know the "White Mike" is still the same, from the more-recent conversation of "Ravens and Crows" and "Boy Scouts" , leading more to continue questioning and honest-output regarding the "integrity" that is "White Mike". At this point, I don't think anyone in the family is considering who "White Mike" really is, underneath his "hip hop" attempted-demeanor and Fox-news brand of "Conservatism" with similar methods of distorting-arguments to have a return to "SUCKING HIS OWN DICK". Such language shouldn't offend you, provided who you married. 

With you, you're another story as you've attempted to just grab something for yourself, IN A FAMILY THAT'S REQUIRED US TO CONTINUOUSLY SACRIFICE FOR THESE OTHERS. Sister-Nitu, do take note that the question I've asked you, the question you should be asking yourself, I'VE ASKED ALL YEAR WITH EVASIVE AND ASSHOLE-ANSWERS FROM ALL OF YOU. Even for your safety, which is still a concern, nobody else seems to care about it? Honestly, YOUR LIBERAL-ASS VOTED FOR TRUMP, WHY, AND WHAT DOES THAT SAY ABOUT HOW (YOU'RE) TREATED ON THAT SIDE OF THE FAMILY, WHICH OUR PARENTS ARE NOW SERVING? Moreover, your family has expressed anti-Palestinian sentiments with the whole "covenants of the old testament" all about "scatter and gather" for the "tribes" under David/Solomonic/Hiram (1000 BC) using Occultism of the Ineffable Name (Egypt-Hieroglyphs ...  to Hykos ... To Shasu of Yaweh of the Midianites/Edomites ... To Phoenician-Carthage of King Ahiram  ... To Ugarit-Torah ... To current political Israel-Monotheism with its attempts of an "enlightened" Yisrael found through meditating and manipulating on the Siniatic-Phoenician-Aramaic-Hebrew 22 letter alphabet under the guidance of the "Name") to craft a Monarch Kingdom on Earth (not afterlife).   

Onita Turner, Sister-Nitu, BASED ON YOUR CONDUCT OF ELOPING WITH A "WHITE MIKE", BASED ON HOW BOTH YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND HAVE TREATED OUR SIDE OF THE FAMILY IN AN ARROGANT-ABUSIVE "WHITE MIKE" MANNER, BASED ON YOUR "INTEREST" WITH MICHAEL TURNER CRAFTING YOUR FAMILY RELATIONSHIP AND WHAT HE WAS AND IS ATTEMPTING TO GROW INTO, AND MOST OF ALL THE TURNER-HOUSEHOLD "CONTROL" AND YOUR OWN INABILITY TO PROPERLY RESPOND, SHOULD WOMEN IN GENERAL BE TREATED AS EQUALS INCLUDING POLITICS, WORKPLACE, LEADERSHIP, MILITARY, GOVERNMENT, SCIENCE, MEDICINE, AND MOST OF ALL THE BALANCED LOGICAL-DANCE WITH CORRECT EMOTIONAL-DISPLAY KNOWN AS "LAW", ETC.? 

Such question is also for your daughter, who can be raised with the Jag Narayan's "Morals and Ethics" or with the Townhouse "Interests". SUCH QUESTION WILL PROVE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A "HANNAH" AND A "KATYAYANI"!

Amit

Onita "Dr" Turner:
(Friday, October 14, 2022)

Let me makes this clear for you, that YOUR STATEMENT OF "THIS IS MY FINAL MESSAGE" IS OBVIOUSLY ONLY MEANT FOR A SHORT DURATION AS YOU AND YOURS WILL STILL BE REQUIRED TO ANSWER THE QUESTIONS POSITED IN MY EMAILS!

Honestly, your family's line of answering such questions in addition to your demeanor among the relatives, speaks louder than the limited-vocabulary many in the family with "Dr. Master" syndrome seem to suffer. It is obvious that providing the TRUTH is an issue, FOR THE TURNERS, since DAY ONE. I have yet to see an ounce of integrity from your alleged husband, leaving me NATURALLY WONDERING, if you even know the man you married? Hell, I know more about him, at this point, which makes sense being a male among the townhouse colleagues. 

Nonetheless, the line of questioning here is geared towards YOUR DOCTORATE and your EXTRAVAGANT NEED TO DRIVE OVER AND HELP.
1. Why was such timed, after threatened with a suit, and not provided before when help with direct questions was requested?
2. What is the extent of psychology, religion, occultism, Judaism, Freemasonry, taught under your education or personally?
3. Why did you choose to ignore Dad's psychological impressions of issues he was facing, similar to mine?
4. The year prior to Jason's breakup, what medications was he on, and what caused the change that led to your breakup?
5. Please describe what were the symptoms of Jason, his demeanor, if other's noticed the change?
6. Please provide Jason's full name, address, and phone number, for our own direct questioning?
7. Did any of Jason's symptoms, his demeanor, match Mom's during those times you were dating Mike? 
(I do take note our worst day in Cuba was at a Masons, for which I was not sigil-sensitive aware yet)

I know you have trouble with answering such questions, directly, succinctly, and PROFESSIONALLY as any empath can read your words as from the banter of a self-righteous MOODY BITCH. Similar to the attempted "Machismo" of your husband, psychological pointers that I used in these emails to investigate, and also the reason why I have no problem calling BENSON TURNER basically TZOAH ROTACHAT. Once again, sorry sir, but it's just too funny on this end. Nonetheless, Mr. Turner, your line of reasoning with your answers have been white-washed limited, condescending, and OBVIOUSLY HIDING. Seriously, I can't believe Onita responded, after I made the Tu-Bal Cain comment. I guess that's how both you and your son will be going to your grave, right Turners?

Comeon Seriously Guys,

Amit

BENSON "Your Wife" TURNER:
(Sunday, October 16, 2022)

I apologize for the way "Tu-Baal" has dropped, but this particularly line of questioning is important as it is RELEVANT in garnering-information on Freemasonry, particularly the women who are not permitted, more on point the wives. Madam, if you don't mind, I have some questions for you, that I think will help everyone understand this situation better, as I'm concerned about the females related to these groups. 

1. Is the "Ineffable Name" different from Judaism and Freemasonry? 
a. Sacred Tetragrammaton and how is it used? I ask because of your Jewish background, I would think this would be valuable information for yourself as well. My understanding of its use is from the Hekhalot material, and Yochai, where I have some other "on the market" material that I am working my way upwards. Properly, as it is an "energetic" current, where the prior "prophets" had trouble even looking at angelic-names, the problem-solution was that they were looking under the "theta-brainwave". 
b. Is there a differentiation between Israel and Kenite, when related to the "Name", moving towards the Tubal Cain "Midian" line or the "Shasu Mercenaries of Egypt under Yahu" and "Phoenician-Ugarit-Israel still Polytheistic with El as head of the pantheon", leading towards two-different historical lines for what we know today as Judaism, under the Phoenician-script-archetypes and Ineffable Name?
c. Can you describe how such "name" is used in Judaism versus Freemasonry? 
d. How much "occultism" do you understand, including Medieval Material related to Solomon, such as the 44 Seals? Have you seen such used in Freemasonry? Have you seen such symbols or other commonalities and similarities in freemasonry?
e. How much "memorization" is required in Freemasonry, and how is it used? I've taken note they have many authors in this field, as Masons needed to memorize to maintain secrecy?
f. How are passwords or such codes used in Freemasonry and what is the intent behind them? Does this include the Tubal Cain password and Jahbulon? 
g. What is the extent of "psychic abilities" or other related "occult" items you have find in freemasonry?
g. How often do the men in your life engage Freemasonry, do they need private-time for Freemasonry and what are they doing? Have they evolved through freemasonry?

2. Are you permitted any access to Freemasonic material that is under "nondisclosure agreements"?
a. Where do they keep such material, do they keep them in storage?
b. Where does Mr. Turner keep his Masonic-Stuff, does have things like a "Fez" hat and where does he keep that? Do you get to see it, and does he use it on "special" or "general" occasions?
c. What is the extent of your involvement, and knowledge of freemasonry?
d. Are you ever "intimidated" by what is going on in Freemasonry? 
e. Have you seen, heard anything regarding Freemasonry that the public overall is unaware?
f. Health-wise, have you ever had any symptoms related to "possession" feelings, maybe psychological-distortions that were not normal at "timed-events". Such as my mother and vikil during Mike's situation, as well as the symptoms that I have described in the prior emails? Have you ever been concerned that you were under some "hypnosis" or slight "mind control"?

3. What is your background on Spiritualism, Occultism, and related Religion?
a. Have you attended ceremonies, seances, etc?
b. Do you get involved with such, including religion, with Mr. Turner's siblings, who have occult-abilties?

4. Do you know about your husband and his siblings abilities?
a. Can you explain them, and what have you seen or heard about them?
b. Do you have any, have you experienced "stuff" that others may consider "paranormal"?
c. Do you yourself use "amulets" such as Jewish-symbols, or prayers, etc., and have you felt any efficacy, meaning "energy-rebalancing" to "vision", etc. 

5. Mike had stated that his Lawyer-Uncle has abilities gifted from his mother, to "never make a bad decision until he meets the Adversary". Can you articulate?
a. What does this mean, what other information was provided, what have the siblings-experienced to substantiate their abilities?
b. Do you know if the Lawyer-Uncle, has done anything to protect-himself from the "Adversary"?
c. Why haven't any of your family members ever told me his name? I've asked since law-school?

6. How often do you assist your Husband and his siblings with any of the above?
a. In any way, even if providing food, do you help them with their "services"?
b. What is the intent behind their "services", what are their goals and aims?
c. Do you ever question them, do you receive adequate responses?
d. Has your "health" ever been at issue, because of their "services", have they had to do things without your knowledge?
e. Do you always feel safe with any of these groups?
f. Do you follow my writing, or any of my work product, do you know anyone who does?

Mrs. Turner, I believe the above-questions will help significantly in helping me resolve this issue regarding "curses", where I can finally return to focusing on my normal day to day living. I've spent the whole year providing emails attempting to address such issue, and you've seen where the "tu-bals" has dropped, with an irrelevant-direction that I used to make relevant in order to prepare a legitimate civil-complaint. You have to admit, when asked if he was cursing me, I should have received a much-better dignified response, especially when my health is at risk. Such is becoming and evidently-transparent of showing what many define and treat as "family". Which leads me to the line of questioning of, why is it that the Turners do not want to assist appropriately and answer directly?. 

Please assist Mrs. Turner,

Amit

BENSON "Can't Leave You Hanging" TURNER:
(Monday, October 17, 2022)

Eulogy Speech: 
While I await "Communion" with your "Beloved",
I have to admit
not even taking a gander at your "Tubal Cain's"
could razzle you up,
in order for you to "Spill Your Beans"?

Hir-I-Am wondering,
is such a death "Honor-Abel"? 

May You Have A Good Death, Sir?

Amit Prakash, Esq.
(An Adversary, A Gentleman)

Conversations with my sister's Father-In-Law through elopement,
about Jews and Freemasonry and their use of esoterica, 
particularly against myself and my relatives.
(In light of "Boileau v. Berkshire Hathaway, Inc", 
elimination of bias in the courtroom, 
and public policy due to the high-potential for Constitutional treason)

Sent: Aug. 31, 2022

Benson Turner:

I suggest you read and review these emails, and your irrelevant, distracting, evading, responses. Such is very becoming of not just your predictable son, but the psychology of who would raise such an immoral selfish man. I hope my family who reads these emails, see what a waste and degrading your language and responses have been, particularly the "young man" where the only reason you are provided any respect whatsoever is because you are an "old man". Nonetheless, "false courtesy" drastically abounds, and used as a manipulative tool, perfect lesson from the Turner Family "hallmark charade" selfish charade, since we've known from "white mike" since day one. 

As I had stated earlier, your son has been nothing but a curse on our family, and we know that to be true as the relationship with my sister is not one based on love knowing "white mike's" prior love-interests, but of course "white mike" needed a "housewife" type, and is now using my parents as "yard-maid services". Benson Turner, I had asked my sister what mike's parents thought of the marriage, and she had stated, "they never thought mike would marry, or settle down". In other words, you know the man you raised. My sister's relationship with her prior boyfriend for many years, who got along with all family members despite fanatical-tradition interpretation, was soured due to "new medication" which shifted his attitude. Such "attitude" makes me wonder, particularly since what I've been feeling since December, which not only describes itself as "Ben Turner" but requires your specific name "Ben Turner" to remove, relevant questions, for which you continuously ignored or provided the most general attempted-rebuttals. This "attitude" is also similar to the psychological description for which my other relative describes, as he shifts into his anger-fits. Personally, there is the real "bliss" or "ananda", true self realization as the middle of MarcEL's name, found with "neti neti", where the "Ben Turner" energies are not only foreign, but consist of both Goetic and Djinn which is what I'm using to remove, again with the name "Ben Turner", again starting in "December 2021" right after emails that included "Ben Turner". In other words, I would rather stay in the "empty" of "bliss", but for "Ben Turner", which is energy reaching well beyond the box of items although strengthened by it. This is energy is coming from "Ben Turner" and his associates, whoever he hired, as he has been following my writing since the December 2021 emails, where I can connect entity-attachments on my writing to "Ben Turner". Moreover, as I had accused "white mike" of being "michael finn" due to having that email and name "blasted" all over his attic, begging the question "what the fuck is that", leading michael to confess that to be his own anonymous name, it's stupid that michael would use his brothers name and write it everywhere, then again he is "white mike". As such, I'm led to believe that you Benson Turner are in fact "Michael Finn" on my blog? It makes more sense a father would use their son's name as such, an "old man" incapable of crafting an actual "anonymous" address. Michael Finn becomes important, as the curses shifted afterwards based on responses, indicating that Michael Finn was "fishing" for information. 

BENSON TURNER.
1. You refused to answer the simple question on Freemasonry. IS IT RINGLING BROTHERS OR MEDIEVAL OCCULTISM? 
2. What is the value of a 33 Degree, if not spinal-kundalini ascent, IS IT KKK GRAND WIZARD OR MEDIEVAL OCCULTISM OR IS THERE A DIFFERENCE?
3. Provided what is expressed in the emails and shed light upon, SHOULD FREEMASON BE CHARGED WITH CONSTITUTIONAL TREASON?
4. From the post on my blog, ARE YOU BENSON TURNER THE EMAIL ALIAS "MICHAEL FINN"?
5. Provided what we know of the Turner Family, WHAT IS THE EXTENT OF THE OCCULTISM AND SPIRITUALISTS OF THE TURNER FAMILY?

Provided that answers are highly irrelevant, distractive, and manipulative-selfish from the Turners, questions ranging from Morals/Ethics, Parenting, Relationships-Marriage, Judaism, Freemasonry, Occultism, Psychic Abilities, and Business/Estate Plan, all wrapped in "Conspiracy" it seems best that not just myself, but the public at large receive answers. Especially since I would hope society doesn't want such "mentalities" full of selfish narcissist intent hiding behind "false courtesy" sitting in "public office". The civil servant who is nothing more than a "wolf in sheep's clothing" becomes an issue, which makes sense why Germany would promote the "Protocols of the Elders of Zion" post Freemasonry-Thule creation, as it is a psychological text to help civilians discern political infiltration and tactics. Add that text with Medieval Occultism, Freemasonry looks like a very intimidating organization, with a long occulted-political history with obvious agendas and prejudices. 

These are valid-questions, that need public answers. Your own son "white mike" had even said, if you have questions about Freemasonry, ask a Freemason. Provided that he and yourself are masons, such was crafted for you to run, not actually follow his comment and PROVIDE LEGITIMATE ANSWERS. Your attempt to private conversation, though certain valid-information was produced, what was relevant was "couched" by your ignorance and selfishness, typical of the Turners that we have seen so far. Moreover, the questions are also beyond Freemasonry, with the "ineffable name" and "shemhamephorash", where not just Freemasons, but synagogues need to be asked such questions as well. In other words, THESE ANSWERS ARE RELEVANT FOR LAWYERS, FREEMASONS, DESERT RELIGIONS, CIVIL SERVANTS, and COMMON FOLK who fail to understand "entity use" not knowing the difference between "stillness" and "persona", and what alters the "persona" as Qabalists call Ruach in terms of "enchantments". In fact, let's do a role-reversal Ben Turner. Knowing what I know about your family and such practices, IS IT MY DUTY TO FULLY-TRANSPARENTLY DISCLOSE THE CONTENTS OF THESE EMAILS?

Sentences are bolded for a reason. To stop your evasion, I suggest you, Ben Turner, PROVIDE LEGITIMATE ANSWERS, before I seek elsewhere to gain answers to the questions described in these emails. I will welcome the TURNER-LAWYERS thoughts on family, Judaism, Freemasonry, and Occultism, including the numerous legalese protecting my interest in the estate from at minimum negligence although intent is clearly established, including this as a pre/post marital agreement for my sister disclosing the lies, manipulation, and ineptitude of family rearing despite continuous condescending hierarchal attitudes, where such marriage based on holding the "crutch" of children and practical-life experiences all the while using "the children" to manipulate others due to emotional-familial sentiments including my parents, are extremely faulty. Then again, what to expect from a "casino" marriage around the "sacred" covenant of the "interest rates".  Once again, I highly welcome the Turner Lawyers to the discourse, where hopefully, he has direct-logic to answer instead of playing manipulative self-centered games. Then again, WHAT SHOULD WE EXPECT FROM A TURNER? 

Amit

Sent: Aug. 24, 2022

Benson Turner:

Ask anyone in my family, what is my normal demeanor. If I am cursing at you (which I tried not to), if I am calling you on "YOUNG MAN" for your families continuing condescending, I DO NOT APOLOGIZE for what I've been through. I don't want to hurt anyone, but these emails are how I'm protecting myself legally. The reference to "YOUNG MAN" was the obvious continuous legal push, and also, to GET YOU TO ANSWER. This is something that I have had to develop professionally, in a legal office, to stick up for myself. I approached you as family, but I'm protecting myself via my license. I do not want to generalize to the TURNER FAMILY as I know only a few, and I don't want to be judged for Indian people (believe me). 

I do not trust your son. So we're going to have a long way to go, before I trust you, especially WITH THE CURSES SINCE DECEMBER. Moreover, I am already convinced that my relatives will side with "White Mike". Hence, the reason why included Nikil Narayan in the "chain-emails", with the hopes that he responds using his "business" email address, with numerous commingled "names" and expressions, with numerous "shareholders", pointing towards CONSPIRACY.

FIRSTLY, I suggest you provide open and honest communication, because your family is not addressed very well in these emails, especially your responses. Mike had told me prior about the lawyer in your family's gifts, and that he would never make a bad decision, until he met the "adversary". This was last time we went shopping at the mall outlets, I don't believe I officially used the title "adversary" until months afterwards, for the direction my writing was going. Adversary being synonymous with lawyer, as well as the gnosis of "opposition in every direction", is what drove my writing, where I'm unsure if I'm what Mike was discussing. If so, the idea that the lawyer sibling may be cursing me to protect himself, does not seem far-fetched. 

The main item that catapults the curses, is not the masonic texts, or even bohemian grove which has a violent "black spider" curse I don't believe to have a Turner link, but sadly the cup my sister gave me with pictures of Marcell, Myself, and Rani. The cup removed, the books die down. I have created my own fetish-items to safekeep my books and collections, including AMORC which I was a member, but have found Rose-Cross and much western gnosis to be Egregore control mechanisms. I needed to get out. 

I AM NOT LYING ABOUT THE CURSES. Someone with the "anonymous" name Michael "Finn", left a message on my writing regarding "shadow work", where thereafter I had trouble with my "shadow" aspect. Something I've been able to separate and observe with Hekate, but I'm having trouble with my abilities due to current curses. It's like someone has layered a curse over my own development. As I'm continuing to study, I'm shockingly finding masonic material in what I thought was indigenous practices, such as the derivative that is OBEAH. These guys use the medieval occult stuff with african, to "shadow catch", which brought me to thinking back about you, Mr. Turner. 

My sister tried coming last October, but I had actually started Santa Muerte curse reversals, and was already heavy in shadow work, where I was asking to be left alone. I'm still going through this process, and finding that in massaging spinal areas around the lower rib cage, I'm reverting to old traumas, depressions, related to early "Townhouse" days where we first met Mike. Moreover, there are entity attachments in these muscular tensions, including Djinn. It's like they are asleep, and wait for opportune moments, to then do their damage. I'm also currently attempting to rid of african hexes, where I see a "black man" in my head cursing me, which I do not believe is related to you. These are real curses and the main problem is that it is inhibiting my abilities, as they were back in December. Since then, I've been attempting to find the source, so I did a lot of research, asked my father to ask you guys some questions because St. Sarah Kali healed a significant amount of pain in my life which I'm unsure is related to the Turner Family gypsy ancestry. 

I'm still unsure if Freemasonry is against me or with me. I do not mind the energies that come off the Zohar, though they are "competitive", and have made protective amulets for myself to help study the material, along with a small bookcase shrine with a decorated rams horn, holy oil, and signed/stamped postcards of Isacc Luria's synagogue to honor the direction it's given me and "connect" more. However, the Hyatt Regency hotel symbol across the street from my condo, feels like it's cursing me, since Dec., where I've already been through the Shemhamephroash (both El/Lucifer: Higher Chakras/Lower Chakras), where I've been doing basic scribe candle magick to rebalance those energies in my home. The energies are significant, and the more I push to clean it, the more sensitive I get. 

With Freemasonry, the research looks very western biased including its racial history. Gnostic wise, it seems like an egregore at the top, a control mechanism, and an overall societal egregore, like AMORC, where those who crossed on are still active in those groups. One of my current developing gifts, is I can pull in energy gnostically, and create symbols, where I've created protective "sigils" against freemasonry with success, leaving my head lighter, clearer, and more intelligent (flowing, instead of thought blockages). However, freemasonry may have such control mechanism in place for a reason. My mother had thrown a day long tantrum in Cuba, when we had stayed at a masonic home. I had to think about that for a while, was it a coincidence, was it freemasonry, and if freemasonry was it a curse or a blessing, as it is my understanding that Freemasonry has to do with "masculine maturity". Hence, the Cuban "Abakua" which was organized by a Freemason, who also dabbles in Palo was a powerful "text" for me, which I currently can't gnostically handle actually. 

Nonetheless, I'm being cursed and my writing is being cursed as I can feel the entity attachments. This wasn't happening, at least not with this intensity, before December. Again, "shadow catcher", which is pissing me off. 

Mr. Turner, ff you or anyone you know is cursing me, please stop, for the mere reason of I don't know why you're cursing me. Again, the cords are going to you, and I'm still having to think about you, especially around 1:30 early morningish. Any advice, including maybe letting me know a tradition or archetype or teacher, will help. The problem is that as soon as I clear, it's like someone starts again. When I open the door, it floods in, where on closing I say "clear all curses, clear djinn, clear etc." with limited but obvious success. 

As for visiting my parents, TYPICAL WHITE MIKE RESPONSE. Do I need to remind his stupid ass, that HE ELOPED. I WILL NEVER TRUST "MICHAEL TURNER" aka "MICHAEL FINN" and I HAVE NEVER BEEN GIVEN A REASON TO TRUST "MICHAEL TURNER". It is stupid that I'm constantly being asked to go to his house and continously cater to THE TOWNHOUSE TRASH. Seriously, Mr. Turner, I'm not allowed to bring my friends over to the house, that means on Christmas/Birthdays/Graduation, I can't be around people who are actually NICE TO ME and have SHOWN THAT THEY CARE without ABUSIVE RECIPROCITY TREATMENT. But, I've spent a lifetime catering to my older relatives and their friends. 


Amit 

Sent: Aug. 21, 2022

BENSON TURNER:

I'M ASKING FOR THE TRUTH! I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN CURSING ME, AND WHAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF DOING! In terms of asking for your help, a significant amount of energy died down after sending you my emails, making it VERY OBVIOUS. I gave both YOUR SON and YOURSELF a chance to speak THE TRUTH, so originally I was asking for help. However, you're not willing, as evidenced by the continuous nondisclosure regarding my questions, especially the HIGHLY OCCULTED group FREEMASONRY. If Freemasonry is not OCCULT, then it's either a bullshit organization or "Ringling Brothers Circus". Look at how your son responds, distraction, disinformation, and highly ignorant. I cannot in all honesty ask for your help anymore, and expect an honest response. In fact, I've always had a "slave" definition of family, being the youngest in a strict house with my sister, who grew up catering to other relatives due to their father's religious stature. Now, the word Family just reeks of narcissist-selfish manipulation. 

I purchased FREEMASONIC Items, so maybe someone is cursing those Items. I don't know. BUT FOR SOME REASON, I HAVE TO CONSTANTLY SAY "REMOVE BEN TURNER'S ENERGY" TO GET IT OUT. I don't know why, but I also see your face very heavily. I could be doing something very different than meditating, like researching and writing, and I'll feel something enter me, and then it gets me angry and makes me think of you. Again, right now it feels like you. I gave the whole family an opportunity to respond to that, in light of the occultism that I knew from you family. I GAVE THE WHOLE FAMILY THE OPPORTUNITY TO RESPOND TO THAT. I now have to wake up each morning, and throughout the day, do "BEN TURNER CLEARINGS". I will no longer ask for your help, or anyone in your family, provided the AMOUNT OF BULLSHIT YOU AND YOURS HAVE PUT ON MY TABLE. Nonetheless, it would be best if I don't have to think of you and yours, and utilize numerous tools to remove including the Shemhamephorash which seems to be tied to DJINN which seems to go to the Fez hat. I don't know the extent of what a Freemason can do, hence the reason for the questioning, but from what I've experienced since December this is some powerful stuff well beyond what I thought possible. Nonetheless, I seem to be doing well in overcoming, though it's been a continuous daily battle, uphill as I've also significantly developed since then in overcoming. I say that in the sense, well, if I need to know something about Freemasons, I probably should be told. Nonetheless, this is my psychological health and effects my physicality, the rest is money which is not needed to support my nerdy addictions. 

Instead, there are long-ass emails from "Scientist" and "Master", both irrelevant, and highly Narcissistic of their characters, though unlike White Mike, NIK at least seems to try to do good in the family while chasing his passion. Nonetheless, it's obvious how many people "mooch" off the family, and get away with it, due to their kids. THOSE EMAILS ADDRESSING SAID ISSUES WERE DISCUSSING HOW BUSINESS IS DONE IN THIS FAMILY, AND IS PROTECTING ME FROM FUTURE ESTATE ISSUES. Nik will do the right thing when ADVISED CORRECTLY. Nik will take care of the family and sacrifice himself if needed. I cannot say, nor trust your son to do the same.

NOW LET'S GET BACK TO BENSON TURNER, FOR HIS HELP! Once again, I saw you like Nik's father, but I also have to see you in light of your son. Nonetheless, I went to my father to hopefully receive better communication from you, not a "White Mike" response. 

1. ANTI-SEMTICISM
This needs to be loud and clear for everyone, and is expressive through these emails from my questioning to the predictable-typical "White Mike" response. NO ONE IN MY FAMILY SHOULD BE LABELLED OR CALLED ANTI-SEMITIC, particularly since White Mike has been blunt on Jewish Stereotypes regarding finances, as has been found with numerous jokes with a "that's my people". The hierarchal political attitude is often taken as offensive, and has been taken as offensive, and hence "White Boy" title, where lifelong friendships are soured, leaving a relative prone to anger-tantrums that often come-off as racial. As I have tried to teach the liberal-oriented relatives in Modesto stuck on Rachel Maddow, "in front of a conservative you be a liberal, and in front of a liberal you be a conservative", in order to forge discernment, assessment, and articulate arguments with proper comprehension. Nonetheless, I have to deal with typical FOX News pompous opinionated at your son's house, not politics but general, a disinformation campaign that leaves numerous discrepancies. Personally, my writing may be seen as anti-semitic, oddly in gnostic-research of the ancient semitic deities later demonized showing the truth of the desert religions, and I know how easy that word is thrown around, nonetheless, I could care-less in having animosity towards Israel, though from my practices it would be interesting to see the wisest and selfless rule the area (Solomon), especially if Solomon's Temple is like the Medieval Occultists. I've also taken note that I've had to place Solomon's Seal all throughout my home, and am still printing more, and it gives me a whole different view on occultism when looking at the Israeli flag and how the nation is being established. 

That reminds me of an actual conversation with "White Mike", an unrequested conversation so unclear whether he was attempting to influence or just got done having these conversations and was legitimately reanalyzing. But the violent stance on Israel, in "removing" Palestinian people from Israel's expanding borders seems to be a discussion to be had, in terms of HOW YOUR FAMILY SEES MY GENTILE-SISTER. 

2. FREEMASONS
Judasim and Freemason's don't go together, as even found by academics. Pagan King Hiram from Phoneician-Tyre and King David's Seed have an interesting Biblical and Rabbinic setting, particularly with King David and Agrat bat Mahlat parenting Asmodeus, the "Mason" who Solomon is to "Bind". Hence, the difference between Pagan Freemasonry (belief in a God) and Judaism (belief in their One God), which then goes against the Commandments. Though I understand all the Egyptian motifs, as much of Judaism seems to be rooted in Egypt from the Ark of the Covenant (Egyptian Barc - Coffin) where the Book of Exodus is most likely an occult political text crafted in Hyksos Egypt, which Yochai uses to assess the "ineffable name". The pre-Jewish material of the Hekhalot is evidence of how easy it is to use not just the name, but manipulate with angels as well, should one practice meditative techniques. Like Sanskrit and Pali, I've studied the Shemhamephorash and am sensitive to Hebrew, where staring at Hebrew words places me in a trance-meditative possession state, like Sanskrit mantras known as "Bijas". In other words, at least rooted in Medieval Occult through Speculative Freemasonry, IS FREEMASONRY OCCULT OR RINGLING BROTHERS? 

3. HELP
Should any of you FINALLY CHOOSE TO ACT LIKE A DECENT FAMILY MEMBER, I strongly suggest you at least reassess my questioning diligently and see how distractive and wasteful your time has been, which is symbolic of my life with you. 

In terms of "YOUNG MAN", BEN TURNER you have yet to show your diligence, your integrity, and hence "MATURITY" on the table. Typical patronizing from the Bullshit-Turner family superiority complexity. 

Amit
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The closest to a "legitimate" response from sister's Father-In-Law,
utilizing already known information as disclosure,
but with intent to extract items,
and continue to distract from relevant discourse,
couched under "false courtesy".

Sent: Aug. 30, 2022

Thank you Mr. Turner:

I learned so much about Judaism and Freemasonry since December, much of it bad (political) and maybe intimidating (occult), if in the wrong hands. But in sorting through the information, I found major life changing, expanding information. Not only with the Judaism's Mystics, at the height of each of the cultural-aspects of Freemasonry, including the Irish-Scottish traditions of the Gaul-Celts, and its current philosophy of "Awen" has been helpful in doing energy-work, including clearing. It seems these items, and learning how to use correctly, is what is causing the healing which I'm realizing is life-long. 

Part of the reason why I chose to keep the items, with an attempt to overcome, is that it is also teacher in expanding my own abilities, defenses, etc. The items have been getting weaker, or more controllable, in a harmony way, but there are attachments still floating around. Stepping outdoors and coming back inside requires an inner entity clearing, as I'm absorbing it seems. The conversations with you, seem to have a release, so the healing/resolving may also be "psychological processing" or "shadow work", as I've also healed myself significantly more since December towards "Empty" or "Clear/Clarity" and "inspiration" which is Enlightenment in the East (Samadhi, Nirvana, Tao), which I'm not finding in Freemasonry which mainly consists of occultism. I have numerous items, not just the books, where each requires a separate corner in order to not energetically conflict, where Yochai's material including Hekhalot is separated from Masonry. Masonry needed to be separated from all eastern material. 

The agenda of removing said items, especially for your review, is out of the picture, provided that trust still needs to be built among families. Again, in light of your son, in light of your son's responses, I thank you for your honesty regarding your lineage and ancestry, but my other questions still need to be answered, for real solutions. Your response was crafted for lawyers.  

Amit

Bibliography:
(For the Intelligent, the Analytical, those who have the ability to "LISTEN")

1. Romani People (Gypsies)
(​https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Romani_people)
(Gypsies are not "Semitic" though they may have blended. They are "India" Indian, the dot not the feather)

2. Saint Sarah (Romani)
(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Sarah)
(The "Gypsies" are culturally, historically, linguistically, and haplogroups related to India)

3. Bahram V (Persian, Indian Princess)
​(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bahram_V)
(Link between India, Persia, and the Semitic traditions, and possible link to the beginnings of Saint Sarah, a syncretic Hindu Goddess with local traditions)

4. Khalaf, Salim George, Phoenician Canaanite Religion - Pagan, Phoenician Canaanite Encyclopedia. 2022
(https://phoenicia.org/pagan.html)
(The original "Semites", were originally and also adopted thereafter, the Phoenician-Canaanite religion where "Baal" was then later somewhat-infused with the Mesopotamian "Enlil" to provide a syncretic "El" the progenitor of the "Elohim". With Hyksos-Egypt the closest link to an actual "Exodus" and the most-valued "Ineffable Name" most likely an "Egyptian" derivative practiced under the Merkavah Mystics and  "A/Braham" being a Persian name of Indo-Aryan descent most likely from Ancient Scythia rooted in the Pontic Caspian Steppe, the truth of a "Tribe of Israel" is going to be found through the politics of King David post the "divine right" of King Saul and the occult workings of King Solomon (Monarch: Israel) and Hiram (Pagan: Phoenician), most likely to be discovered through the intermediate religion evolutionary-phase of Ugarit needing to be discovered through the Ugarit texts.)

5. 1 Chronicles 21
​(https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20Chronicles%2021&version=NLT)
(Tax-tithing under one deity and an understanding of Sumerian "interest rates", was the intent of conquering-converting the neighboring "tribes", not for a "heaven" as would be described in the Hekhalot material, but for a "monarch" built and expanded through "scatter and gather". From Canaan the Semites went to Mesopotamia and merged "Baal" with "Enlil" providing "El" of the "Elohim" as the sole deity due to holding the "Table of Destiny", returning to the lands of Canaan to conquer-convert to their "monarch" ideologies while adopting the Phoenician language as "Hebrew", infusing the mysticism also found from Egypt-Hyksos in crafting-editing the national "guiding" mythology heavily-fanatically indoctrinated via "monarch" propaganda as opposed to typical "religious-philosophical" syncretizing of ideas such as the Hellenic period. Who is being worshipped through the Egyptian "bark" coffin known as "aron" on the funerary-mourning and agricultural "threshing floor" (1040 BC)? Amenmesse (1200 BC)?)

6. Ashkenazi Jews / Lehi
(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ashkenazi_Jews)
[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lehi_(militant_group)]
(From being 3% to a massive 92% of the Jewish population sprouting in Germany, and Zionist groups such as the "Lehi" showing the intent behind a cultural-based "Israel" indoctrinated as "chosen" and "one god" with a commanding deity breaking commandments as found in "Numbers 31", and currently noting the selfishness of "identity politics", what is the difference between the dogmatic-intent of "Israel" and the attempted aryan-nationalism of "Germany"?) 

7. Scapegoat
​(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scapegoat)
(The "end justifies the means" attitude creates propaganda-politics and hence dogmatic-religions using the "immoral to establish the moral" via some-sort of "sacrifice". On the other hand, "the end justifies the means" attitude does the opposite also, it gives you someone to "point the finger" via "pitchfork mentality". )

8. The Author, Judaism Was Not Meant To Be "Blind Belief", TheInnerStairwell (2022)
(http://www.theinnerstairwell.com/house-keeping-day/judaism-was-not-meant-to-be-blind-belief)
(From Canaan, to Mesopotamia-Indus-Elam, to Egypt, to Mediterranean, to Gaul, to establishing syncretic occultism during the Medieval Ages, instead of "following the trail of money" as an audit to discover the barebones truth, "follow the trail of the ineffable name")

9. Bean, Henry, The Believer. Seven Arts Pictures. (2001)
[wiki: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Believer_(2001_film)]
(A "seeker" forging himself through indoctrinated "blind belief". Though the videos are long lost among the VHS documentaries needing information updates, many of the original "holocaust deniers" were Jewish descendants themselves questioning the details of what the prior generation expressed. Such as, were certain (particular, meaning "not all") "gas chambers" used to exterminate people or infested-clothing, in "Native American" based "concentration camps" political used in a "Farwell to Manzanar" manner, that also included "recreational areas" and "activities" for those interning? Nonetheless, true-history will only be exposed through an understanding of the hidden-occult networking, not found in your history books.)   

Email Sent Nov. 10, 2021

Dumbfuck "Daddy":

I would like to remind you, once again, about the shitty childhood you put me through. Because your stupidass has no fucking brain, and the bitch you married has always ran her lying-political mouth to get what she wants or throws a violent angry tantrum, I want to make it loud and clear to both of you dumbfucks, I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD THAN YOUR CHILD. Fuck you, fuck your family, fuck your traditions, fuck your religion, everything you have forced on me is either bullshit or molesting me, and is simply a way for you to control me. 

It's obvious why that bitch you married is making you come over to my residence, after I threatened her twice with suicide, and I had to beg your selfish self-righteous narcissist bitch-daughter to stay away, WHY THE FUCK ELSE WOULD YOU INVITE YOUR STUPID BRAINDEAD-ASS OVER TO MY RESIDENCE, WHEN I'M TELLING THE REST OF YOU TO STAY THE FUCK AWAY? I wish your stupidass would figure it out already, but that's how fucking retarded you are, and have always been. The word "NO", MEANS "NO"!!! If you don't understand the word "NO", then I'm going to take a fucking hammer to your head to protect myself from the lifelong abuse you and yours have constantly put me through. And, you put me through fanatical christian education, did you seriously think that was a good idea? Fanatical daily anger at home, fanatical indignation at school, fanatical narcissism at the N__________, this is the life you gave me, and have trapped me into. 

With the holidays approaching, and the need for your bitch-wife, who spent my childhood on the phone stupidly-gossiping causing generational-drama that is affecting the grandkids generation, I wish your bitch-wife listened when Daada begged her and Auntie to get the fuck-off the phones when I was a child. Did you help at all to stop this serious problem, with the bitch-wife that you decided to marry and have your prison-family? You kept us locked in that house, no friends, just molesting narcissist family-members and your angry-wife to deal with. Were you ever protective as a father? Have you ever done your actual duties as a father? Or did you just ignore everything, playing the "silent" role of the braindead idiot my whole life? With the holidays, she's back on her political motivation, attempting to plan her stupid ass vacations like the narcissist control freak that she is, wanting to show me off to her fucking relatives so she can use me to hide behind her lifelong bullshit. That lying bitch doesn't want to speak the truth, because it will cause her to own her bullshit. 

For the last couple of years, you have forced and begged me to take you on vacations (most of which I had stated "NO"), and I am constantly forced to spend "holidays" with people who have constantly fucked my life over, especially your bitch-wife. She is lucky she is in a female body, or else I would have "properly" dealt with her anger a long time ago. In case you have no memory, as to be expected, EXPLAIN TO ME WHY YOUR BITCH WIFE TOOK CHRISTMAS AWAY FROM HER CHILDREN BACK WHEN WE LIVED IN THAT HOUSE, BECAUSE SHE IS IGNORANTLY "HINDU", BUT YET I'M HARASSED AND FORCED TO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS not with, but FOR THE T_________ AND N_________, people who have shown us to be completely selfish and self centered? 

You brought me into a home with an angry-spouse who daily threw anger-tantrums, expressing her love the only way she knows how telling her children "Jao Tatti Khao", and you didn't do shit about it. To this day, I still can't have your bitch-wife standing behind me, because I grew up with her slapping me on the back of the head for no apparent reason. Again, she is very lucky she is in a female body. Again, she did this on a daily basis, as "angry-bitch" is her normal setting. The rest of my life is spent prancing around her insanity, hoping not to trigger her bullshit, that includes her control-freak nature including "stalking", hence, your stupidass requesting to visit this weekend, after all my emails and messages to you. Seriously, IS THERE A BRAIN IN YOUR FUCKING HEAD? You married a psychotic-bitch who has made our lives hell, and you have never done anything about it, other than support her abuse, and yes, that is legal abuse. 

Need I remind you, your bitch-wife is terrible in communicating in both English and/or Hindi, where she just points and yells like a raving self-righteous gossipy drama-filled lunatic. Everyone in the family has a fanatical story about her, even Uncle had to talk to (Ex-Gf) about her insanity years ago. Everyone knows she's sick, and before Daada passed he had stated that you are a weak man as you have never done a damn thing about your wife. 

SO, before I am forced to look at your fucking face again or listen to your retarded mouth, GIVE ME ONE FUCKING REASON WHY I SHOULD PAY ANY ATTENTION TO YOU. Given how you have been responding to me, EXPLAIN TO ME HOW YOUR ALSO NOT A SELFISH ASSHOLE LIKE YOUR BITCH WIFE. The only kindness from her, is her "favor bank", for future selfish manipulation, which I call "bribery attitude". 

Moreover, (Social "Counselors) were absolutely-correct about that bitch-wife, that she has no "heart" for her kids where she has the inability to "listen". WHAT DID YOUR BITCH WIFE DO, WHEN SHE WAS CONFRONTED WITH THE TRUTH. Did she attempt to change and be a better person, or did the narcissist throw a tantrum and run away, using the next decade to badmouth (Social "Counselors"). EXPLAIN TO ME WHY YOU MARRIED THAT BITCH, especially since I've barely seen you "talk" to her, if you consider uneducated-emotional control-freak yelling, "talking". 

If you can't answer the questions I presented, including those in the prior emails, THAN EXPLAIN TO ME HOW YOU'RE NOT WASTING MY TIME, as you continue to play the role of braindead idiot delusional "Daddy".  (What he calls himself). 

Winding down from the day typically means soaking in the tab. Salt water, purifier of the soul. Already having meditated throughout the day, the ego monkey mind want's to fight. It's the animal-senses way of keeping one on the wheel of samsara. To allow for deeper breaths, invoking the terrifying Bhairavi is the best way to dissolve thought, let go, and relax. She's a must for deeper pranayama, though beware, she brings on the purge.  

The mind stills and relaxes as a very decrepit, skin melting off the bones, very pale skinned with glowing white hair elderly female approaches requesting my attention. Not annoyed with my personal space disturbed, and actually quite excited to see this individual who reminds me of Dhumavati, surprisingly without fear I say "hello" and reach out my hand to be shook.  "Thank you for having me", she states, "I just wanted to say hello and greet you". I asked of her name and received the reply of "Aunt Susan". "What the fuck, I'm Indian, with little to no relatives with a Western name, are you of my lineage", I yelp trying to figure out who the hell just entered into my domain. Communication is more with inner guidance, where I trust the intense pulses within me to come to an answer. That also means my bullshit meter is on point. In response to my request, I felt pulled downward, not to what we would call lower astral levels, but to one of my downstairs neighbors. Coming to terms that I have nothing to worry about, I further greet "Aunt Susan" and allow her to remain and continue to observe me in my "process".   

Immediately thereafter my soak, my biological mother calls me for our weekly quick updates. As I have attempted to express to certain relatives, the practices of advaita has the effect of shredding something inside of me. My clairsentience has increased to the point that when people talk, the logical mind begins to subside as I begin to feel odd impulses and quite claustrophobic around those who do not practice meditation. It feels like feeling another's deep psychological conditioning as well as outright bullshit. I guess that's what happens when an empath meditates. I guess this is also why the Buddhist Jewel of Sangha is highly important. 

There have been numerous issues with my family, particularly with narcissistic individuals who think they are doing "good", but are really causing harm. When an individual has not developed logically, that can result in lots of emotional outbursts in order to have their way. My own mother falls into this category who has controlled our household like it's William Golding's, Lord of the Flies. She would be the harsh angry patriarchal energy in our home, with my biological father being a non-sociable introvert who never stood in the way of my mom's warpath. Whether it was getting things thrown at me, or getting kicked out of the house because I spent an hour with my girlfriend, the word "family" today still carries more sting then love, where I found bliss and happiness in solitude. That home life was suicidal for me, especially in having a voice that was just never heard, and of course those emotions return today as I've continually gotten caught up in someone else's mess. Even if I am to enter into a relationship again, the fear of having that someone meet my mother would be worse then Virgil's/Dante's hell. Let me put it this way, my mother had forbid my ex-girlfriend from attending my law school graduation because she said it was against "traditions", all the while she had called me the morning of my bar exam to harass me. Imagine sitting for a three (3) day exam with that in your head, with the CA bar being the most difficult. Yes, I still hate it when my parents tell people they put me through law school. If my mom didn't have her way, her anger would shoot her blood pressure into the 200s sending her straight to the hospital, creating an even worse trap for her kids. 

My elder sister had eloped with a man whose shadows were well known within the family. Though my mother has sought to resolve her issues, I had seen the same psychological-conditioning arise in both my sister and her husband. My sis shockingly being a supporter of Trump, but not really shocking with the man she ended up with, who follows traditional archetypal standards of men and women, and such views on society. She eloped, had a few good years away from the family, then returned to my mother with a child in her hands. To this day, my Leo sister holds her head up high, views the rest of the family like their some cheap pawns, then has the nerve to tell people in the family what to do without even knowing all the facts. 

In my conversations with my mother, she has been upset with everyone else, except my sister. Nonetheless, she see's what my sis is doing and even confronted me regarding the latest issue. My mom has thrown tantrums with other family members, including myself when I had stated to her that she had picked a side. However, in this phone call, my mom admitted she will not say anything to my sis given that she doesn't want her to leave again, all the while pointing the finger at other relatives and their anger.

I let my mom have it! She has used the concept of "traditions", or used family and their children to manipulate me to get me to do things, even if she can't psychologically see that. Hence, casebook narcissist. I've realized the meaningless of loyalty, where I simply now perceive my family as individuals with highly selfish interests, all of which are afraid of looking in the mirror. I presume this is why Kali is so feared, where I'm so far the only one who taken her name in my family, everyone else perceives her as evil with their extremely limited understanding of spirituality, but extraordinarily inflated ideals of person-hood.  Nonetheless, she has been around me assisting me. Even my Jewish-American brother in law is the product of past Romani Gypsies who sought the blessings of St. Sara-Kali.   

I had trouble in coming to peace with the way I conducted myself over the phone. But as an attorney who understand the efficacy of words, I know sometimes we need to be gangster in order for people to hear beyond their psychological conditioning. And yes, everything happens for a reason. I really got a better understanding of that after I had googled "Aunt Susan". At least the Goddess is with me helping me through.

My heart squeals in the dreadful morning, when I hear the caw of my black angels. Keepers of the “twilight” I should rather say, as I only hear them when the blending colors of the sun dance among the cloudy skies. These creatures are quite dreadful to the public, mostly of fear, ever scavenging among both the decay and decrepit alike. Who am I to judge which is which? It’s all meant to be transmuted into the purity of ashes and memories of dust.

I’m reminded of my perkier days, a budding child probably no more than five, untainted before the world psychologically broke in … I remember crows just being naturals among my habitat. They were always there, though minding their own business and not worth noticing, like a dim lit star lost in the midnight sky. But they were still there, just as they still are, and will continue to be, so long as the scent of rotting flesh creates hunger. Every morning and every evening greeting me with an unnoticeable cacaw, cacaw, cacaw. Who knew how old I was when this child had his “Edgar Allen Poe” epiphany, or why in High School he chose to express the beauty of such an avian in a void of color paper-mache project, contrary to the expressive colors of every other classmates comparable. Rather than get lost in the poetics, the child had always been surrounded by the black avians, even if he was ignorant of their foresight portrayed through their symbolism.  

Particularly, I’m being brought back to a time right about ten years, not yet of age, and still afraid of proper “mysteries”. A child who struggled with fiendish nightmares, barley capable of adequate night’s rest. The child developed a reserve filled with panicky neutrality just to hold the outbursts and enough calm to fill the night with some sleep, but it was quite enough to create muscular tension giving the expression “stiff neck”, which blocked the constant chills running up and down one’s spine. The night was filled like some of the worst of the worst tension, a cold sweat leaving one shivering under a hot a blanket, but too frightened to peek at what may be lurking within the dark corners of the childhood room.

The night-visions plaguing the child’s sleep were filled with fiery unspeakables that would shame Dante’s poems. All seeking to grasp hold of something that was me, though somewhat intangible as appearing through a blending colors of reality that would shame a Van Gogh painting. As a frequent childhood occurrence, I’ve gotten quite comfortable of such vivid dreams, that would rush me out of daze of delusions into a further toxic day of mentally conditioning myself into another brick in the wall. But this dream reached further than the other dreams, pushing the idea of “will I ever be able to sleep again”. Such a feat, I yet wonder to this day.

The evils of the night plaguing a mind conditioned into protestant fiery hells provides the atmosphere for the child’s nightmare. Though it is not the colors of this extremely vivid imagination that I remember, but the way it made me feel, and not ever want to feel again. Like my worst nightmares arising at my weakest moment, where all failed attempts at masculine chivalry are stymied by the paralysis that utilizes cognitive dissonance in moving beyond one’s fears. I couldn’t help myself to defend myself, or any others used as temptation for me to protect, but simply linger in the fright of panic and expectation for the worst.

As I was chased by these ghouls into depths of my subconscious sadly making my delusions more vivid, my panic forced the ever-so-vivid contours of a child’s imagination into a realized lucid dream. From becoming the watcher in the dream, to being awake in the dream, the child sadly realized he would need to face his worst fear, “that I’m on my own to make the decisions”. Once guided by the fluctuations of the Van Gogh like dream state, lost to whatever whimsy and fright that is guided by the night, I’ve now come to realize that my adequate follies are now exposed to my rational logic, screaming vehemently to my reptilian-brain, “flight or fight”?

Panicking, what is one to do, with a rational logic encompassing a ten year old. A child lost in a dreamlike distance,  but lucidly and vividly experiencing each fright, each pain, each horror … as if neurologically chained to the electric chair. Pure innocence attempting to attain a curious glimpse of the shadows, suddenly having the tables turned. The panic one can only experience, when one falls under the mesmerization of eye to eye contact.

Lurid beings conjuring all sorts of sensory fright, often condemned to the hells of forced submission, an image frequently programmed into our budding neurological life-forms. Enough disgust to allow for only a moments attention, is what caught this child’s eye. In breaths of panic, the child overcame and understood the magic of lucidity by increasing itself in proportion, to match every breath with breath. A gift from the heavens assured was the child, a not a moment to lose with the arrogance of a prince not yet knighted arising. With all might, the child charged forcing his way upon an unspeakable. With might and the power of religious creeds in one’s palms, the beings of fear shall be overcome, to never again return. The moment dawning near, the light ready to burst from the shadows within one’s own shadow. But was the child ready?

Prior to the victorious thrust into the bliss of returning into emotional stability, if not harmony, the child’s arms pulsing with the muscles of a Goliath remembered his sheer stature as David. In a moments grasp vividly occurring with details of slow motion, the child’s arms went limp weak as the sword simply pounced on such corrupted entities. There was no strength to the child’s pride as if the wretched opponent seized control of the child’s central nervous systems flooding the babe’s emotional body with hospitalizing hormonal cocktails invoking the psychology of vivid blood rushing fears. All logic subdued while that child gazed within the aura of what can only be considered, the great devil himself, and yes, you too would call him “great” should this experience for you ever prevail, the child through panicky asthmatic gasps echoed in one’s cranium attempts to scream, “for the love god, someone help me”. It’s the working of the reptilian-brain. “Fight or flight”.

The lucidity of the occurrence rendered some brilliance with the forethought of needing to wake up. Hence, quite probably why I chose to mentally scream, though I definitely intended to be vocal given the panicky state of the experience. For a moments glance, I realized I was staring at my ceiling, eyes wide open. I begin to take awareness of my breath and bring myself away from having a heart attack. I remember my name as I slowly began to consciously grasp the surrounding of my childhood room. As my breath aligns, I quickly realize I need to physically readjust to allow proper blood flow. My breath immediately ceases as I realize, despite my desperate conscious attempts, my physical body simply will not move. I’m lost in my head, conscious of what I believe to be the material state, but with the inability to interact with it. I realize my predicament, especially with a calming breath serenading the child back into sleep. As memory of the prior dream returns, the child returns to the cranial screams begging mercy from the depths of one’s own imagination. Could he face such horrors again, where the return to the vegetable state of material consciousness was a devious match, requiring the child need for untimely logical assessments. What could be worse, than this poor child’s fantasy, conjured in some ungodly hour of the wailings of the night. In facing the child’s inner Necronomicon, names unnecessary for invocation when the words already echo through one’s inner temples, under the vision’s sedation into neurosis paralysis, the child chose the other reptilian option, run. 

Fleeing from the shadows that internally required exorcism, the child again glances the stalemate of the material world, again binging on the sedation of neurological paralysis unable to engage anything other than visual awareness of the childhood bedroom ceiling. Though, this time with the agenda to move, the child’s vivid internal bursts commanding movement were met with slight actual physical adjustments within the childhood bed, while the child began to realize that his neurons were still controlled by some inner beast of fear. Though eye’s wide awake, staring at the ceiling, counting what still shimmered of glow-in-the-dark stars cascading through the childhood bedroom of a child afraid of the dark attempting to move beyond the dream state, the child began to hear the beast of fear growl, not louder, but closer, much closer, as if standing directly behind. Paralyzed with fear, while gasping the freedom of the external world only a few adjustments away, the child began to feel the stench filled breath of the beast of fear, as the beasts growls sent shivers on the child’s neck already tinging with the sweat of cold. Even with logical time-consuming analysis, the only option was to surrender. To let go, and let the beast of fear devour what was left of my childhood sanity.

​How can I not continually comprehend my sanity after that night within my childhood bedroom. It’s the same reason why I comprehend why my heart softens, hearing the call of the “caw” bringing us into and out of the shadows always at twilight. How can I not decide what is in fact reality, given that both holds on either side of my cranium that night and it’s charade over my central nervous system, danced as if they forge and embed neurological memories of actual phenomenal experiences within my psyche. Let me ask you as the reader, dare I say to the public, that “I remember waking to manifestations of slightly reddish slashes drawn on the child’s neck” … or reader, do I say to the public, “such manifestation, is simply the authors continued lucid dream”.