Understanding the Road We Have Walked Blindly

Before I understood the "I Am That" concept from the Advaita Vedantic perspective based on my studies of the Siva Sutras, I had journeyed through the Supernal Triad of the Qabalah's Tree of Life. I believe that my understanding of the Supernal Triad, particularly spending at least one month studying each of the Sephiroth, really left a lasting neuronal impression that seemed to creep within my imagination as I traversed the Siva Sutras. 

I can't help but continually associate the "I" of "I Am That" with the crown Sephiroth "Kether" as representing pure potential, or pure awareness. ​Also, the "Am" of "I Am That" with the masculine directive will of the Sephiroth "Chokmah" leading to wisdom. Lastly, the "That" of "I Am That" with the creative feminine force of the Sephiroth "Binah". Hence, from potential which can be associated with our imagination, do we formulate a will, which then is acted upon or manifested. However, the feminine force of "Binah" is not just creative, but is "understanding".  

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If you think about it, are we not all acting in such accordance with our everyday lives? Do we not first imagine what we want/need to do, then based upon how much will-power we use, we proceed accordingly to have such imaginings manifest in our lives. From our manifestations, are they not experiences/catalysts that cause us to grow in wisdom leading to understanding? 

With the return of the feminine energy, we may be at a point where we can reflect on our experiences, not necessarily from a judgmental perspective with an adversarial ruling resulting in punishment, but simply reflect upon the wisdom gained from wherever our soul signature chose to place its awareness and create. That could be the whole purpose of playing this charade, where we have placed a veil over our true knowing-ness where we had forgotten what we are in order to gain in wisdom from our experiences leading to understanding. 

Also, is it not the Judge who gains the most understanding from such trials and tribulations, as the Judge is the one who must assess between the dueling sides of Plaintiff and the Defendant focused on their narrowed points of awareness, where the Judge must see the bigger picture and reason what would be the best outcome?

Hence, the reason for our expressions and the reasons why the infinite would want such expressions. Understanding.