Sedona 2015; Part IV

My last day in Sedona was exhaustively eventful. My body was sore, but I've taken care of myself enough where the pain was minimal. Although a bit dirty and ready to crawl back into a bed, I drove back down the gorgeous scenery to International I AM where I was enthusiastically greeted by name by one of International I AM's owners, Christina. With complete elation, she was in gratitude that I came to support their students. Again, I was a bit perturbed at first given my motives were completely selfish in that, I'm looking for some answers. Given the power of Wednesday's session, I didn't doubt the caliber of the students, who were also at the Wednesday session. 

Each student seemed to be down to Earth and, including the owners, there was no spiritual ego that seems to plague the spiritual community. With that impression, it seems that anyone can create their link with Spirit and can be trained in that manner (I'm not sure if any student had "gifts" prior to her training). That throws out the idea that one individual may be more special than another, with "gifted" powers. Hence, to be able to communicate with Spirit and receive messages seems completely doable. We often end up praising psychics, astrologers, etc., individuals who can give you esoteric information. But really, these are individuals who simply have an interest in certain fields and study/work with it.   

Each student took her turn requesting to enter the energy of a particular audience member for a short message from Spirit. Although there were gaps of time between obtaining messages, each moment was well spent as I was completely impressed by each students ability. Although my messages appear to be a bit cryptic, others audience members who had no correlation to the organization had messages on point. Nonetheless, I was given messages such as holding a duality where I have the conservative appeal on one side and a flip to that with a "freak" side. Provided that my spirituality is my "freak" side, where I am intimidated to disclose much of my knowledge/experiences as they are not the norm, I have found myself becoming more and more open since my first visit to Sedona. Apparently, Spirit was really applauding me for that aspect of myself. In addition to obtaining some well-needed career information, the presence of two Spirit dogs following me (the 1 hour sessions was mainly silent outside, but dogs began barking when this tidbit was disclosed), I was also provided information about a joyful event (Wedding; not necessarily mine) to help boost my emotional body, an unknown but distant travel to Africa for the end of next year, and quick visit and hello from my maternal Grandmother who was kneading bread (roti) in the after-world.

The session ended with a quick goodbye where I thanked the owners, Whitney and Christina, for both Wednesday and Friday. The sessions were a big part of my Sedona experience that I will always remember and I felt saying goodbye was the perfect way to end my Sedona trip. Although I didn't think of it at the time, Whitney had expressed to me that when she saw me walk into the building, she had the sense that I was also going to stand up in the front and give a reading as if I was a student. Maybe that's a prediction for the future, as both Whitney and Christina would be excellent teachers given the positivity that effortlessly flows through them, but I'll leave that up to Spirit to decide. For now, I'm complacent with the knowing that Spirit is guiding me and believe will continue to have a greater presence in my life. 

From Sedona, I proceeded to Laughlin where fellow tourists were nowhere near as kind where I was given stares on simply saying "hello" and "good afternoon/morning". Hence, a quick wake-up call on what the World can be like outside of Sedona. Before I left for home, I managed to gamble enough to make my room's worth, and visited grapevine canyon where I parked at exactly 11:11, where I visited for it's indigenous petroglyphs. Thereafter was the long drive home to family for Halloween festivities. 

When I finally returned home to my solitude on Sunday, I took a hot epsom salt bath to assist in my physical recovery, and then meditated hoping the experience of Sedona would stay with me. Among many of the visions now forgotten that I had that night, the one that remains is a feeling of being completely loved. Prior, my perception was mainly to love, but to feel loved especially to the extent of this meditation was a new experience. It's like immediately stating "I love you, too" when someone else first says "I love you", instead of basking in the first persons statement. In this meditation, I basked in the sensation of absorbing love with the knowing that everything, every positive and negative experience or individual, is always coming from a place of love for my own development. For when an individual is in negative mode against you, does that individual's divine self still not unconditionally love you, especially when you and the opposing individual are really one and the same (mirror reflections)? The sensation was felt throughout my expansive inner world where I felt the presence of my beloved Hathor. To the Goddess energy, I know that I am loved and supported. Thank you.