On this blessed 11:11, I sat meditating on my balcony soaking the warmth of the radiant sun. For me, when I'm able to relax into the intensity of the heat, I feel like I'm being slowly warmed into relaxation. It's an excellent feel to get in deeper, get the thoughts to quiet especially after the wonderful catalyst of an election where a loud mouth neanderthal (fear no logic) outwit the most dangerous gang on the planet (fear with logic), I was subdued into recognizing how far it is that I have come internally. From my personal catalysts triggering in early 2014, I was led down a road around heavily seeking the real power we hold within, the good esoteric stuff filled with tantric fokelore. I had time on my hands, and I really wanted to shift my life in a different direction. I didn't conceive then what that might entail, the psychological dissection moving me in every which bi-polar way, into what seems to never-ending bursts of bliss to spiraling fathoms of doubt. Strapped with a few gemstones, tantric mantras (Matra/Padmasambhava), a wealth of knowledge from years of intense reading birthing from childhood, and the use of taoist breathing techniques, I purged and damn did I purge! While on my balcony, I recognized where I was then, to where I am now with the ability to tap into mindful and no-mind bliss. To be in this state, is really to have released enough attachments to recognize the still of the mind. These attachments are a constant adornment from what we perceive with our senses, to what we use to dull our senses, where many just never think to quietly subdue our senses. Anything triggered is really something up to be purged, which I now leave to drift into an imaginative flower to be removed from my personal space, psychic ninja style. Given that I have been doing this long enough, I am not so much triggered by the occurrences of the physical world. Being an empath, empathy still illogically rules me even when I have no comprehension why, I can at least stay quiet now, present to the blissful vibrantly colorful moment. Moreover, much of what use to trigger me, is now blissfully quiet. My waters prefer stillness. This past few days have been another story. Post the apocalyptic election, I have been triggered, not by the election result which actually worked out in my favor in preferring the quickest catalyst, but by the turmoil resulting where the masses have been instantly affected by something solely perceived through media sources. Many of us will not see these politicians in the flesh, but the reality show of advanced politics caused a raucous showing how easy it is for the elite to affect our vibration, feeling, beliefs, actions. Hence, the reason why of the possibility of the Caucasian George Soros funding the Black Lives Matter movement. It's just advanced politics, how easy it is for the elite to move the pawn pieces. It's all in the media, filling up the masses field of awareness, there is no other way to think for those drunk on this illusory heroine. I was triggered by the fact that my people, my loved ones, simply fell for it! They lowered their vibration in this pivotal time of expansion. In them being triggered, I was also triggered, and realized, still more purging. The sun is penetrating it's heat by now, I'm snapping in and out of thoughts in my attempt to clear them, I realized that my mouth was verbalizing a mantra to Cinnamasta seeking for wholeness, where Kali's presence was felt behind me. Here, I realized that the Feminine Divine that I have sought out had walked me through my path at each and every step, including the darkest of times. Having verbalized her mantric seeds, as I faced my shadows, fears, weaknesses, self-victimization to the point of blacking out being the only option, in her terrible form frightening away the greatest of tragedies, she let me know that she had my back more than I could imagine. Knowing her to be nothing less than the Queen of Wisdom, the sensation of confidence rushed me with an immediate kick of upliftment. It's not that I have to face my fears or go through trials and tribulations. Really, each moment is created for our best outcome. Each moment is created by our Higher Self, our own self, for the purpose of the wisdom that we seek within ourselves. In my 31 years, I discovered a feeling vibrating from the Feminine Divine's words, an emotion of something I had been told about all my life from Hindus and Christians. A concept that has always alluded me in my seeking leaving me hypercritical of those who portrayed having it. It was simply faith. I discovered Faith as not something to believe in, but a wellspring that needs to sprout from within using experience. It seems faith is not up for logical dissection, but an intuitive harmony lighting the path. Because of this feeling of faith, the triggers that arose in wishing to release the fears and anguish of humanity, especially of my loved ones, was released. I suddenly remembered that every one is connected with Higher Self with their lives also designed and crafted with such blessings regardless of holding faith. Everyone is on their own journey, and many need to traverse such triggers to be the Heroes of their stories. I needed to remember and have faith that all is crafted for the divine's delight, our divine comedy. I continued to release the triggers to bask in the holy light of my conscious awareness, feeling the macrocosmic pull within the microcosmic design. If I can't have faith in myself yet still under the guise of duality believing the divine to be separate from me, then faith in an external divine is sufficient until source is completely driven from within. This 11:11 moment of manifestation, looking through my third-eye periscope beyond our advanced lesson in civil karma, I feel pretty damn good for what's about to come.
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Law of Attraction: Law of Attraction teachings disclose that in order to attract an object or circumstance into one's life, one has to match that frequency. That frequency is found through our own vibrations indicated by our emotional body. In other words, FEEL like you have already accomplished obtaining the object or circumstances, and FEEL into as much as possible. In other words, imagine the life you desire, and FEEL into it to trigger your emotional body. Emotions tends to follow thought patterns, where if one feels angry, angry thoughts will follow, if feeling happy, happy thoughts will follow. Hence, when you FEEL into what you are trying to attract, your emotional body will also trigger your Psyche, including any blockages that inhibit manifestation. Mantra: Shivoham is also a mantra, where mantra is derived from the word manas or mind. Hence, the use of mantras triggers a re-calibration of thoughts, and directs focus. To place the Law of Attraction technique above with the chosen mantra is a powerful tool to becoming closer to Shivoham, or another deity of choice. To vibrationally match the deity of choice by understanding and embodying His/Her mythology and maintaining focus through the use of mantra, well, you're bound to at least feel something shifting. Blockages: To embody a deity through the use of imagination can raise all sorts of blockages. One such blockage as found throughout our societies is a manipulative and domineering understanding of humility. Raised in a Hindu household, we've bowed to everything, honored numerous external things as sacred, and certain things can create offense such as trimming a tulsi (holy basil) plant to some. Raised in Christian education, we were constantly told to repent because we are sinners, told that we're unworthy, etc. Under the Law of Attraction, if you're holding a sense of sinful unworthiness or the likes, you may be just further distancing yourself from your divinity, where such ideas and emotions arise when attempting to embody the feeling of the divinity. When such blockages arise, it screws up the meditation where thoughts of unworthiness from a false understanding of humility arise. Meditation: Nonetheless, there are techniques to bypass the blockages. For example, in my meditations to Kali, the divine Mother, I would initially approach her as a child. She's called the Mother for a reason where under this symbol, she's been very easy to approach. It's much easier to imagine oneself as a child then it is to imagine oneself as Shiva. From what I've found, approaching Kali with an ego-identity is the quickest way to trigger her fiercer aspects, though it has its benefits where she assists in clearing. Though to approach her as an equivalent, as Shiva, and vice-versa, to approach Shiva as Kali, well, I'll just say that's a climactic vibration, one that can be felt in the spine. After writing this, I probably should say to approach her as a child, then your ego-self and let her do her work, then Shiva. Hence, in approaching the divine, if it's difficult to place worth on the ego-identity, then choose the divine within, the self-luminous light of consciousness that remains unblemished, to shine forth and match that vibration that you're trying to bridge. Be forewarned, this technique is powerful, so I should provide a warning. To reach for the divine is to unravel the ego-identity, which is everything that you thought you were. iShiva!
The ancient teaching spoke of the unification between the opposites. Not of the good and evil variety, but of positive and negative magnetic forces, of the masculine with the feminine, the yang with yin, the lingam with the yoni, Shiva with Shakti. Within that balance flows harmony, Ananda, the Tao. Within our subtle body lies the ida (feminine) and pingala (masuline) nadi's, energetic channels that separate and combine with each chakra point leading to the third eye. Our third eye is positioned centered between the hemisphere's of our brain, that would be our masculine logical left brain and our feminine creative right brain. Here, we meet the balance of our polar opposites, where we meet ourSelf that feels like a rush flooding downwards through the crown chakra, redoing, remapping, reprogramming everything that we thought ourselves to be. It's where we deconstruct the paradigm instilled within us from being engaged with our senses, and meet something that has been lingering within us beyond our mental facilities. The divine couple is Shiva and Shakti, the magnetic attraction between the positive and negative electrical charge within us that our ego-identity has forgotten and has accidentally attempted to separate. Not only has the divine couple manifested itself externally through magnetic forces, through animalistic attraction, through our ancient stories of divine couples, but also through our own psychology as further articulated in the ancient traditions of Shiva and Shakti. Shiva: Shiva is defined as prakasha, or the light of consciousness. In other words, Shiva is the psychological ability to be "aware". Awareness is mental virginity, or Kumari, the ability to be simply "aware" unstained from any thought-constructs, which include ideas, opinions, beliefs, formulations, etc. Awareness is to be in the complete state of Now, fully present to your experience without clouding it with any ideas and perspectives. To be fully present, is to be able to engage with what you perceive from a completely fresh perspective. To be fully present with everything occurring externally and emotionally internally, we recognize our existence (sat) within the universe. Shiva is our ability to perceive (chit) within the universe. Shakti: Shakti is defined as Mahamaya, or the grand illusion, which is, all that which is perceived. Hence, she is the Mother of our universe. Our universe is created through matrika (term used to identify Sanskrit), or motherly vibrations that creates and destroys universes. Everything is energy, where energy is simply mass multiplied by the speed of light squared (E=m c2) . In other words, that which we perceive, mass, is simple energy divided by the speed of light squared (E/c2 = m). It's because of this energy, this shakti, this prana/chi, the way she moves and vibrates through space-time that we have the Universe and all within it which we perceive. In the Tripura Rahasaya: Secrets of The Supreme Goddess, Shiva is defined as "awareness" and Shakti is defined as "witness". Shiva is our ability to perceive, where Shakti gives us something to perceive, including our faculties of perception. One is the light of consciousness where the other is the vibration of consciousness, for the two are actually one. To worship a divinity is to bring oneself closer to that divinity through what we call love, hence, our concepts of bhakti, devotion, etc. To worship Shiva-Shakti, is to understand and bring oneself closer to understanding our own abilities of being "aware" and "witnessing" the universe, to bring devotion/bhakti/love to that which we perceive as well as our ability to perceive. In worshiping Shiva, embody the Mother of the Universe and attract the attention of Shiva for She is constantly trying to attract our attention with her Illusion. In worshiping Shakti, embody Shiva, the ability to be aware and fall in love with the present moment that the Illusion has provided you. For isn't this what we are, a psychological dance between our mental/sensory faculties and things that we perceive. Isn't that what it means to be the divine couple internally, to fuse the opposite mental faculties within us, and engage our paradigm from a higher perspective, one with cosmic awareness and cosmic creative abilities. Isn't this accomplished through what we call divine love? To unite Shiva with Shakti is part of the tradition that believes in romance of the divine couple. To understand the romance that we ourselves create with that which we perceive. It's the ability to be at an emotionally vibratory state of complete love and completion within. It's the sensation of fulfillment, where nothing more is required. It's to realize that you are the Dance of the Universe occurring within the Universe.
In studying the mystical aspects of numerous exoteric religions, I'm often left wondering why such teachings do not have a wider audience. I was never satisfied with the basic, thou shalt do this, thou shalt not do this, or the whole accept this into your heart and heaven is automatically yours, which seems to plague all major religions and lead us fighting over left-brain doctrine. What's worse is that these concepts are derived more so from blind-faith, not legitimate experience. Those that have experience are often thrown to the wolves, especially if they contradict strict doctrinal understanding. Hinduism doesn't have as much of a strict notion, but when the threat of conversion arises for the strict Vedic tradition, the Brahamanic tradition has attempted to claim dominance. Though it can be seen as complimentary, the Tantric and Bhakti movements were counter to the Brahamanic caste system, where such teachings permit those on the bottom to achieve spiritual success. Nonetheless, other major religions have either sought to eliminate the mystical and even scientific (physics), reminiscent of the Medieval ages where such understandings could only be expressed in secret societies. Such persecution resulted in limiting the understanding to strict man-made or man-influenced doctrine, which still plays a major role in religions today. As an example, the Hebrews may interpret their holy books through an oral tradition known as the Qabalah. With such an understanding the literal interpretation of doctrine isn't as important as the psychological development, or in other words, consciousness expansion of an individual. Coming across and meditating on certain ideas, or archetypes, does something to the psyche that quite cannot be elaborated with the symbol of human language. I experienced such in studying the Sephirot of the Tree of Life, particularly the supernal triad, where the creation story of God, Adam, and Eve is pre-school compared to Kether, Chesed, and Binah. Modern day Christianity lacks the Qabalah or other meditative elements, sans the Gnostic, Swedenborg, and others I will not name. Hence, the modern Christian takes a limited logical approach to doctrine, knowing full-well that Jesus was raised listening to Rabbi's. Such was most likely the doing of the Roman empire, which crafted a religion more akin to Mithraic Roman sentiments, though argued to be done in order to convert pagans, but removes much of the mystical Hebrew elements that meditatively allow an individual to perceive deeper into spiritual realms. Two Thousand (2000) years later, you have a religion that praises Jesus' birth on Mithras's birthday, still blames the Jews for Jesus' crucifixion instead of the Roman empire, swears an oath to the Roman creed of Nicea established doctrine inhibiting sovereign thought, and considers the Qabalah/Gnostics to be evil. It's not enough that such groups convert others through the concept of blind-faith, but they have driven those that seek more from their spirituality underground. Hence, the information that was once accessible to the many have become mysteries in the Age of Pisces. Here, one had to become an initiate of the mystery schools, or leave society for solitary experience, in order to pierce beyond the veil. The creation of the internet ushered in a new age, the age of information. At the palm of our hands, we basically now have access to a limited Akashic record. Information that was once retained in secrecy is now widespread, one that organized religion cannot hide though still manages to fight against. Information regarding once occult knowledge is now easily accessible, though too accessible where now one has to sort through vast amounts of coal to find diamonds. Words and concepts such as yoga, chakras, the third-eye, law of attraction, infinite intelligence (source energy), are much more prevalent as compared to pre-internet. Even pre-internet, those within such traditions would still have limited knowledge where a Guru was required, though a Guru (teacher) probably still should be required to help navigate through information/experiences. According to the Advaita Vedantic text, the Tripura Rahasaya, it's one's desire that is the driving force behind his/her level of spirituality. From accumulating good merit, one will then be born with the desire to worship God. From worship, one will then be born with the desire to dive deeper into the mysteries, to find a way to unite with God. Hence, it appears that an individuals desire is the level of initiation that they will proceed in life with regards to spirituality, where much of the world may still be solely in the worship and good deeds stage. The worship stage is where the universe appears separate, or dualist (dvaita), where God is worshiped externally through numerous forms. The uniting stage is where the human understands him/herself to be a microcosm of the macrocosm, as the Universe, or nondualist (advaita), where God is simply a level of universal consciousness to be experienced and drawn upon. Knowing that we are all different and hold different desires, there are those that may solely be interested in accumulating and working on good merit, others may solely want to experience God as separate, and those who want to dive into the rabbit hole of infinity. For those that only desire good merit or to experience God as separate, the rabbit hole may be a dangerous route as it is an unraveling of the ego-identity and a complete change of one's life where they may not desire such. In fact, I would highly recommend the ego-identity building a personal relationship with a Higher Source (duality) before taking the plunge, for it's not fun to walk through the valley of the shadow of ego-death alone. Nonetheless, all paths seem to be molding the ego-identity into something more wholesome, like how a flower goes through numerous phases before blooming.
However, those that have wanted to pierce deeper into realizing the power held within, were required to unravel the ego-identity for which many simply do not desire. Many are happy with their lives and would rather engage in typical material pursuits and leave spirituality for the mandatory religious gatherings. Many are also happy in bringing in religion more and more into their life, with daily prayer. And of course, there are those who seek material, and possibly spiritual aspects for self-interest. But for those willing to empty the ego-identity to serve on a larger basis, and challenge societal/religious norms and deeply held beliefs, in order to expand and connect one's consciousness with a higher version of Self, those are the one's ready for initiation into the greater mysteries. Like success in any pursuit, it's the degree of your desire. One question that I often hear by those with a spiritual leaning is discovering one's purpose. It seems proper for those seeking something spiritual to seek more out of life, so purpose seems to fall into play. Even those that are into self-help material or some sort of entrepreneurship seem to fall into this category, as opposed to those who attain a certificate and move through life with a typical 9am-5pm. It's, what can we do that will provide the most out of our life experience. It's asking, what is the purpose for our current existence. Taking a look at mainstream society, I've often mentally rebelled at the economical-societal construct established, which our educational system desperately squares us into conformity. As soon as the ability to communicate and further assess information is formulated within a child, that child is then forced to spend year after year into adulthood within walls that stress societal information. Through meditation, we're taught the strengths of residing in oneself in a silent harmonious manner. However, the educational system has us constantly plugging away information into our minds, with short breaks to enjoy each others company, where exercise is minimal and spinal columns are damaged through incessant sitting. Having a well-adjusted spine has scientifically shown to raise IQ, where our lifestyles of constantly slouching while sitting has stymied intellectual prosperity. In addition, the brightest minds did not seem to fit in our societal educational system, be it Leonardo Da Vinci or Albert Einstein, these intellectuals were educated in a different route than the majority of us who have spent most of our lives memorizing. Albert Einstein is even quoted with "Never memorize what you can look up in books", where Da Vinci only studied and learned what he wanted to learn being forbidden from a formal education due to being an illegitimate child. Much of formal education for me was a drain, though I managed to do well. Not that I wasn't interested, and there were plenty of classes that I'm glad were forced upon me, it's just that, I look back now and ask how much of it was relevant for my life experience. In addition, I'm more interested in biology and other subjects now, then back in High School, where studying such topics then was premature. When you start weeding away the time spent on irrelevant material, significant time arises that could have been spent pursuing other more enjoyable matters. As an example, history prior to college was mostly a practice on dissecting propaganda, where due to self non-curriculum studies, I quickly understood that High School history was significantly limited and designed to mold future voters. In studying numerous success stories, I've found that if the educational system was a support system to strength children's passions, we would raise geniuses instead of conformed ants for the workforce. Not only are geniuses raised, but when following passion, especially when the seeds are allowed to sprout during an individuals youthful stages, such an individual is purpose driven. Finding purpose, or what we're on this Earth to accomplish, is a question asked in the spiritual community, and in the self-help community. Rarely have I ever found this question raised in formal education, where educator were simply satisfied upon hearing a student was college bound. Though counselors will help in sorting through information to help a student choose a route, so very little time is permitted for such discovery. I guess summer break would be the time-frame permitted, but how many students actually choose to look for self-education during the summer, after having accomplished the stressful consistent workload of the educational system. In fact, I think I narrowed down my college major through quickly doing the I-Ching in a High School comparative religious studies course. However, in searching for my "life purpose", the reason why I've incarnated on this earthly terrestrial body, I realized that I'm a different person when I go inside and remove societal beliefs and standards. It's the asking of, "am I doing this because society wants me to do it (education, social class, marketing, etc.), am I doing this mainly to make money, am I doing this because others have told me to do it, etc.". Finding purpose is to go back into the untainted childlike state of being and figuring out what is the most exciting for an individual. When a child dives into something, it's because he/she is curious. If the child sticks with something, it's usually because of passion. Hence, a child is often not driven by capitalist endeavors where a job or social status is most likely far-placed from the child's mind. In such purity, the child is better able to discover passion, the main key in establishing purpose. As Jesus said, "... Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven". Matthew 18:3 (KJV). As spiritual teachers have vehemently described "follow your bliss" (Joseph Campbell), "follow your highest excitement and joy" (Law of Attraction Teachers), are meant to place an individual on the highest path to fulfillment in this life. Charles Darwin followed his childhood bliss of discovering, collecting, and cataloging biological specimen, despite what his father wanted for him. Carl Jung followed his childhood intellectual curiosity of understanding consciousness, where he questioned whether or not a rock that he sat on carried consciousness. Leonardo Da Vinci followed his childhood passion of drawing, something he utilized to spend his time as he was forbidden from formal education. In following a purpose, there is a significant passion, a bliss that arises that when one is absorbed in one's work, time is lost. Such is a stark contrast from the majority, who most likely look to when they can clock out. Something I think we all first discovered early in our school system waiting to go home. Though most in our society, including myself lately, will often spend their time looking at the clock for the next bout of freedom. Nonetheless, it is important to note that our life experiences all have a purpose in establishing ourselves, where pertinent information is obtained, skills are developed, and we have the ability to move into purpose understanding what we're not passionate about. Hence we can move into purpose at any juncture through seeking our passions. For example, obtaining a legal degree was not blissful, but writing is, where I've been provided numerous opportunities to work on my style. Take a look back throughout your life into your early childhood and rediscover your passions and proceed with the talents and knowledge that you've since obtained. Seek to combine your passions with your skills and further proceed to unite and develop the two. As the Bhagavada Gita (2:47) elaborates, one should not look towards the fruits of one's labor. Though I've contemplated that statement to mean that one should humbly serve, especially when viewed from a strict religious sense, I now understand that statement to mean that work should not necessarily be done for the rewards sake, but should be done for the sake of purpose. In other words, the work in itself should be the blessing, not the fruits of work. The only way that is to make sense, is to passionately work. To do things that excite you, to follow one's true bliss, is to honor the curious being within that only seeks to learn and grow in the most enjoyable way possible. We have to ask ourselves, did we come onto this planet to add to the economy, where I've often heard from others that those in monasteries are driven by self-interests as they do not provide to the gross domestic product, or did we incarnate for something so much more than our man-made societal-economic structure. Through society, we've defined success through monetary value as opposed to intellectual curiosity, though financial security is strong driving force. Nonetheless, to follow one's bliss, one's passion, one's purpose, seems to be one of the biggest rebellious acts in conformed society. It's seems to be one that leads to a purpose driven life, one that geniuses have pursued to either rebel against conformity, or reach significantly high statuses in society like the Steve Jobs types.
Overall, be as children in discovering and following your passions, and enter your own kingdom of heaven by following your purpose. For to follow purpose seems to be an unraveling of one's own passions. This form of spiritual practice is not for the faint of heart. Most forms of spiritual practices are dualistic, with the belief that divinity is separate from the individual. Hence, most individuals in this category are seeking for the divine externally, a worthy practice in itself where there are numerous guides and ascended masters ready to lend a hand. I know my own practice has greatly benefited, and probably would not have gotten off ground without constantly seeking the blessings of entities I believe to be more advanced than I. However, the nondualistic practices for which I have been led to traverse, is to realize that the divinity is sourced from within. That the external illusory-reality is simply a gross manifestation of what is occurring within us, subject to the numerous lenses of beliefs and thoughts (karma) that make up are being. That is the essence of "the secret" under the law of attraction, that through our connection to the divinity, we manifest as the divinity. Nonetheless, as Abraham Hicks has stated, "the secret" failed because it did not mention the actual secret, which is that we are source energy. The nondualistic practice, to recognize the strength of the "I Am" presence where "cosmic consciousness" (higher self) meets the "anu" or individuated point of interest (the individual), is to realize that we are responsible for our own lives and all of its circumstances. That means, no more blaming a Devil, or even God, for all of life's numerous circumstances we ignorantly believe to be follies. We are each responsible for all of our own circumstances, which when looked at from an expansive conscious, is really meant to bring us into fruition. The struggles are merely tilling of the soil, or the sprout attempting to reach above the ground into light, where all of life and the universe it be on our side. Though from the typical form of consciousness, the struggles, the ability to sprout, the ability to see the light at the end of the tunnel, can be a tedious task, especially if your attempting to reach for the unlimited sky. Though the numerous masters are there to assist us, where there vibrations can be felt in prayer, elevated literature, chanting of mantras, or good ole darsan, we are responsible for our own heroes journey. As the law of attraction entails, your thoughts, beliefs, and mostly the way you feel (vibes), are what get you to where you want to go. Using the power of ones imagination/mediation, one can conjure the ideal life and circumstances, feel as if such has already been accomplished, then attempt to move throughout the daily tasks with the feeling obtained through such imagination/meditation. Nonetheless, as we're still subject to one of the illusions greatest constructs, time (the other being space), the material universe needs some time to adapt to the new vibrations. Especially if you're nuts and are aiming for "cosmic consciousness", life becomes like a see-saw effect where everyday circumstances remind you of the prior beliefs and thoughts one use to hold. Even on a lower ideal, such as attracting the happiest yet most abundant job possible (even if you don't know what that is, feel into it), the perfect compliment to partner with in life, and overall, to fall in orgasmic blissful love with each moment of one's life (to really be in the Now), can force you to deal with yourself, the shadow limitations residing deep in one's psyche. In attempting to bring my own life into proper fruition via law of attraction, provided that I've hit numerous walls utilizing the way society has instilled how to obtain happiness, I've spent much time assessing my own thoughts and beliefs with the help of numerous teachers. If law of attraction is a new technique for you, well, spend time studying and working with it. If anything, it is the basis for most self-help literature that attempts to assist an individual in taking the next step forward in his/her life journey. However, the process renders transparency to the way one things, and has led oneself through out life. Your weakness are placed on the table for you to see, your sense of worth and value. Everywhere that you have blamed another for your circumstances can be found rooted within one's own psyche, for some limiting belief that has kept you stagnant at a certain threshold. In amping up one's vibes, the universe will respond, either through manifestation, or signs showing you to keep working on it. The "angel numbers" as so described in the new age movement through repetitive numbers, is one form of manifestation to keep the individual working on the path. Animals sightings are another form of manifestation, should an individual accept such symbolism within his/her life. Should the life not manifest right away, or within a short-duration, especially if your goals are rather high, one is left dealing with doubt, insecurities, any former limiting belief that inhibits the desired lifestyle. Though numerous signs and synchronicities may appear, one can be left feeling daunted, exhausted, and depressed where life isn't changing, and one is left questioning such signs and synchronicities. I know I've thrown down the gauntlet and have often re-questioned the ascended masters I choose to work with as well as the universe in Her divine feminine form. However, such is merely the limiting beliefs arising, which simply are asking "are you sure you want that lifestyle", and "don't you want to go back to the way things were"?. It's an attempt of the ego-identity to return to the safer, older version of oneself. Not that the ego is bad or evil, it's just want's to be safe, and to not be let down that would further spiral downward into sadness. However, no matter the amount of depression, such should be a good sign. Though the sword penetrating into one's psyche, in order to elevate and open the heart is required more than ever at these times, it seems like the battle is finally getting off the ground in order to assess and integrate what lurks within our shadows. Again, such battle is not meant to be fought alone, where I still use ascended masters, teachers, guides, energy healers, and gemstones to assist on the battlegrounds, it becomes time to truly test one's resolve. Though it can be extremely depressive to undo the limiting beliefs created by the ego-identity in order to minimize the hurt in life that limits our ability to expand into greater avenues, it's important to have the end-goal in mind, and more so, in vibration. Remember, the universe is on our side. Remember, it's the darkest before the dawn.
I've been into paranormal and oddball spirituality all my life. Part of that includes conspiracy theories, where such theories point to the gaps in what much of society and religion deems to be true. So, I already have a bias towards such theories. However, as an attorney, finding gaps in the evidence to support mainstream thought only strengthens my passion in exploring alternative theories. To begin with, I don't dive into such theories the same way others seem to grapple with such ideologies. Think Alex Jones, who've I've paid slight attention too on and off for almost two decades. He's exposed much of what the government may be doing behind closed doors, government secret occult meetings, and certain wealthy/powerful families, which I am being led to believe control the major democratic party candidate. Though, Alex Jones comes from a "right-wing conservative-christian perspective", where he throws his support on the major opposing candidate believing that he may be an "outsider". My main critique of this theory propagator is that he fails to look at the gaps in one of the biggest theories on our planet blinding him in the political arena. He fails to look at the gaps in his own religion, which creates a bias on all of his theories. Hence, much found within the conspiracy theory arena fall into this category, including the flat-earth theorists. But hey, thoughts/beliefs create reality, and so if a flat-earth is something you need to have dire faith in like the Church in the dark ages, then you'll place yourself in a parallel universe where that is an expressed truth, since that's how the law of attraction works. Just don't Giordano Bruno the rest of us that like to a more expansive nondualist approach to the universe. My exposure to conspiracy theories has been to discover and redefine my spirituality. To really discover who I am, my roots on the Earth, and overall, my roots within the Universe. In addition, to remember what I am really capable of, if there is something more than our animalistic human story. In studying spirituality, metaphysics, the occult, I'm led through authors who hail from different hidden organizations, where such organizations are often labelled by the above-mentioned group as "satanists", "illuminati", etc., where I receive a completely different interpretation in studying such material, something I'm assuming the above-mentioned crowd has not done. Hence, certain biases arise in interpreting these theories. Though it's been much easier for me to grasp such information coming from an eastern background where material like the Gnostic teachings resonate very well, but if you grew up in certain sects of Christianity where duality is the only experience, let's just say it's very difficult to comprehend as evidenced by the numerous pastors I've heard attempting to articulate and negate Gnostic teachings. In other words, studying/researching conspiracy theories should not be done from a fear-based perspective, which is how I feel most people approach such information. When lingering in fear, well that creates a vibrational ripple throughout the emotional body triggering the law of attraction, which would lead towards a downhill spiral under the fear-love based emotional body. In fact, I'm finding most individuals are now looking at such theories to point fingers, where I remember a decade ago, it was rare for someone to even know the word "illuminati" outside of the "killuminati" Tupac theories. As someone that has looked at this information for much of his life, for almost three decades, conspiracy theories are layers upon layers that need to be peeled to discover the truth (if that's even discernible), where most individuals are parroting very limited information, and are viewing and articulating what they find with dark lenses of prior limiting belief systems. Hence, though I still keep an eye-out for Alex Jones type material, I guess I'm more in the David Icke category, who seems to blend new age thought with his theories. If you didn't know, those two seem to be the biggest parrots for conspiracy theories, but come from opposite ends in the conspiracy theory spectrum. In first discovering David Icke, I thought he was nuts. Now, well, his theories seems to be more and more on point from what I've been discovering. Again, many many layers have to be addressed for this material to even seem plausible. David Icke is the individual whose written the "bible" of conspiracy theories, where his theories seem to be the most extravagant. Overall, my approach to conspiracy theories has been a "healthy" one I suppose, where the material excites me as opposed to placing me in a downward spiral of fear. Such ideologies place me in the position to unplug and not be tied to the societal delusion, to not be tied to the political theatrical circus (well at least without a comfortable chair and some popcorn), but to recognize that my Spirit is the only thing I should be pushing for. It seems those on the higher ups and within certain organizations knew something with regards to spirituality, where the religious counterparts provide us with a dumbed down dribble. I seek to recognize the strength of my own inner-being, a liberation from the delusion away from my animalistic human story that is engaged with the circus. For those of you researching such theories, I plead with you to not get tied up into fear. Moreover, I've found that once you come across a theory that makes sense, you will find more information that challenges such theories into deeper and deeper avenues, like peeling an unlimited onion. Unless it is bringing you closer to understanding who you really are, I would recommend not paying much heed to such information as it would be irrelevant to your own growth. From looking around at the political circus, where it appears one candidate is begging the U.S. audience to vote for the opposition, which appears to be the only way to get the opposition elected due to this candidate's inconsistent background but consistent support for a particular wealthy family, I feel we're awakening to how much we've really been duped. Such theories depict politics like a game of rigged chess mainly to make the pawns feel like they have a choice. As it appears more and more people are becoming aware to such fraudulent undertakings creating a shift to a societal breakdown, we need to become aware of our own inner strength to proceed. While society around us may be crashing down, it's only because it's time to recognize our own truth, and not the "truth" we've been told. Such truth revolves around not in looking to our external circumstances and external society for our solutions, but to look to the strength of our own inner-being. Let conspiracy theories unfold the delusion that we've been set-up to believe where only a few have gotted a glimpse of the truth behind the mystery (Pisces) in the past, but let your Spirit shine through to manifest our freedom (Aquarius).
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AuthorOverly educated and continuously exploring and revealing more behind the veil. "It cannot be too highly emphasized that the mystic swims in the same waters in which the psychotic drowns."
-James Wasserman, The Mystery Traditions Archives
August 2019
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