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Calling All Angels, I've Got Your Number

5/21/2015

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I think it was around 2012, with all the end-of-the-world hype misinterpreted from the Mayan Calendar, that I first saw social media posts around the figure "11:11". At that time, I was still bothered by the "new age" movement thinking it was some sort of diluted information.  So I had just brushed off the posts as new agey and not worth my time. I kept seeing these post throughout the years, and by people I wouldn't have considered spiritual. Since I wasn't seeing "11:11", I didn't bother. 
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In studying the Law of Attraction ("LOA"), I moved through Napoleon Hill and other business oriented self-help books, into extraterrestrial channelers such as the Pleiadian channeling Darryl Anka known as Bashar. While researching Pleiadians, I came across a meditation technique that I've used every night since mid-2014 where simply before falling asleep I would ask my higher Self, whatever deities/entities I resonate with, and Angels/Archangels to clear my "Ka" (from the Mer-Ka-Ba) body in preparation for awakening. (The Pleiadian Workbook, Quan Yin). Not exactly sure why I kept at it for as long as I did, since I wasn't immediately obtaining results. But, I'm glad I did. 
Thereafter, I read Serpent of Light; Beyond 2012 by Drunvalo Melchizedek where he discusses repeating numbers (111,222, 333, etc.) and their association with the Angels. Around Mid-January 2015 is when these numbers began making their appearance for me. Throughout the continuing months, these numbers kept increasing where I would see at minimum 10 of these angel numbers a day. I would see 111, 222, and 444 quite often and still do. I mean, it's like the first random song/bhajan you listen to in the morning happens to be timed at 11:11. Or, staring at the grammar on an advertisement on a random truck on the freeway and realizing the address for the business begins with 888. This new obsession with numbers has me seeing 1221 and 108 a lot also. Hence, I've ran quit a few times to pg. 88 of Drunvalo's book for their meaning. 
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Other numbers were/are a rarity with 666 being the rarest (a number I was never intimidated about). However, 5555, 777, 888, and 9999 have been appearing more frequently in the last 2-3 weeks. No doubt the last few weeks has been intense with a Patriarch in the family having a 5 bypass heart surgery. Although successful, the surgery and recovery process has been quite a shock to the daily routine. On the first visit to the hospital pre-surgery, I saw the numbers 7777 and 999. Earlier that day, I saw a dove fly alongside me on the freeway, which happened only one other time in 2014 when I first wore my nuummite beads that I still wear today. Prior to these appearances, I don't think I've ever seen Doves before other than at zoos and on Christian art. I took these all to be good signs and had faith that all would be well. Moreover, the Patriarch was in a Catholic hospital filled with prayers.

Post-surgery was much more difficult. Although the surgery was a success, it took much longer for the medications to leave his system. Nurses assured us that there was nothing to worry about. However, the sight and time duration was too much to handle. I had asked the Patriarch who had briefly opened his eyes, "how are you", where he had responded with "today was difficult". Hearing that was enough to negate any of the assurances the Nurses had provided. We visited in two's where a relative and I had performed some sort of reiki type ritual to add our part to the process. Leaving the room, I was asking the Angels for signs. 
The Angels heard my call and made the drive home a constant bombardment of numbers. I was too excited where I had to tell another relative (we'll call this in-law "the skeptic") seated next to me. I saw 2222 on a billboard, 555 on a traffic sign, and then an auto dealership sticker on my relatives windshield with the number 4444. In excitement, I pointed all of these out to the skeptic. At home, I was discussing the condition of the Patriarch with other relatives while the skeptic drew the numbers 5555 on a small piece of paper within my visual in a mock fashion. That's when my own inner skeptic kicked in. 

Since that day, I noticed the doubt increasing, and the frequency of these numbers drastically decreasing. After a week of a significant drop in these numbers I've found myself attempting the Pleiadian mediation with more intensity and basically asking the Angels to keep up their presence. Although I now know there is something there and have a deeper admiration of Angels (something I didn't have in the 12 years of Christian schooling), I dread losing these numbers in my daily life. 

I'm just hoping this is simply another obstacle and that I'm able to cross into something more.  



(In the span of writing this post, I looked at the clock at 11:11, 11:44, and lastly at 1:11; Thank you Angels!). 
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